You're the only one for me

Two simple words, directly made Lu Xun's heart explode into a flower.

What came over me was shock, ecstasy, and disbelief.

"What did you say, what did you say?" Lu Xun pecked Ye Yao's lips furiously, "Say it again, say it again."

"Well ...... can't say, this thing can't let you know, you homophobic." Ye Yao pushed Lu Xun slightly away, "It's a secret."

He can't know, can't he know that he likes him?

With blood rushing through his body at one hundred and eighty mph, Lu Xun restrained a grin from his face, "I'm not homophobic, I'm more bent than a tape measure."

Ye Yao looked at Lu Xun quietly, a light smile following on his face, "That's great."

Splashes of water hit Ye Yao's face and body, and his slightly red cheeks were like water-soaked flower petals, tempting to touch.

A single word can easily destroy a man's sanity.

Lu Xun's throat knots moved up and down as he reached out his hand and held Ye Yao's slightly cool shoulder.

Crazy love for a person will be shown in a way that can be easily seen, and before Ye Yao can show it, he is pressed into another kiss by Lu Xun.

Love it so much, love it to the bone.

I want to be with Ye Yao from sunset to sunrise, and from sunrise to sunset.

But this was Ye Yao's house, Ye Yao's parents were there, and Ye Yao didn't have certain necessities in his bedroom, even though Ye Yao was still drunk and not sober.

Even if Ye Yao didn't object, he wouldn't allow himself to do too much more than that to Ye Yao now.

But ......

Lu Xun kissed Ye Yao's lips impatiently, then parted slightly, "Remember when I said last time, those clothes of yours smelled good, and I liked them?"

The red color of Ye Yao's face has become more pronounced, perhaps because of the alcohol or the high temperature in this small space.

He nodded softly, "The clothes are in the closet."

"I don't want to go to the closet." Lu Xun's eyes burned, his eyes unblinking as he looked at Ye Yao and repeated himself, "I don't want to go to the closet to get my clothes."

Lu Xun wasn't sure if the drunken Ye Yao could understand him, but under his urgent gaze, Ye Yao slowly nodded.

*

Sunrise.

Ye Yao's mom and dad didn't come to rush Ye Yao and Lu Xun to get up, but after preparing lunch, the two of them went out for a walk together.

Lu Xun woke up early in the morning, and even in his dreams, Ye Yao's scent was all he could dream about, so excited that he couldn't sleep for long, just staring at Ye Yao lying in his arms.

Ye Yao usually woke up at a regular time, but last night he was really disturbed by Lu Xun too late, causing him to still be in a deep sleep.

Lu Xun couldn't help but give Ye Yao a kiss on the tip of her upturned nose as she continued to reminisce about the wonderful yesterday night.

Ye Yao smells so good. Ye Yao himself smells a hundred times better than his clothes.

He'll have to continue later.

As the saying goes, "extreme joy breeds sorrow", soaked in extreme joy for nearly ten hours, Lu Xun finally gradually returned to sanity, a few minutes of panic under the shroud of happiness.

Is it really such a good thing that Ye Yao's crush is him? Is it really possible for such a great thing to happen to him?

It couldn't be that Ye Yao was drunk and didn't hear the question he asked in the first place, and was simply calling out his name, could it?

...... If Ye Yao's crush is really him, how painful would it have been for Ye Yao to find out about it, since he's a homophobic straight guy who would have cut off contact with his same-sex friends who were attracted to him?

...... Ye Yao would not alienate him for no reason, and must have gone through a long period of struggle and pain before deciding to do so.

How would Ye Yao feel at that time when he wasn't allowed to hold his hand, hug him, or sleep with him?

The person in his arms moved a little, and Lu Xun snapped back from all sorts of jumbled thoughts to look at Ye Yao, who opened his eyes.

"Awake?" Lu Xun asked softly.

"Hmm." Ye Yao, who had just woken up, was a little confused as he sat up from the bed, a few strands of hair still sticking up on his head.

"What time is it? I'm going to the restroom." Ye Yao, who was not completely sober, got out of bed with the words, and just as he stood up from the bed, his legs went weak and he was about to fall on the floor.

Lu Xun was quick to jump over and hold him up, not letting Ye Yao fall to the ground.

Ye Yao is now completely sober.

He looked incredulously at his leg and then at Lu Xun, his eyes widening slightly.

Lu Xun knew that he had gone too far yesterday and couldn't help but feel a little weak, "I'll help you over?"

"...... I'll go by myself." Ye Yao refused Lu Xun's help, warily regaining his feet and slowly moving forward to the bathroom in the room, snapping the door shut once inside.

Lu Xun was close behind, and he pressed his ear against the door, and it wasn't long before he heard Ye Yao's surprised intake of breath.

Lu Xun spent years outside, finally waiting for Ye Yao to open the door again.

"...... I was the one who underestimated you before, Lu Xun." Ye Yao There was no anger on his face, but there was a little bit of helplessness, "Come and wash up together."

Their toothbrushes and towels come in sets, all laid out together, and they look like a couple.

The two of them brushed their teeth together, and Lu Xun made sure Ye Yao wasn't angry, so he had the nerve to stick to Ye Yao again.

Ye Yao didn't avoid it, letting Lu Xun stick to him as he brushed his teeth and washed his face, and then the two of them walked like Siamese twins to the dining room for brunch.

Lu Xun sat next to Ye Yao and tentatively asked, "Do you remember what happened after you got drunk?"

Ye Yao shook his head, "Don't remember."

"Oh." Lu Xun was a bit lost, pondering in his mind what time would be a better time to bring up the matter of his crush with Ye Yao again, or if it was better not to bring it up at all.

If the crush was really him, then those days would have been so painful for Ye Yao that he probably wouldn't want to remember them.

"It's a nice day, go out for a casual stroll with you?" Ye Yao said.

What Ye Yao proposed Lu Xun certainly would not oppose, after dinner, they both went out the door together.

It's time for most people to take their lunch breaks, and even though it's the May Day holiday, the small town remains as quiet as ever, with residents taking their breaks without the slightest disruption from the holiday.

Wherever Ye Yao wants to go, Lu Xun follows. They walk and stop, and when they're tired, they sweep the shared bicycles to get around, feeling the summer sun and wind.

Lu Xun was taken all the way to their high school by Ye Yao.

The school is much busier now than the last time I was here during winter vacation. Even though it's all vacation time, there are more people playing ball and having fun in there than in the spring.

"Classmate Ye is here to reminisce about his youth with me again?" Lu Xun raised his eyebrows and smiled, he looked at the school building in front of him with some emotion, "Back then, the childish sophomore Lu Xun would never have thought that he would meet his marriage partner here."

And married to a man, a few years earlier to tell him about it, he would not have believed it.

"You were so straight back then." Ye Yao reminisced, "And you were so arrogant, you ignored girls who confessed to you, and when boys confessed to you, you looked as if they owed you 50 million dollars."

"I'd rather be literally owed fifty million dollars than hear a male confess to me alright." Lu Xun wrinkled his brows and then instantly switched to a wicked grin when he looked at Ye Yao, "Except for Yao Yao confessing to me of course."

Ye Yao smiled, he was caught by Lu Xun's hand, the two rings gently collided when they held each other.

"You were pretty straight back then too, in fact I used to think that the fact that we got along so well had nothing to do with the fact that we were both iron straight men." Lu Xun said, "But now it's better, now they're all bent into mosquito coils."

It's because they're all curved into mosquito coils that he can kiss and hug Ye Yao, and he can even go further and smell Ye Yao's scent, which straight men can do?

The more Lu Xun thinks about it, the more he hates his past self: "It's good to be a straight man, why didn't I start bending a few years earlier?"

They walked past the edge of the basketball court and the boys playing basketball started whistling excitedly when they saw their interlocked hands.

A couple of the close-knit boys made a scene, "Fencing, come along fencing!" "Did you see your wife? People are holding hands, we can't lose!" "Damn it~ I love it when you're so bad."

Ye Yao didn't let go of Lu Xun's hand, Lu Xun didn't let go of his, he led Lu Xun and continued to walk deeper into the campus.

They walked a good distance away from the crowd.

"Where are we going? Ouch, this is the old place here, I've almost forgotten about it." Lu Xun started to get excited.

Here they had reached the boundary of the school, and before them was a wall.

In the past, when Lu Xun wanted to skip class and leave the school, he used to go through this place, and he would occasionally bump into Ye Yao, who was the class president.

But Ye Yao isn't here to arrest people. Ye Yao sometimes has to tumble in and out of here when he's late for work.

Their first encounter was here, but at that time Lu Xun, who was new to the city, didn't know Ye Yao, and thought that this guy with the air of a good student wasn't in the same category as him, so he didn't pay much attention to him.

Lu Xun was eager to try, and after successfully flipping up the wall, he crouched on the wall and said proudly, "Not bad, his hands haven't deteriorated." Lu Xun looked at Ye Yao again, "Do you want to join us?"

Ye Yao shook his head as he looked up and tilted his head at Lu Xun, who was crouched against the wall, organizing the language in his mind before finally opening his mouth.

"This is a special place with a certain monumental significance." Ye Yao said slowly, "I want to tell you something here."

Lu Xun was unsure: "You said?"

Ye Yao s dark, watery eyes looked at Lu Xun, his voice was soft, but it was enough for every word to reach Lu Xun s ears clearly, "I met my first love here ......, the one who made me start liking men."

Lu Xun froze, and his hands unconsciously began to clasp.

Ye Yao is all seriousness: "We started out as friends and he was a homophobic straight guy. He was so nice and perfect in every way in my eyes. I don't know how I fell in love with him, but I did bend over backwards for him and I've never regretted it."

Lu Xun's heart was pounding, and he looked at Ye Yao without blinking, concentrating all his attention for fear of missing a word.

"Lu Xun, I like you a lot, the only one I've ever liked is you." Ye Yao said seriously, "You're the only ideal type I've ever had."

Lu Xun leapt down from the wall and wrapped Ye Yao tightly in his arms, hating not to leave a single gap.

"Making up a confession for you, a little late, sorry." Ye Yao also hugged Lu Xun, reached out to pat Lu Xun's back, and said in a warm voice, "I was so happy after being with you that I kept forgetting to tell you that you are my crush."

"Don't tell me you're sorry." Lu Xun's voice choked and he buried his head in the crook of Ye Yao's neck.

Ye Yao must have remembered last night's conversation and brought him here specifically to tell him about it solemnly as a way to soothe his inner turmoil.

As the saying goes, men don't shed tears, but Lu Xun felt he was about to lose his grip.

Lu Xun again rubbed in the nest of Ye Yao's neck and opened his mouth with a thick nasal voice: "I should be the one to say sorry to you, this stupid ratio of mine didn't realize your feelings earlier, causing you to feel sad alone for so long."

Ye Yao laughed softly, "It was a bit sad at that time, but I don't regret going through that period of time with a crush, you deserved it, and it's nice to remember that time now."

Ye Yao's face was lifted and someone kissed him forcefully and fiercely.

They stood at the spot where they first met and kissed, memories of the past blending with the present, each frame a picture that would be remembered in their hearts.

Ye Yao touches Lu Xun's ear, closes his eyes, and opens his lips to give his loved one a response.