Chapter 221: We're trying to fake it.

He Yu did not expect Xie Qingcheng to be surprised when he heard about this.

Xie Qingcheng also sees through this completely.

He was very perceptive, and when the maid came in to clean and change the sheets, he realized something was wrong.

Under normal circumstances, even in a hotel, the waiter would not be able to change the bedding every day, not to mention that this was He Yu's bedroom. Moreover, He Yu's bed sheets were clean and could be seen to have been freshly made not long ago, so there was no need to change them. But the maid removed the old sheets.

Xie Qingcheng knew that this was Duan Wen checking the authenticity of He Yu's relationship with him. After all, if He Yu was really in it for his own selfish desires, then he couldn't have done nothing to catch himself.

Duan Wen was not stupid and did not trust He Yu that much, so he sent someone to check and see if He Yu was up to something else.

It's a disgusting trick, but they have no choice but to play it out as realistically as possible.

So the night got really weird.

Xie Qingcheng and He Yu don't fight anymore, but that's all.

The emotional side of things is not explained by any of them.

Because there's no position.

Explain their own feelings, the first thing is to know that the other party cares about the feelings, if the other party does not care, he took the initiative to mention, it is too much to take themselves too seriously.

Xie Qingcheng is very good at putting himself in the same situation as when he divorced Li Ruoqiu, Li Ruoqiu came back to see him on New Year's Eve, if he suddenly said, "Xie, I don't have any feelings for him, I have nothing to do with him," then he, as the ex, would only feel embarrassed, and he would not know what to do. I don't know what to say.

Xie Qingcheng knows that He Yu's heart was broken during the sea battle, although He Yu has already put down his hatred, but how can he still be as fond of him as he was yesterday, so if he goes to He Yu at this time and says "He Yu, I have no feelings for Chen Man, I have nothing to do with him", it will definitely make He Yu feel puzzled as well. So if he were to say to He Yu at this time, "He Yu, I have no feelings for Chen Man, I have nothing to do with him", it would definitely make He Yu feel equally puzzled.

So Xie Qingcheng, the man of steel and science, felt that he did the right thing, such a solution to the problem analysis, I think it will be able to get a hundred points.

As for He Yu? This young man is even smarter.

He Yu has confessed to Xie Qingcheng before, he has made his head bleed for Xie Qingcheng, he has paid so many feelings, but Xie Qingcheng has never accepted him, and he can even separate sex and love very clearly, and he has always advised himself not to waste his feelings on his uncle. Although He Yu has seen the broken little fire dragon, but he was rejected too many times, he did not dare to Xie Qingcheng is not in love with him that side to think about, his deepest is incomparable inferiority complex, he always feel that he is no one wants, this inferiority complex makes him open his teeth and claws, but also a lot of feelings of cowardice.

Literary young man thought sadly, oh, that little fire dragon, should also be just Xie Qingcheng s guilt over his death, is nothing.

Then since we no longer like each other, it's good enough to have the peace that we have now. There are some things that don't need to be mentioned anymore.

They are just like middle school students who have not yet broken their hearts, no one dares to step on that line easily, with each other with some speculation, some uneasiness, and even a little bit of caution, who do not have the courage, and also think that they do not have the position to talk about the deepest still exist in the heart of the unwillingness to give up and love.

In the evening, after taking a bath, He Yu and Xie Qingcheng went to bed, and on the goose down quilt, they were left facing each other again; it was not easy to see each other's faces in the darkness, and like dragons in a dark lair, they recognized each other's position almost exclusively by their nostrils.

He Yu whispered, "You know what comes to my mind now."

He Yu body has a faint smell of cigarettes, Xie Qingcheng in the past few years smoke not so much, smell the smell but still some instinctive desire, he fixed his mind: "What."

"I think we are like the underground party, the fake couple during the Communist civil war, doing the organization's work during the day, and then closing the door of the room at night and still having to do it for the eyes, acting 24 hours a day, every second of the day."

Xie Qingcheng sighed, this kid is really a choreographer and director, "...... So are you done with your daytime spy work today?"

"Done."

Xie Qingcheng then knew that He Yu had successfully transmitted the data of Radical Cold Light back to the headquarters.

With that statistic, it won't be long before the Dreambreakers' all-out assault begins, and until then, all they have to do is lurk inside Mandela as long as they can for curation, the longer the better.

Xie Qingcheng is actually very suitable to be an underground party in the war era, because under normal circumstances, he has almost no personal emotions, and he is very clear about the importance of things, the flesh and blood thing is actually irrelevant to him, since now he has to have some substantial relations in this bed to dispel Duan Wen's suspicions, he will naturally take the overall situation into account.

On the contrary, He Yu Some young people's urgency, lad this moment remembered that before he did some broken things, some can not wipe the face, but also worried to make Xie Qingcheng unhappy. So he propped up the quilt, tangled for a while, before asking him in a low voice: "So ...... that ...... are you willing?"

"......"

Several seconds of silence.

For a long time ...... many, many years, this is the first time, Xie Qingcheng in the repression, actually rare have some fun, because he suddenly felt at this moment He Yu is really like nineteen years old appearance.

He was quiet for a moment and actually asked a knowing question, "Hmm? Which one?"

He Yu has not yet realized that Xie Qingcheng is saving the heart to toss him, more embarrassed: "Just ...... that."

Xie Qingcheng : "I don't understand."

He Yu was at a loss for words when he met Xie Qingcheng's eyes, and when those eyes met, He Yu froze for a moment, then reacted, "You understand."

Xie Qingcheng was caught in the act and was a little embarrassed, coughing, "...... There is no way out, we have no choice."

He Yu did not expect Xie Qingcheng to have this attitude, he froze for a moment, if it was before, he would have wanted to ask Xie Qingcheng -- don't you care how Chen Yan feels?

As for Xie Qingcheng, although he had been locked up in He Yu's house for more than ten days, he had long since realized that He Yu and Anthony were not a couple at all, but at most bedmates. But even if they were bedmates, he was still uncomfortable, and he probably would have knowingly asked, "So you don't fucking care about Xie Lishen?

However, after the incident of the onset of the disease, apart from the emotional problems between them, they said a lot of words, He Yu no longer want to hurt Xie Qingcheng, Xie Qingcheng seems to not want to mention Anthony's shit.

These two sharp knives between them that had tormented each other for too long had not yet been pulled away, but neither of them wanted to stab deeper. It wasn't that they didn't mind each other's feelings, it was just that the Lone Dragon was intertwined with the Lone Dragon, and when they saw the tired scars on each other's bodies, they were no longer willing to hurt each other, even if it was still hard on their own hearts.

He Yu had done so many beastly things before, this time he actually looked a bit overwhelmed and raw: "Then, then we ......"

"...... Consider it an office. ...... There's no other choice but to not care too much. Can't just showdown with Duan Wen because of this kind of thing can we."

"......"

The relationship between the two of them explodes with vengeance, misunderstanding, infatuation, and entanglement.

The only thing that hasn't been this businesslike and embarrassing.

He Yu lay face to face with him for a while, still feeling inappropriate. It was hard to repair the relationship between the two of them to what it was now, and he didn't want to act rashly. The youth was torn, and suddenly thought of something, his hand rustling around the side of the bed pillow to bring something in. Xie Qingcheng this person in this aspect is relatively direct, for a moment thought he thought He Yu took a condom, the result is that the darkness of the bedding under the darkness that can not be seen suddenly lit up a blinding white light.

Xie Qingcheng couldn't help but narrow his eyes, "What are you bringing your cell phone in for?"

He Yu coughed lightly, "I think you're not well ...... I was thinking, we should ...... otherwise still act?"

Xie Qingcheng was puzzled and frowned with his sword brows, "Acting? How can this be acted?"

He Yu licked his lips and became more embarrassed, "That's right. It's that we do it still, but we can do it in a way that's also real and fake, similar to an actor doing a bed scene, it's good if we can fool Duan Wen."

Xie Qingcheng is still puzzled: "...... How do you call it also true and false?"

He Yu gave up, feeling that it was useless to go around with Xie Qingcheng, so he took one wireless earphone, put it on himself, and handed another one to Xie Qingcheng, then said, "Watch the movie."

Xie Qingcheng : ".................."

Comrade He Yu, the human genius, came up with the idea of doing it all himself.

Finish solving this problem sooner, sooner you can cover up and talk to your coworkers about work, lest you be seduced again by your coworkers inadvertently and can't hold yourself back.

He Yu casually logged into a website, the fluorescent light of the cell phone reflected on his handsome face, he deliberately tensed his face, not much expression, as if he was talking to Xie Qingcheng about the next step of the battle plan, while browsing the page, while asking a question.

"What type do you want to see."

Xie Qingcheng : "...... Do I have to read it too."

"...... you don't look, do you?"

Xie Qingcheng said that even if he looked at it, it would not be of much use, he has always been interested in this kind of thing, from the past and He Yu so out of shape and indulgence, also almost all rely on He Yu trouble to provoke the fire.

But how can you say such things to He Yu?

And on second thought, although this method sounds outrageous at first glance, it is the solution that will cause the least amount of damage to both of them. Xie Qingcheng therefore said, "Then whatever, just do as you see fit."

He Yu found a highly rated and clicked one on the homepage, and Xie Qingcheng watched it on a screen with headphones on.

Both of them acted with a sense of irony and absurdity, never really imagining that one day the two of them would actually enjoy a midnight movie together under the covers.

The movie is European and American, the main actor is very pleasing to the eye, editing and production are very good, I can see that it is the director's hard work, but He Yu and Xie Qingcheng lying in bed watching half a day, both are very numb.

He Yu: "What do you think?"

"Not good."

He Yu said, "Why don't I change it to Mandarin."

"......" Xie Qingcheng, "It works too."

He Yu then changed the film, this time did not want this kind of industrial film, he found a domestic couple selfie, good guy, clarity plummeted, no camera language to speak, but the expensive is full of emotion, and is a native language dialog, can directly stimulate the brain, do not have to pathway brain translation system.

A few minutes later.

Xie Qingcheng looked at it, frowned and said, "Do you think this woman looks familiar."

"...... is a bit."

"She looks like that Nurse Chow from our old hospital."

He Yu wasn't looking too amused, and when he heard it like that and made the connection, he just turned off the box.

"...... I'll change another book."

"Then look hard and find it."

Obviously this is such an embarrassing and erotic thing, but Xie Qingcheng said out a kind of senior guide junior to do PowerPoint temperament. He Yu was made even more embarrassed, simply quit the page, opened another section, scanned the circle, picked a smooth to start playing.

This time he's looking for two men for the lead roles.

But the two Homo sapiens in that movie actually have chest hair longer than the chimpanzees in the zoo, and the sound is even more horrifying than the sound of African elephants squirting water, Xie Qingcheng watched the movie for less than a minute and then took off his earphones: "It would be better to watch this than to watch Animal World."

He Yu thinks so too, what's all this and what's not.

He closed the website, turned his eyes sideways and looked at Xie Qingcheng. With the dim light of the cell phone, He Yu could look at Xie Qingcheng's face clearly from such a close distance. His eyes traced over Xie Qingcheng's jade-white face, his knife-like eyebrows, and then lingered on those peach blossom eyes that were frozen and foggy.

No matter how indulgent those movies are, they can't compare to Xie Qingcheng looking at him without saying a word.

He Yu was manic over his feelings for Xie Qingcheng, he obviously wanted his heart to be as firm as a city, why was it that as long as he was around him, his heart would be so soft and wretched that he only wanted to kiss Xie Qingcheng's cool lips?

Even just thinking about it made his heart hot and burning, and his belly like fire.

His eyes were slightly red, and he stared at the other man without blinking.

But Xie Qingcheng didn't realize it and asked, "Can't you find a decent one?"

He Yu: "......"

"No stock?"

"......"

Xie Qingcheng felt that it might be really difficult for the child to do this kind of thing with an uncle who already had little emotional entanglement. Forget it, it's better to do this kind of trouble yourself, so he said, "Why don't you give me your cell phone and I'll help you look for it."

He Yu mumbled, "And what experience do you have? I used to help you with your coursework, and look at your computer, you don't even have a single restricted movie."

At these words, both men went quiet.

They seldom spoke now of what had happened years ago, whether in pain or warmth, as if those pasts had become sores that could not be healed.

It's a moment He Yu rushes out without thinking, as if he's taken them back to their college campus three or four years ago, to those times when nothing had gone wrong for either of them before.

Between these memories, He Yu gazed nicely at Xie Qingcheng's face, and the redness and wetness of his eyes gradually stopped being only due to embarrassment and desire, and took on some other emotions.

He looked at Xie Qingcheng with blind eyes.

Looking at Xie Qingcheng's sporadic white hair.

He looked at a man who had once been so brilliant, like wax burned to a crippled age, and the transition from brilliance to downfall was all about all this time he'd missed.

This blind eyes do not belong to themselves, this white hair does not belong to themselves, the years drowned and ...... this person even if it is crippled to the extent that it no longer belongs to itself.

He Yu staggered back from his disorientation and crawled back bloodied from the hell of Abi - all he saw was a mutilated, Xie Qingcheng taken from him by someone else.

He didn't really have the luxury of pretending to be anything magnanimous and calm as usual.

He just didn't want to hurt anymore, so he pretended not to care.

In fact, he still can't let go.

His feelings for Xie Qingcheng can only be fierce love, what peace, what to put down, what to release ...... that is all fake, is pretending.

Seemingly finally sensing the danger in He Yu's expression, Xie Qingcheng fell silent and tried to turn his face away, but it was too late.

He Yu suddenly rolled over and pressed Xie Qingcheng underneath him, he held Xie Qingcheng's chin and didn't let him turn his eyes away, sadness started a fire in the artistic youth's heart, he didn't wait for Xie Qingcheng to react, he suddenly lowered his head and kissed Xie Qingcheng on the lips, his heavy, hot breath came out, brushed his skin and burned his heart. The heavy, hot breath came out, brushing against the skin and burning through the heart. This kiss was without pattern, without warning, like the counterattack of a wild animal that has been forced into a desperate situation.

He kissed him fiercely and wildly on his lips, jaw, neck, and those emotions were suppressed for a long time, and suddenly broke out, making He Yu seem like a demon, and even seemed to bite Xie Qingcheng's throat.

At the end of this rough and impetuous kiss, He Yu panted heavily, propped up under the covers, staring at Xie Qingcheng as if he was about to be disemboweled as prey, and then murmured softly, "I actually have a very good one, but I'm afraid that you'll be angry ...... and don't dare to take it out. out. But ...... I've been looking at it for the past few years ...... I'd love to go with you, without quarrelling ...... to see it... . to see our former ...... you ...... this time, willing to be with me?"

As soon as He Yu said this, Xie Qingcheng knew what he was referring to.

Alarm bells went off in his heart and he tried to break away from He Yu, but He Yu pressed an earphone back into Xie Qingcheng's ear while lifting his hand to open the screen, and without even looking at it, he found the video that had been stored in the player.

The sound of a twenty-year-old rainy night snatched into their ears, this video He Yu Yu watched for nearly three years, even without looking at the picture, can know what the two people in the video are doing, and what will be the next move.

Xie Qingcheng had already known that He Yu had such a thing in his hand on the day of the medical report, and had seen the video, but seeing it again was still a thrill.

"Is that okay, you think?"

Although Xie Qingcheng's face was white, he refused to mess up - it was he himself who said that he was doing official business, so he couldn't show any of the helplessness that only young people should have. Moreover, He Yu had already taken a step back, solving the problem by himself was already the best way. So he says, as calmly as he can, "It was average. Mostly I don't have the inclination to watch my own videos. It's better to get another one."

"......" He Yu stared at him, stared for a while, he tried to hold back, but finally he couldn't, he said, "Xie Qingcheng ... ... did Anthony tell you that he slept with me every day and that I showed him this video?"

"......"

Seeing Xie Qingcheng silent, He Yu's eyes became red, some were aggrieved, some were annoyed, and some were burned up with desire: "...... He lied to you! This video is what he saw from Duan Wen, he is a pervert! It's not me who's perverted! Who slept with him! He lied to you! He framed me!"

Xie Qingcheng was speechless for a moment and was stunned.

In fact, he didn't have any control over who He Yu slept with, He Yu had never established any relationship with him, not to mention that they had already broken up completely at that time, and it was He Yu's freedom to sleep with whomever he wanted to.

Xie Qingcheng's heart was most upset that Xie Lishen knew what had happened between them, and when he heard He Yu's denial, his heart was shaken and his mind became a little confused.

Between the dizziness, he then had some hands and feet, words at a loss, said, "You just don't talk about perverted or not perverted for a while, or change a ......"

However, when He Yu was in pain, he became irrational again, vaguely brought on a wave of madness, his mind was not clear for a moment, and Xie Qingcheng's words were only half-listened to, and only the word "pervert" was heard.

He tortured even more.

Does he think he wants to see it?

But these three years he has no one around him, no one ...... to know, these three years, he can actually only from this volume of mirrors to touch the afterglow of that night ......

As he watched the video, he would even feel extraordinarily tired and sad afterward, as he would remember the day of his twentieth birthday, when Xie Qingcheng had once said a happy birthday to him.

It was the only genuine greeting he had ever had in his life.

He knew then that he was miserable, that for twenty years only one person had treated him truly well, but then he felt happy because for twenty years there had finally been one person who had treated him truly well.

Who knew that this only person who was true to him, he ended up missing out on.

"I know what he said to you ...... but none of that is true ...... That's not true." He Yu spoke hoarsely, his voice could not be heard as exasperated or aggravated, "I didn't show him the video, I didn't show ...... I didn't tell him about our personal matters!"

Xie Qingcheng has already been made unable to think rationally by these words and He Yu's emotions, he can't get around any bends at the moment, his eyes only reflected He Yu's somewhat frantic and incomparably aggravated face, and his brain was buzzing.

He Yu took a deep breath, his eyes red and he didn't seem to want to talk much about Anthony, he didn't want to mention anyone's name for the time he had spent with Xie Qingcheng, "You believed me alright, you said you would."

"......"

"Xie Qingcheng, I've watched this video back and forth a hundred and eighty times, and I like it so much, I just have a feeling about it. I don't want to change it."

Toward the end, there was a surprisingly roguish tone.

But he wasn't lying either, between the two entangled ......