Chapter 121: You called me a brat again.

One day later.

Ching Li County Health Station.

He Yu sits by Xie Qingcheng's hospital bed, head down, silently peeling an apple.

Yi Awen was not the mysterious woman that night, but they learned more about Cheong Lih County and saw the end of such a family.

Yi Awen was taken away, the police recovered Yi Qiang's highly decomposed body from the attic of the shampoo parlor, and Yi Lulu is now at the police station undergoing counseling and cooperating with the investigation.

He Yu just stood by Xie Qingcheng, he couldn't peel the apple, half of the flesh went into the garbage with the skin, but he still peeled the apple and handed it to Xie Qingcheng with red eyes.

He didn't look the least bit ghastly now that he'd tried to kill someone on the trail.

Xie Qingcheng has woken up, but has little energy to eat, and does not want to be fed.

He Yu : "I'll cut you into small pieces ......"

Xie Qingcheng, with one hand hooked up to water and the other bandaged, could not eat even a small apple. He coughed softly and said to He Yu, "Eat it yourself."

He Yu was about to say something else when the doctor came to the ward.

Xie Qingcheng's luck wasn't even an E, it was a fucking F. The locomotive flew off, threw the two of them over a cliff, he hit his head and lungs and now has a slight concussion and is coughing up blood, not to mention the gunshot wound in his arm, he's a lot more unlucky than He Yu-

"The tendon was injured." The doctor looked at the casebook, and summarized the situation with them, "After the treatment is over, you won't be able to have the same strength in this arm as before. And your body ......"

Xie Qingcheng heard this but suddenly interrupted the doctor.

"I know." Xie Qingcheng said, "You don't have to say it again."

"......" The doctor looked at him with a complicated gaze.

Xie Qingcheng : "I was a doctor myself."

The doctor was silent for a moment, "Then, take care of your recuperation."

"Okay, thanks."

He Yu listened to the two of them conversing, actually like this even finished, how would he be willing to let the doctor go? Before he faced others what mean and cold murderous words can be said logically without blinking an eyelid, and now as soon as he heard the doctor say Xie Qingcheng that hand problem, suddenly stood up, his thoughts are completely chaotic, almost irrationally:

"What do you mean? What do you mean he can't have the same arm he had before? I've been shot in this position, why can't he when I'm fine? Are you guys medically incompetent or-"

"He Yu." Xie Qingcheng scolded him harshly.

He Yu suddenly lost his voice and clenched his teeth, hardening the increasingly violent emotions behind him, red-eyed and chest heaving.

The doctor didn't get angry and said to him, "It's the same if you go to the city to see him. Even if it's the same location, a little difference can make a difference, and to be honest, he's much older than you, and his recovery is completely different from yours. I understand how you feel, but I still want you to be calm."

"......"

"If there's nothing else, I'll head out, and feel free to ring the call bell if you need help."

After the doctor left, neither of the two spoke.

The last thing He Yu does is sit down with another apple and start peeling it, intermittent and agitated, helpless and broken.

Finally he threw the apple straight into the trash with a fury.

"Bang!" A heavy thud.

Trash cans are smashed over.

Xie Qingcheng lifted his eyes and glanced at them, saying, "What kind of skill are you."

He Yu ignored his words, he looked at Xie Qingcheng, his red eyes, actually seemed to be angry, but also full of great sadness, after a while, he said, "Xie Qingcheng, you say what you should do now."

"...... It's just a hand, not to mention it's not like it can't be used anymore." Xie Qingcheng was rather bashful, "It's still more important to find out the truth as soon as possible. Also, please help up the trash can in my room."

"It's also just a hand?" He Yu didn't even want to care about the trash can or not, he repeated Xie Qingcheng's remarks and his voice became odd.

The man in the hospital bed didn't answer him again.

He Yu held back for half a day and finally couldn't hold back, "...... Xie Qingcheng, you keep telling me to cherish myself, what about yourself?" He abruptly got up and snapped, "Have you ever done this yourself?"

"What is your instruction?" Although Xie Qingcheng was very sick, when he raised his eyes, he was not angry.

He Yu was so angry with him that he cursed, "How fucking dare I!"

"You're a student, don't swear in front of me. Besides, I'm in a different situation than you."

He Yu is furious: "What's the difference?"

Xie Qingcheng closed his eyes and didn't say anything else right away, looking like he was trying to pass the subject off.

But He Yu would not forgive him.

"Xie Qingcheng, say it!" He gritted his teeth, "You and I, what exactly is it about us that's different?!"

"......"

"You and I are both human, right?"

"......"

"You and I are both mental Ai Bola patients aren't we?"

"......"

"Then don't you ever bring anything like you're a psychopath so your life isn't worth anything to me again, because ...... because when you belittle yourself you belittle me too!"

The more He Yu said, the more agitated he became, his eyes reddened as he looked at him, and he slowed down for a while before he could continue, "Xie Qingcheng, count on me to beg you ...... really ...... to take yourself seriously ......"

"Do you realize that on the cliff ...... if that shot had gone to your heart instead of your shoulder, then you would have died that way in front of me, I really ......"

I'll really go crazy.

Murder, arson, mutilation, butchery, I'll do anything.

"In this matter, I hope you won't blame yourself." Xie Qingcheng, however, said soberly, "Because you are accompanying me, protecting you is what I must accomplish."

"......"

"And there's no way I'm going to watch someone's life be in danger in front of me and then stand by."

He Yu: "But that was in exchange for your life!"

"The ...... exchange is nothing, I am considered your elder, I have the obligation to save you. Well, let's not talk about this, I didn't die either did I."

He Yu felt that every word he spoke to Xie Qingcheng was like pouring salt on his heart.

He vaguely sensed that there was something in Xie Qingcheng's personality that was even more terrifying than his, as if he was completely treating his life as an object that could be self-destructed for some purpose, or used to trade for whatever he saw fit.

He Yu huskily said, "You are simply trivializing your own life ......"

Xie Qingcheng was finally annoyed by him and looked up at him, "I'm not belittling myself. I know exactly what I'm doing to myself, I'm thirteen years older than you, and I'm the first person to be able to control the emotions of Mental Ai Bola Disease and overcome it, so what makes you think I'm belittling myself?"

"--My hand, a negative wound is a negative wound, and not being able to regain full strength is not being able to regain it, and I told you a long time ago that what has happened, since it cannot be changed, you must learn to accept it."

He was very calm, one might even call it mechanical.

"I've just come to terms with these facts, that's all. I wish you'd stop trying to guess what's going on inside my head, He Yu. You're still too young, and since you and I just have the same disease but aren't on the same path, you don't really understand me."

He Yu listened to his last sentence, and suddenly blushed Tie Qing, not making a sound.

After a long time, he opened his mouth almost sadly, "...... Xie Qingcheng, can you not think that I can't understand you?"

"You and I ...... we are the most special kind of people, I have been trying to get closer to you since I learned the truth about this, I want to know your heart, I want to understand how you think ...... "

"But you always kept thinking I was too young, you thought I wasn't cool enough, you even ...... you even thought about giving me back that shot in the shoulder."

"Xie Qingcheng, how much do you not want me, how much do you wish to be done with me?"

He Yu's voice choked a little.

"You ...... you had to go this far just so you wouldn't owe me anything, and then say that I can't understand you, and dismiss all the efforts I've made with a 'we're not on the same page,' is that it? "

How could Xie Qingcheng not have expected him to react in such a condescending manner, and froze for a moment.

"...... That's not what I meant either ...... What are you getting at."

He Yu was so irritated by him that his emotions got the better of him, and when he heard him say that, he couldn't accept it.

He glared at him with red eyes, "See, now that you've paid off everything, surely you can talk to me like that, even if I'm concerned about your situation, you can still resent me for making a scene."

"......"

Xie Qingcheng was already a little dizzy from the mild concussion, but now he has a headache.

"Why don't you sit down and I'll talk to you properly."

"I'm not sitting! You see me and you think I'm childish anyway, you don't think I'm on the same page as you anyway, you don't think I can understand you, so what am I going to do by sitting?"

"......" Xie Qingcheng had a splitting headache, "...... Then you go."

He Yu's eyes reddened with anger: "I knew you were going to kick me out again! You don't owe me anything now, so if you want me to go, you have to let me go. I don't even have the right to stay, do I?"

Xie Qingcheng felt that the most petulant woman he had ever come into contact with was not as difficult to figure out and understand as He Yu: "...... Then what exactly do you want?"

He Yu is angry and sad, just staring at him for a while, suddenly lowered his head, propped up on his hospital bed, after a moment, he lowered his eyes, seemingly drooping tears, kissed Xie Qingcheng wrapped in bandages arm.

"I don't know ......" He Yu's voice softened with some huskiness and wetness.

"I don't want you to give it back."

"......"

"But ...... but now ...... you've given it all back."

"......"

"I just don't know what to do ...... Xie Qingcheng now, I don't know what to do now."

He kissed his arms, and finally went to kiss his neck and his lips. His hands clutched at Xie Qingcheng's sheets, and his tears fell.

At that moment he suddenly felt especially sad.

"Xie Qingcheng, why are you doing this to me?"

"......"

"Why can't you treat me better and be willing to owe me a little ......"

He kissed him, kissed him, and finally restrained himself from reaching out and hugging him tightly.

"Why can't you see me as different from everyone else?"

Xie Qingcheng was kissed by him in this way, but he felt very uncomfortable, he did not know what He Yu was doing - they were just an accidental relationship in bed, and after the relationship in bed was over, they were just two unfortunate patients with the same disease, he felt that He Yu's reliance on him was really excessive, and his physical intimacy with him was like a train that had not yet stopped under inertia. He Yu's dependence on him was too much, and his physical contact with him was like a train that had not yet stopped under inertia.

He kissed him and finally asked him, almost sadly, "Xie Qingcheng ...... can you recognize me? Can you ...... you hug me? Just like I hugged you."

"......"

"Can I?"

He Yu waited a long, long time ......

But in the end, naturally, he did not wait for Xie Qingcheng's hug.

The boy buried his young face in the hollow of the man's shoulder and slowly, slowly closed his eyes in disappointment as he waited.

...... is fine.

It's okay. I knew this was the way it was going to turn out, didn't I?

Xie Qingcheng have already cleared the air with him, how can you still indulge him, how can you still hug him for the sake of coaxing him ......

It's okay. He's used to it. In fact, there was never any hope of that happening.

As long as Xie Qingcheng doesn't break free, that's enough.

The hospital room was quiet, with only the faint ticking of the instruments and the sound of them both breathing.

He Yu just stubbornly hugged him for a long time, Xie Qingcheng actually didn't understand what he meant by asking for a hug at this time, but he felt that He Yu's emotions were too fragile and he didn't want to irritate him any more at this time.

So he didn't push him away, and it was a while before Xie Qingcheng said to He Yu, "Let go of me."

"Don't."

"...... hot. Get off me."

"No way. You let me hold you a little longer."

"......"

He Yu said, and literally didn't let go of him, as if a one-sided hug could last him as long as it did. He even hugged him tighter, as if by doing so, he could fill the other's strength that he hadn't invested in the hug.

He murmured, "Xie Qingcheng, now you don't owe me."

"And what do I owe you?"

"What do I do. You tell me what I should do."

Xie Qingcheng felt the teenager's rumbling heartbeat pressing against the mouth of his chest, that eagerness, and that persistent pursuit, finally causing him some inexplicable confusion.

That sense of confusion made him more uneasy, and he tried to push him away with that uninjured hand, "He Yu, there's nothing to do ...... about what happened between us has already turned the page, you just have to stop bothering me in my private life, don't pull some of those things with me, and I don't want to pursue those things in the past I don't want to pursue it with you anymore. Now, let go of me, okay? You're really heavy and hot. It's like ......"

It's like a large dog.

A particularly troublesome large dog.

He Yu: "You think I'm heavy ......"

Xie Qingcheng : "......"

Fuck that. Can't he just stop talking?

Xie Qingcheng was really confused by the teenager: "No, He Yu, I don't understand what you think of me now. I don't intend to go over old scores with you, do you still have any dissatisfaction? I give you to block the gun, also because no matter how others, I myself do not want to owe anyone anything, no other meaning, no want to cut off with you and never see each other again. You now so ...... you a boy, little girl as mushy, what do you want in the end?"

In fact, if He Yu is replaced by a woman, Xie Qingcheng can immediately understand that He Yu's current feelings towards him are called "like".

Too bad He Yu is a guy.

And it is also a boy with whom he was previously incompatible, He Yu is at all times difficult to him, tortured him, and even humiliated him, Xie Qingcheng in any case will not think of He Yu's feelings towards the like this aspect. As for those sexual experiences, twenty or so boys are curious, this kind of physical things, naturally can not be taken seriously.

That's why Xie Qingcheng asked him that.

He Yu received such a question but could not honestly give Xie Qingcheng an answer because he knew what Xie Qingcheng's reply would be.

So his sentence "Xie Qingcheng, I like you ah", can only be his frustrated blocked in his chest, throat, smothered his eyes full of hot and aggrieved, but how can not speak.

He finally just said sullenly, "Because you're the only person in this world I can say something completely from my heart. So I don't want you to die."

"Xie Qingcheng, you promise me ...... you promise me okay? In the future, be sure not to hurt yourself for others."

"Be sure not to sacrifice yourself for anyone, ever again."

"Because ...... because your life is also a life." He paused, "Your life is a life that was traded for Qin Ciyan's life. Think about it ...... Will you think about it?"

Xie Qingcheng was originally unimpressed until he heard these words, and his body trembled slightly.

He Yu undoubtedly felt it, and he put in the latter part of his sentence--

"Xie Qingcheng, you should ...... you should stop failing his life."

"......"

Xie Qingcheng's back tightened, and after a while, he slowly loosened up, never refuting He Yu's words again.

He Yu also finally let go of him and straightened up, gazing into Xie Qingcheng's eyes, "Then, I'll take that as a yes."

"......"

Seeing that he didn't reply, He Yu then went on talking to himself, ''From now on, you can't have anything like this. Xie Qingcheng, you are the First Emperor, Qin Ciyan's disciple, I believe you still have a lot of things to do in this world, your hands and feet, your organs, and your life shouldn't be treated so lightly by you."

"I won't allow you to sacrifice for anyone else." Despite knowing that the blood compulsion was near ineffective on Xie Qingcheng, He Yu bit his lip, and as he lowered his head once more to exchange a blood-filled kiss with Xie Qingcheng, he whispered to him, "You must be good and obedient. These are my orders."

Xie Qingcheng closed his eyes, raised his hand, and patted He Yu's cheek after that fishy-sweet kiss ended.

Sighing, "Kid, you really do have a middle child."

With just that one sentence, He Yu's heart trembled violently -- he suddenly got up and turned his head away, not letting Xie Qingcheng see his expression at that moment.

Xie Qingcheng : "What's wrong?"

"...... is nothing."

Nothing, it's just, you haven't called me a brat in a long, long time.