Chapter 55: I didn't run away!

"Brother Xie, do you hate me so much that you want to kill me?"

"Kill you?"

Xie Qingcheng clenched his silver teeth and said word for word, "You're not stupid, you fled for this reason?"

He Yu did not expect him to open his mouth like this, and the calmness and viciousness that he had just put together was immediately opened up, revealing the embarrassment that belonged to a teenager underneath.

The boy instantly stopped smiling, his face slightly green: "I didn't run away!"

"You didn't run away?"

"...... I'm not running away, I'm just ...... me ......"

"Are you just?" Xie Qingcheng narrowed his eyes and pressed on.

"......"

"You just woke up a little early in the morning, put on your pants and felt refreshed, looked at the nice weather outside, thought it would be best to have a relaxing and healthy morning run, in order not to be disturbed by yesterday's bad debt, you dragged the old man's phone and WeChat black together, and then felt that all was well and left the room directly, so happy that you even forgot to settle your own bill. Is that right?!"

"......" He Yu's face became even more ugly, as if he had been poisoned.

"You're a fucking piece of shit, He Yu. You're a piece of shit who just runs away from things."

He Yu Tie Qing face, embarrassed and angry in some aggrieved, even a little humiliated: "I said I did not escape! I didn't get your call and came back to pay!"

Xie Qingcheng was also furious: "How dare you? I want you to pay this money? I tell you if not ...... I never want to see you again in my life!"

Dad is not lying, if he had 1.68 million dollars in his card, he could have paid it himself and wouldn't have asked He Yu to come back. He's a man too. Does he need He Yu to pay for the room?

Xie Qingcheng has been scolding He Yu angrily.

He Yu also glared back at him sharply.

Although both of them subconsciously lowered their voices, that atmosphere of saber-rattling could not be concealed.

The lady at the cashier's desk was peeking at the far end of the room, and she couldn't help but roll Xie Qingcheng's eyes again.

--Damn, how can a big man spend 1.68 million dollars on a young master in one night and still make the young master suffer?

Shameless to the core!

Confronting each other for a long time, He Yu's heart pressed down a breath, and he did not talk to Xie Qingcheng about it. He readjusted his breathing and tried to calm himself down.

"So what do you want now." He Yu said hatefully.

"I'm back in person, why don't you ask the front desk for another knife and just kill me?"

He stared at him with some fierce sarcasm in his tone.

"Kill you directly?" Xie Qingcheng let out a laugh, "Thinking too naively. I fucking want to take a knife and dissect you alive one by one!"

He Yu listened and smiled in anticipation, his eyes still a little red and his face still a little green, "Good ...... good. It's okay."

He repeated, "It's okay."

"It doesn't matter what you say Xie Qingcheng. whether you want to kill me alive or flog me, I don't care. Dead or not dead doesn't really matter to me at all. Dead or alive I'm just a thing that no one likes anyway."

When the teenager spoke these words, the curvature of the corner of his lips could not say whether it was irony or self-lightening: "Do you know ...... that once upon a time I believed those lies you said, stupid to death, went to work for so long, and once my beliefs collapsed, it was all thanks to you."

"I'd actually rather Lu Yuzhu's gun was a little more accurate, once and for all, and I wouldn't be so disgusted right now."

His dark-colored eyes slowly rolled as his gaze landed on Xie Qingcheng, some sort of painful emotion pressed into his voice.

"That's what you think, isn't it? If I had died then, it would have been cleaner, and you wouldn't be in such bad luck as you are now."

"......"

Xie Qingcheng's fingers ruthlessly pointed at He Yu, jackal, tiger and leopard-like ruthlessness.

But when He Yu spoke of Lu Yuzhu, Xie Qingcheng's heart was actually hit unexpectedly.

He Yu may have done it intentionally or unintentionally, but the case of Lu Yuzhu in the archive is one that Xie Qingcheng believes he owes to He Yu.

Xie Qingcheng had all kinds of hatred surging up, but his ears seemed to hear that gunshot at that time, scarlet blood flowed out from He Yu's shoulder, piercing his retina with pain and red.

That's when the gunshots turned back into vines, strangling and choking his rage, keeping him from slapping He Yu hard in the face.

"...... He Yu. "At last Xie Qingcheng clenched his teeth and said word by word, he was physically difficult and mentally tortured, and after spending a while here with He Yu, his voice was already hoarse and uncharacteristic.

Weak, cold extremes.

"You're going to argue with me about this today aren't you?"

"Good. Good. Then you listen to me, even if there is something I'm doing wrong, even if I'm not willing to continue to take the risk of being a doctor, even if I'm indebted to the people who taught me, and I'm going to be despised, spurned, and looked down upon by my former coworkers ......"

"But I don't deserve to be treated like this by you."

"I may have handled some things less than perfectly and left you with a grudge in your heart, but while I was healing you, I didn't do anything that really wronged you."

"......"

"Think for yourself if you are despicable for doing this."

He took a deep breath and murmured with a wet breathy voice through the intense headache and dizziness, "Think for yourself."

If the conversation just now was just an embarrassment to He Yu.

Now, He Yu has been scarred by his words.

Originally, he did not intend to talk more nonsense with Xie Qingcheng, and he did not intend to talk more about Xie Xue's matter with Xie Qingcheng either. But at this moment, he suddenly couldn't help himself, in full view of everyone, He Yu pulled Xie Qingcheng to the washroom, and locked the door with a click.

"What did you make me think?"

"Huh? Xie Qingcheng, what are you making me think!"

"You think I don't know anything yet, don't you?"

He Yu's emotions flared, "I'm telling you, I know everything now! I know everything! --Delusions, self-preservation, nothingness, a lot of the things Xie Xue did in my memories actually came from my begging self-paralysis and imagination, I know it all!!!"

Xie Qingcheng's face went white, which made him look more like a wandering spirit.

"I know everything ......"

He Yu's eyes were frantic, his voice was soft as he spoke, but every word was like a knife slashing Xie Qingcheng's face, "Dr. Xie, you know everything too, but you don't say anything, you just watch me make a fool of myself, you worry that I'm pestering her too much, and you worry that I can't accept the truth if I know it, so you drag your feet, you don't tell me anything but reminding her all the time to stay away from me."

He Yu says, "After seven years, even my old man knows that the friends I rely on are nothing more than fantasies, only I don't know! Only I don't know! Only I am falling deeper and deeper into it! Are you satisfied with this play?"

"Isn't it funny, Xie Qingcheng?Don't you think you're cruel, arrogant, and don't give a damn about my heart? What exactly am I in your eyes? -Partially imagined person, I have to rely on a partially imagined person even if I want a little comfort! Who has never really loved me or cared for me. Even birthdays can only be visited by one person ...... relying on fantasy to get a blessing, a piece of cake."

He Yu pinches Xie Qingcheng's neck and stares at his cheeks.

Xie Qingcheng's face was white, but his skin was hot, this man had been tortured by himself all night yesterday, and although he was still able to hold on strongly, He Yu knew that Xie Qingcheng already had a fever as soon as he touched him.

The heat lingered in his fingertips, and He Yu was dead set on him.

A long time later, He Yu heard Xie Qingcheng say, "...... If you give me another chance, I will still do the same thing, I will still keep her away from you, and I will still choose not to tell you the truth."

He Yu was offended by him and violently slammed Xie Qingcheng against the black tiled wall of the washroom, the dark, heavy tiles lining the man's paper-pale face.

If the temperature in his palm wasn't so hot, He Yu would have thought that Xie Qingcheng was made of snow and would melt away like this.

Xie Qingcheng coughed softly, but his eyes were as cold and sharp as when he first met He Yu.

"He Yu."

"......"

"I did it because I knew you couldn't handle it."

"......"

"That's the best policy. Whatever you think, I don't feel I'm at fault in this case."

"......"

In fact, Xie Qingcheng originally wanted to say that I owe you, He Yu, I used to owe a sincere to you, you chose to give your heart to me, you hold your own heart in the palm of your hand, tiptoe tilting your head to me to hand it over, but I only treat you as a patient, can not see the urgent desire in your eyes, longing for a person to be accompanied by a person who is sincere and sincere.

Indeed I was too insensitive.

It won't happen again.

Although I'm not very good at treating someone with warmth and kindness, and I may still be stubborn and cold, I'm willing to be a bridge for you, because it was you who chose to give me a helping hand when I was isolated, and it was you who almost took your life for that little bit of encouragement that I didn't even think of as a favor.

What you want, I may not be able to give you completely, but I can no longer be Dr. Xie, for you, I am Xie Qingcheng.

As long as you're still willing.

-These are the things he had in mind and wanted to do before last night.

But now, everything has changed.

Xie Qingcheng didn't want to say any of these words to He Yu anymore, the heat on his body, the dizziness in front of his eyes, all of this was the mark of the curse that he had been branded with in the depths of the night.

That little bit of affection belonging to Xie Qingcheng seems to have been wiped out in this one night.

Xie Qingcheng was pinched by He Yu's cheeks, and underneath the disheveled frontal hair was a pair of eyes that were no different from those of the past, as sharp as knife blades.

He pushed He Yu away, in front of the other side, lit a cigarette, took a puff and felt annoyed, hissed and pressed the cigarette out on the wall at He Yu's side.

Xie Qingcheng stared at He Yu, his eyes a little red.

"For those seven years, I did everything I was supposed to do as a doctor."

"But for all that, you've gotten me into this mess, He Yu, and I'm telling you, you're a fucking pig of an animal."

He finished straightening up, bypassing He Yu, holding back the intense discomfort, striding out the door, his hand on the doorknob only to be pressed down by He Yu.

"Holy shit/what the fuck else are you going to do?!"

Xie Qingcheng was caught off guard by He Yu against the washroom door, his peach blossom eyes hardened with fire, "I don't have time to waste any more time with you right now, I have something to do at home, I want to go home! Get the fuck out of here!"

He Yu had a moment when he really wanted to strangle Xie Qingcheng, he originally thought that Xie Qingcheng people have been in the past by him, in front of him should be a little weak a little soft, but no. He Yu also thought that Xie Qingcheng people have been in the past by him, in front of him should be a little weak a little soft.

Xie Qingcheng even became colder and harder than before, like water-sunken rock under the ice, with words and phrases chilling.

This attitude of his undoubtedly made the already mentally deranged He Yu more and more violent, and the bloody and violent thoughts in his mind churned up in wild winds and waves, and he had absolutely no idea what he was going to do.

But as he clutched him, tugging at his arm to hold him down against the back of the door, their breaths intertwining and entangling, and He Yu heard that muffled grunt Xie Qingcheng let out from the pain, he froze again.

Last night's scene inside the clubhouse was awakened as if it were a walk in the park, sweeping sharply past his eyes.

"......"

"You let go of me ...... you get the fuck ...... out of here!"

Xie Qingcheng's body, scalding hot from fever, was subdued by him, and He Yu stared at him, but after a few moments of subtle silence, he suddenly realized that he ...... was ...... surprisingly

Surprisingly feel for Xie Qingcheng ......

It's nothing like it used to be.

"......"

This change Xie Qingcheng had not yet perceived, He Yu had already discovered, but it undoubtedly shocked him, and he was instantly shocked by himself, and immediately stood up straight, widened his almond eyes, as if Xie Qingcheng had carried some deadly poison, and dared not approach this man any more.

That thing last night was an accident.

He poured him the wrong drink, so then something happened by mistake.

And, he himself drank 59 shades of plum.

He didn't think that after this incident, he could still have any thoughts about Xie Qingcheng that he shouldn't have.

The relationship between them happened completely out of providence and coincidence, because of a cup of pouring the wrong start, because of the temporary intention to do, in fact, even intentional one-night stand is not even counted as a one-night stand. How could he still have any special thoughts about Xie Qingcheng?

Xie Qingcheng didn't know what was wrong with him, but since He Yu had cut him loose all at once, it was good.

He gasped and stared hard at He Yu, that look of wariness, before he adjusted his rubbed collar shirt hem.

That shirt is actually a little small, the club only has some spare simple models, the size is not all, Xie Qingcheng 180cm height, this shirt size is now not available, the cuffs are short, revealing a section of snow-colored wrist.

Xie Qingcheng seldom wears short sleeves, even on the hottest days, it's all long-sleeved shirts and suits.

A suit of the right size is unlikely to allow a man to show his upper wrist, so Xie Qingcheng's wrist is something He Yu rarely sees. Even last night, when they were together, he was too emotional, his senses were too eager, his eyes only stared at Xie Qingcheng's face for a long time, fearing that he would miss any moment of Xie Qingcheng's fragile expression. At that time, his life was only immersed in a world he had never reached before, experiencing pleasures he had never felt before.

The flowers have confused his eyes, the water and the moon have disturbed his heart, so he didn't pay too much attention to the other parts of Xie Qingcheng, even from the back of the stacked holding the back of Xie Qingcheng's hand, he simply can't be distracted to look at the wrist.

Only then did he remember that Xie Qingcheng had a tattoo on his hand, which he had seen a long time ago.

And now, once again, he glimpsed Xie Qingcheng's pale left wrist, a long, slender, pale smoky-gray tattoo of letters above the thin, bony wrist.

"Here lies one whose name was written in water"

The long sleepers of this place are known as the Book on Water.

He Yu stared at the tattoo, too many years ...... If it wasn t for this encounter, he would have forgotten this handwriting on Xie Qingcheng s wrist.

And Xie Qingcheng ripped and straightened his clothes, and finally plucked out He Yu's eyes, turned around and pushed the door out, slamming the door of the washroom.

He Yu stood alone inside, facing the place where the two men had confronted each other so fiercely just moments before.

He was quiet for a few moments, letting his absurd thoughts, and his manic state of mind, settle.

The eyes kept swaying with that paragraph of text ...... and the ears were filled with Xie Qingcheng's icy cold, but seemingly suppressed voice of some kind of emotion---

"Those seven years I've had a clear conscience as a doctor."

"You did the kind of thing you did last night for that, He Yu, and I'm telling you, you're a fucking pig of an animal."

"Think for yourself."

"Think for yourself ......"

So coldly, an old chapter was suddenly blown open by a swift wind, and the evil dragon did clearly recall a past event from his infancy.

About this tattoo of the past.