Not afraid

On the morning of New Year's Day, Qi Xingchen didn't want to sleep much on his vacation.

He was awakened by the feeling of a heavy weight on his legs, and sure enough, he realized that Bai Ye had used his whole body as a hugging pillow, even hugging and pinning him tightly from behind.

The kind that's hooped until you can't even turn over.

But he's not content to be a human pillow, and tries hard to roll over without waking Bai Ye up.

As a result, as soon as he moved, a force of resistance came from his waist, making him unable to move at all.

"......" Qi Xingchen whispers tentatively, "Are you awake?"

Bai Ye squeezes an "Uh-huh" out of his throat.

"You didn't eat last night, are you hungry." At that, Qi Xingchen wanted to turn over again.

He wants to talk to Bai Ye face to face.

But Bai Ye was completely unperturbed, his arms were tightly closed, just not letting him roll over.

This time, they don't know how long they will see each other again, but Qi Xingchen especially wants to take advantage of the time together to see more Bai Ye. After all, science has shown that looking at handsome men is good for the body and mind.

He defiantly continued to twist.

Bai Ye kissed the back of his round head, "Don't move."

"Why?"

"......" He was speechless for a moment, "You're rubbing me hard."

Qi Xingchen was slightly embarrassed. As a man, he knew that there was a certain natural reaction in the morning, but he was used to sleeping alone. But he was used to sleeping alone, so he didn't even think about it.

"Is it hard." He licked his lips.

Bai Ye: "You tell me."

"Then I ...... get it for you?"

Bai Ye: "......"

Would very much like to shut this man up.

Qi Xingchen, however, did not understand his meaning, and took silence as acquiescence, and reached back slowly with his hand.

It touched Bai Ye's waist with perfect precision.

At the moment he was very glad that he couldn't see Bai Ye; he would never have been able to do that if he had been face to face. His hands trembled uncontrollably as he tried to pull the drawstring on the other man's house pants.

Didn't touch the knot the first time, tried in vain, GameOver.

The second time he did feel the knot, but it was against him, and he tugged on it several times without breaking it.

Looking at the tighter and tighter tugging of his pants, Bai Ye's face gradually deepened.

He was subjected to grabbing the small hand that was fumbling around, "Be honest."

Qi Xingchen anxious: "How come I can't find it ......"

"Don't look for it," Bai Ye wrenched his hand back forcefully, "Don't rub me the wrong way, good boy."

Don't grind?

Good?

Qi Xingchen did not want to be good, he suddenly a little angry.

He is Bai Ye's boyfriend, he has the obligation to help Bai Ye to solve all the problems. It's just a matter of moving his hands. There's nothing he can't do.

And Bai Ye all helped him. He got a taste of it.

He wants Bai Ye to be comfortable, too.

Qi Xingchen not only refuses to listen, but also intentionally rubs himself hard against the bull's-eye.

Bai Ye was rubbed by him more and more fire, finally finally could not resist the desire, half propped up his upper body, pressed his voice in the ear of the culprit and asked, "You really are not afraid of it is it."

"...... Not afraid!" Qi Xingchen gambles, "Why would I be afraid of you!"

"Okay, that's what you said."

Bai Ye pressed hard on the back of his heart, "Don't move, keep your legs together."

Caught off guard, Qi Xingchen's head was pressed into the soft pillows, still confused as to why she had to keep her legs together--

The next moment a fiery, unwelcome visitor burst in between the legs.

The delicate skin at the base of the thighs was almost immediately rubbed red.

"Mmmm ......" He couldn't help but grunt out softly.

However, the person who usually treated him so well, who couldn't bear to see him suffer a bit, and who even rubbed his feet with his own hands yesterday, did not move, but instead increased his strength and amplitude.

Qi Xingchen could only close her eyes and hold onto the corner of the blanket.

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This torture went on for a long time.

Qi Xingchen finally understands why Bai Ye disagreed before, and why he asked if he was afraid.

Bai Ye is really thinking about him.

He was lying straight up on his side, his sweater having been pushed up to his armpits at some point. Bite marks and rub marks covered his back, and there was even a small bruise on the side of his waist from the grip.

Rising to try to roll over, the slightest movement taught him a lesson in fiery pain and stickiness. He gave up on the activity and returned to straightening up again, his eyes fixed on his knuckles reddened from holding the corner of the blanket too hard.

Breathing hadn't fully calmed down yet, Bai Ye half-smiled and hugged him from behind, lazily kissing his shoulder, "I'm sorry, I wasn't in control earlier."

Qi Xingchen can't stand Bai Ye's deep voice, especially with a mute meaning like now, it's just sexy as hell.

"It's okay," he said, "there's no need to apologize to me."

"I'm hurting you."

Qi Xingchen, however, shook her head, "It doesn't hurt, and I have you to thank for it."

At first, Bai Ye was able to control his movements as well as his strength, as he was so annoyed by his little fan. Then he saw the man in his sweater lying on his back with his long, thin, white legs in the air.

He went red in the face all of a sudden, and his sanity ceased to exist.

When he regained his clarity again, the little fan had been tortured into this state. He said guiltily, "It's my fault, what are you thanking me for."

"Thanks for giving me a sense of reality," Qi Xingchen paused, "and for making me feel needed."

Hearing his words, Bai Ye stared for a few seconds, realizing with a jolt that he seemed to have been making a mistake-

He was afraid that his little fan would be in pain, so he kept his hands off the other man, but ignored his feelings.

The little fan loves him so much that he must be willing to make him happy through his actions. All that pity he thinks he's feeling doesn't hold water at all, and instead makes the little fan feel alienated and unwanted.

...... He's so full of himself.

Bai Ye cursed himself as he sat up and remedied the situation as he cleaned his little fan's thighs, "I actually need you."

"...... Much needed?"

"Yes, it's needed, needed to what extent--"

Bai Ye moves gently, his tone sincere: "Need to want to see your face and hear your voice every day; need to want to go to sleep with you at night and wake up with you in the morning; need to breathe the same air with you all the time ......"

Bai Ye rolled the man over and looked him straight in the eyes, "Xingchen, if you're free in the New Year, visit my home."

"......" Qi Xingchen Monked.

Check out his place?

Meaning ...... Meet the parents?

But, but they've only been together for two months!

Qi Xingchen Kowtowed, "Isn't it a bit early to go to your house now, now."

"What, you don't want to?"

"No! Of course I do," Qi Xingchen hastily denied, "I just thought that since we've known each other for less than a year and have been together for less than three months, you might not be able to determine who you want to bring home."

"Who says I can't, I can."

Bai Ye repeats tirelessly, "I can be sure it's you I want to take home."

.

Seeing Bai Ye's firm attitude, Qi Xingchen was touched, and immediately his body was not sore, and his legs did not hurt, so he could let go of his horse a hundred times more.

At the same time, he couldn't help but be afraid - could the other family accept two men together? In the eyes of the world, this is abnormal, deviant and even perverted, Bai's mother Bai's mother will not resent him for bringing a crooked Bai Ye?

Backing up, even if the Park family could accept a gay man, would it recognize him?

All things considered, he's got nothing going for him but good looks and hard work, and Bai Ye shines so brightly.

The gap between the two was too great, and he had no bottom line to conquer the Park family.

Bai Ye couldn't help but laugh at his troubled little face, "Don't be afraid, my parents are very easy-going."

Qi Xingchen grinds her toes on the sheets, "I know, you've said that in interviews before."

"Then what are you afraid of?"

Qi Xingchen : "......"

Afraid you'll get your legs broken.

"Tell you what," Bai Ye suggested, "there are still two months before the New Year, so you can think it over carefully. If you don't want to go, let's talk about it next year."

"Okay." Qi Xingchen stops scraping the sheets with her toes and reluctantly agrees.

"Then it's a deal, let me know when you've thought about it."

"...... Okay, I'll tell you."

After reaching an agreement, Bai Ye finally lets Qi Xingchen go and carries him to the bathroom to take a shower. When he comes out of the shower, A Lun brings him some anti-inflammatory ointment to relieve the pain. Qi Xingchen refuses Bai Ye's help and sits down on the toilet bowl to rub the ointment on himself, while looking at the red marks and wondering about his life.

After discovering that Bai Ye can't do housework and is bedridden and clingy in the morning, he unlocks a new trait in his partner - the

He usually looks like a gentleman, but he doesn't realize that he's more of an animal than a beast at times like that.

...... Will we be able to get along happily from now on QAQ!!!!

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Qi Xingchen didn't want to waste even a second of her time with Bai Ye on the afternoon flight back to the theater, so she packed up her things and walked with difficulty into the kitchen.

Master Bai has zero life skills, but he can still bake a loaf of bread. He puts the toast into the toaster, bakes a slice, Qi Xingchen steals a slice, bakes a slice, Qi Xingchen steals a slice, Qi Xingchen steals a slice, Qi Xingchen steals a slice, Qi Xingchen steals a slice.

In the end, Bai Ye decided not to eat in the dining room, and since no slice of bread would make it to the table alive in the presence of a certain man named Qi, he might as well settle for something local.

He warmed the bread all in one go, squeezed out the butter, jam, and hazelnut spread in separate categories, warmed up two cups of milk, and fried two unsuccessful eggs under the guidance of the man named Kee.

Then he stood side by side with the man with the surname Ki and shared his food one bite at a time.

Eating a fried egg, Qi Xingchen frowned, "I don't want the yolk, it's high in calories and cholesterol."

"It's okay to take one."

"Really don't, you can't eat egg yolks on a diet." Qi Xingchen insisted.

"There's that?" Bai Ye half-convinced, opens his cell phone and prepares to look up the calories in egg yolks.

His phone was still stuck on the WeChat interface, Qi Xingchen saw his avatar and coldly remembered something, "Right, I almost forgot to ask."

"What is it."

"I opened the album you sent me," Qi Xingchen said, "and there's a physical exclusive on it, right?"

"Right."

"When was this song written?"

Bai Ye looks back for a while but doesn't recall much, "I can't remember the source of inspiration, it seems to have been floating around in my head and somehow popped up one day. The lyrics were filled out before the release of the movie."

I can't remember ......

With Bai Ye's memory, if he can't remember it, he really can't, Qi Xingchen continued to ask the next question, "What about the avatar? Why do you need an earring as an avatar?"

Bai Ye pursed his lips, not sure how to explain.

He couldn't tell the little fan what it implied.

The concert accident sent him into the book, and when he first came in he didn't know where it was, and in his confusion, his instincts told him to look for one thing, so that something might have something to do with getting out of space.

So the next day, he rummaged through the company's warehouse where the gifts were kept. Finally, the moment he saw the ear return, he was sure that the item he was looking for was it.

It's only because in real life, at the fan meeting for the fifth anniversary of his debut, a fan gave him the same gift through his support group.

The engraving on the inside is exactly the same: [I look up to you from the abyss]

He wanted to know what the fan who gave him the gift was going through, and had asked his manager to ask the support group, but it turned out that the fan who gave him the gift was anonymous, and the support group was likewise unreachable.

The thread broke like that, but Bai Ye kept it alive, hoping fans would feel the light from beyond the abyss when they saw him wearing ear returns.

Until he wore the book, he changed his avatar to a picture of an ear return in order to quickly find someone related to ear returns and living in the abyss looking up to him. Today ......

Nowadays it's not necessary.

Because he had decided that he was going to stay here with his little fan.

Even if the little fan isn't a real person, just a character in a book, a paperweight.

He still wants to hide his identity as a book-wearer and spend his life with him.

"Brother Night?" Seeing his hesitation, Qi Xingchen pressed, "Why do you want to use it as your avatar?"

Bai Ye snapped back, unwilling to lie but having to, "I love it."