Totally out of control

Even though he had been with Lu Xun for so many years, Ye Yao did not expect Lu Xun to think this way, and for a moment he could not help but freeze.

It's a subject that doesn't end easily once it's started, and differential treatment can drive a person crazy, let alone differential treatment by the person who means the most to the heart, and that's why it's so important to me that I don't have to be a part of it.

"In high school, when your family was in trouble, I said that I would put my pocket money in your place, so that we could use it together, but you didn't want to do it." Lu Xun's voice tightened, "Now that the living conditions are better, both of us don't need money, you are willing."

Ye Yao has a bit of a headache.

He wouldn't take money from a friend, but now he and Lu Xun aren't friends.

They've been married for many years, and all their assets are joint property, not personal. Lu Xun wanted to put all the money in his hands and not take a penny with him, but that was only a kind of fun.

And Lu Xun's viewpoint, which divides his eighteen-year-old self from his thirtysomething self, is likewise one that people don't normally have.

Ye Yao softened his voice and tried to reason with Lu Xun, "You're the same person, if I accepted him, isn't that also accepting you? When we were in high school, we had only known each other for a year or two, but now that we've known each other for more than ten years, of course our relationship will get better and better, won't it?"

"Oh," Lu Xun snorted, "I thought our relationship was good enough, turns out it could be better."

The far-fetched smile that hung at the corners of his lips faded, "That's true I'm no better than I was at thirty, but that's normal."

Saying normal, the jealousy on Lu Xun's face didn't disappear at all, rather because of Ye Yao's answer, he was even more angry and jealous.

And in the wake of that jealousy, there was the hard-to-conceal sadness of loss.

Ye Yao looked at Lu Xun's face, with whom he had spent so much time, and saw the loss on that face, and suddenly realized what Lu Xun was thinking.

Nowadays Lu Xun has no memories of the past ten years, and perhaps it is because of this memory gap that Lu Xun does not understand the development of their relationship. For Lu Xun, he has the memories of the past ten years with another man, so Lu Xun has become alienated from himself.

"It's not what you said." Ye Yao frowned.

Spending time together as a young boy was the cornerstone of their relationship, and it was also because Lu Xun was good enough at that time that he never thought he'd fall for a boy before he fell for a man later in life.

Ye Yao got serious: "Don't even say that in the future, you don't have no comparison to the thirty year old you, no matter what period of time you are, you are uniquely the best for me, got it?"

This tone was not considered coaxing, instead it was still a bit harsh, but Lu Xun looked at Ye Yao, and his face gradually changed from cloudy to clear.

Equal status is fine for now, he'll always stand out later.

Lu Xun began to make demands, "Then you have to get the same treatment, and you have to charge me later."

"Uh, okay." Ye Yao said.

Lu Xun The corners of his mouth rose again, combative: "What else would you do with thirty-year-old me, and I'm going to do it all, one by one."

Ye Yao: "......"

That's not necessary. If you really do it all over again, will he still need his waist?

What's more, what can he do with Lu Xun who is in his thirties, two grown men, of course they are having sex to do things, this kind of thing is also a high school student cognizant people can inquire about it.

If the Lu Xun of normal memory was here, hearing that part of his words just now, he would probably be able to have an animalistic outburst on the spot, which would be like this now, sitting on the sofa and pulling his hand to simply chat.

It's so pure, it's nostalgic.

Ye Yao patted Lu Xun's shoulder, "Okay, wait for me for a while so I can finish up my work, then we'll watch a movie together."

*

The villa has a video room on the inside, so if you don't want to go out to watch a movie, you can totally watch it at home.

Ye Yao finished some urgent work and came to the AV room with Lu Xun.

They could have watched the latest movie released today, but Ye Yao didn't choose that, he chose a movie that was released a few years ago.

This is a foreign movie about two male friends who work together to get a better life.

In this movie the two male protagonists rely on each other to encourage each other, hold hands and hug, and give each other goodnight kisses before going to bed according to foreigners' habits, the whole movie is upward and gay at the same time.

When Lu Xun watched it, he couldn't help but complain to him, saying that the affection in the eyes of the two male leads was about to spill out, and that they were still playing friends, who would believe them?

Lu Dong self-evaluates, "Only Lu Xun, who was a dumbass in high school and freshman year, can be trusted."

Ye Yao thought, "Now that Lu Xun, who I remember from my senior year of high school, is here, it's a shame that we don't watch it together.

The studio had soft, wide couches that were not only big enough for the two of them to sit on, but also made it easy for them to roll together as they watched.

The amnesiac Lu Xun knew nothing about it, and he sat down on the sofa normally, giving Ye Yao a large piece of space.

But Ye Yao didn't sit down as he thought he would.

Ye Yao stood in front of him with his back to the screen light, and the light outlined his slender figure as if it had gilded him with a silver rim.

Ye Yao bent down slightly to get closer to Lu Xun as he spoke.

But he was wearing a housecoat, and when he leaned over, Lu Xun's eyes went straight on the spot.

Lu Xun struggled to control himself to move his gaze upward and meet Ye Yao's line of sight.

"What's wrong?" Lu Xun asked in a muffled voice.

"Since you said you wanted to do all the things you and I did when you were thirty, I'm asking you now," Ye Yao said, "where would you like me to sit?"

Is there even a choice?

Here again, there were developments and stories he didn't know about, and Lu Xun stared, listening to what Ye Yao said next.

"Sit next to you ......" Ye Yao The corner of his mouth tickled, "Or on your lap?"

Why is there even an option for that?

Lu Xun couldn't help but be shocked, "And he'd ask you to sit on his lap?"

Ye Yao god natural: "After all, we're best friends, what's wrong with sitting on a leg, we're all straight anyway. You even let me sit face to face, saying it's convenient to chat and talk."

When Lu Xun thought of himself as a straight man in college, he invited him to sit like this several times, and the theory that a good friend can sit on his legs was well recognized by Lu Xun during his college days.

Lu Xun, missing close to two years of mind-shifting time between his senior year of high school and his sophomore year, was still stuck in the hand-holding and hugging phase, and when he heard that, a thought flashed through his mind - where do you get straight men sitting face-to-face on their laps?

Two years earlier a guy had said that to him, he could have beaten the guy so bad he wouldn't even recognize his mother.

But before the nausea set in, the image of sitting face-to-face with Ye Yao like this came to Lu Xun's mind.

The heart flower just blossoms in an instant.

They're so close, what's wrong with sitting on his leg? Ye Yao can lie on top of him if he wants to.

Another thought popped up, and Lu Xun's face sank again.

Ye Yao is actually sitting on his lap ahead of his thirties.

And I don't know how many times I've sat in it.

Lu Xun didn't say much more, patting his leg. His most valued person laughed softly and landed in his designated spot.

The aroma belonging to Ye Yao was suddenly close to him, lingering on the tip of his nose.

Lu Xun's knot in his throat moved, and Ye Yao, who was in his arms, stretched out an arm and wrapped it around his neck.

Ye Yao pressed close to Lu Xun's ear, "Then let's watch the movie like this, remember to tell me if you're not used to this."

*

Lu Xun didn't even remember what was playing on the screen; at least 90% of his attention was focused on Ye Yao.

Ye Yao was so close to him that his breath was clearly audible, and the hot air he exhaled blew across the side of his ear from time to time.

In the movie the pair of best friends lie down to rest in bed and the blonde foreigner kisses his friend with an affectionate good night kiss and wishes, "Good night, my dearest friend, and sweet dreams."

Lu Xun The knot in his throat moved.

If Ye Yao learns foreign etiquette and also gives him goodnight kisses like this every night ......

Lu Xun tried to turn his head sideways as unobtrusively as possible, looking at the better shaped lips of the person in his arms under the straight nose.

Ye Yao's lips were soft, very soft, as he had experienced firsthand.

The outside lips were soft while the inside was hot and made you want to explore.

Lu Xun's line of sight darkened a bit as he returned his gaze to the screen, his lip line pursing slightly.

Ye Yao pretended not to notice anything as he felt the tightening of Lu Xun's body and leaned his head against Lu Xun's shoulder.

At the end of the movie, Ye Yao asked Lu Xun, a straight man, "What did you think of the movie? They're such good friends, I think it's somewhat similar to us."

Lu Xun, the straight guy, had a twinkle in his eye, "It's different too, they have goodnight kisses before every bedtime, we don't."

"Oh?" Ye Yao raised his eyebrows slightly.

I didn't expect that Lu Xun had progressed so fast, and had already started to learn how to dig holes and set up traps for him, so it's true that the essence of being a slut and taking advantage of him in a certain area is deeply rooted in his bones.

"Well then, let's learn some foreign etiquette tonight." Amidst Lu Xun's increasingly bright sight, Ye Yao said with a smile.

*

As Lu Xun waited in anticipation, night fell.

Before going to sleep it was the usual chat session, with a lot of east and west and no in-depth purpose, just a desire to have a good time.

The dim and soft bedside lamp illuminated Ye Yao's face, Lu Xun was lying on the bed, his hand clenched into a fist underneath the quilt, on the surface he was still trying not to move as much as he could as he chatted.

As promised, Ye Yao is going to kiss him.

Kiss him voluntarily while awake.

The scent of the shower gel when Ye Yao came closer, the temperature and softness of his lips, the tingling of the hair on his forehead as it brushed his cheeks, obviously nothing had happened yet, but all these things had already been rehearsed uncontrollably in Lu Xun's mind over and over again.

His blood boiled uncontrollably, his heart beat faster than one at a time, and it wasn't just the blood and heartbeat that he couldn't control.

Lu Xun curled the leg that was near Ye Yao, giving the quilt that covered his body an arc.

As the two of them come to the end of their small talk, Ye Yao reaches over and covers his mouth with a yawn.

"It's time to get ready to rest." Ye Yao said, "Did I turn off the lights?"

Lu Xun immediately stopped it with a muffled voice, "Wait, aren't you forgetting something?"

Ye Yao certainly didn't forget, he smiled slightly and reached out his hand, touching Lu Xun's face first.

Before Lu Xun could say anything, the warm palm receded and was replaced by something else softer.

The aroma is so sweet, that softness leaves at the touch of a button.

Lu Xun heard Ye Yao's voice with laughter.

"Good night, my dearest friend."

All the blood flowed in one direction, the fantasy became a reality, Lu Xun tried to control it, but his mind went blank the moment Ye Yao kissed him, completely losing control.