You can't favor one over the other.
He went shopping with Ye Yao ...... ?
Lu Xun's face was frozen, and there was little information in that statement, but for him, every possibility behind it was so shocking.
But before he could think about it, Ye Yao, who was standing in front of him, suddenly stepped forward, and entered his arms.
Ye Yao held him in his arms.
At this moment, joy, anger, sadness and happiness were all concentrated on this one person, not bothering to think about other things. Lu Xun subconsciously breathed in Ye Yao's scent twice, and wrapped his arms tightly around him.
It's not the first time they've hugged, but in this moment for Lu Xun, it's not as innocent as it usually is.
"Ye Yao ......" Lu Xun imprisoned the person in his arms, not letting them have a chance to escape, "Do you know what you're saying? Are you being--"
"Don't talk yet." Ye Yao whispered, "There's no talking in a hug, okay?"
Lu Xun really listened to him, and immediately quieted down. Ye Yao held Lu Xun in his arms and walked forward step by step, from the outside of the room, back to the bedroom.
Ye Yao closed the bedroom door behind him, leaving the two of them alone in the confined space.
Ye Yao rested his head on Lu Xun's shoulder, facing Lu Xun's face.
"Let me guess what you're thinking." Ye Yao lifted the hand that wasn't holding the bag, and stroked Lu Xun's ear and hair in a soothing manner, "Are you trying to say that I was forced to do this?"
For Lu Xun now, the absurdity of having been with him for so long is probably no less than a pipe dream.
So Lu Xun wouldn't have guessed that these things were used by both of them, only that one of them couldn't stand the loneliness and disturbed the environment they lived in together.
And between doubting him and doubting himself, Lu Xun chose himself.
Now he informs Lu Xun that they bought these things together, and with Lu Xun's current memories, all he knows is that he's straight, so straight he goes and buys these things ......
Thing about the two of them, Lu Xun would blame himself for all the problems, so Lu Xun would most likely feel that he was forced to take him to the store by him.
The corners of Lu Xun's lips straightened, and before Lu Xun could say anything, Ye Yao spoke up to clarify, "I wasn't forced to do it, it would have been a testament to the closeness of our relationship."
"...... intimate proof?" Lu Xun There was a vein faintly twitching at the corner of his forehead, Ye Yao touched it with his hand, and the piece returned to its normal shape.
"I've never been honest with you, but we've actually been together for a long time. But you didn't remember the memories after you became curved before, and you still firmly felt that you were straight. I didn't dare to tell you the truth for fear of irritating you." Ye Yao said.
Although Ye Yao tried to choose mild words, Lu Xun was still irritated.
"Have ...... been together long?" Lu Xun asked in a muffled voice.
"Uh-huh." Ye Yao straightened up and carefully observed Lu Xun's expression, fearing that Lu Xun would be greatly stimulated and have an accident.
Lu Xun didn't faint from anger, he kept a stern face and relaxed his hold on Ye Yao. Before Ye Yao could react, the bag in his hand was suddenly snatched by Lu Xun.
Ye Yao : "......?"
What's the point of grabbing his bag? Did Lu Xun not believe what he said at all?
Lu Xun opened the bag in front of Ye Yao's face, and the dazzling things inside once again dazzled Ye Yao's eyes.
Lu Xun clearly should be the first time he's come into contact with this kind of thing, but his face doesn't show the slightest hint of shyness or embarrassment as he casually grabs one of them from the inside.
Lu Xun was not embarrassed, but Ye Yao was a bit embarrassed, and he moved his eyes to the empty space next to him, not looking at the things in Lu Xun's hand.
"Are you familiar with this one." Lu Xun said in a deep voice.
"Uh-huh." Ye Yao admitted.
But Lu Xun didn't really need Ye Yao's response at all, as he tossed the item in his hand and pulled another one out of the bag.
"Is this familiar?" Lu Xun asked again.
One by one, things were taken out of the bag by Lu Xun and shown to Ye Yao before being thrown to the ground.
Things were thrown on the ground and rolled everywhere, the originally clean and tidy floor became messy in no time.
There's a lot of jealousy in here that could flood this room, and Ye Yao's eyes don't have any problems, so of course he's able to tell the difference.
Before Lu Xun could get the few remaining items out, Ye Yao once again held the man close while giving Lu Xun a kiss on the side of his face.
Lu Xun's movements were frozen in an instant, his entire limbs became stiff, and the anger and rage that had been soaring just a moment ago froze on the spot.
Ye Yao said softly, "Don't be angry and jealous of yourself, it's not good for your health, you've always been you, all Lu Xun."
To be honest he also found it strange, even if Lu Xun thought he had traveled, how could he cut himself into two people? Normally, wouldn't one see their past and future selves as the same person?
Lu Xun's hand clenched tightly as he held the object, the veins on the back of his hand bulging out. After a while, he let go of his hand, letting it fall to the ground.
Lu Xun's voice was muffled, "Why did you have such a cold expression when you met with the waking me for the first time in the hospital?"
Ye Yao froze as he recalled that scene and suddenly came to a realization.
He didn't know how to grasp his good friend's expression at that time, and his expression was not very warm when he met Lu Xun for the first time. But it was this expression that caused Lu Xun to misunderstand.
Lu Xun thought his thirty year old self was treating him badly, so then Lu Xun told him he wasn't the scumbag and told him to follow him to the bank and transfer money to him.
Lu Xun can't see his thirtysomething self and his current self as the same person, and feeling that the thirtysomething Lu Xun has let him down accounts for the vast majority of the reason, aside from the fact that he has no memories of the past decade or so.
A Lu Xun who treats Ye Yao badly will never be a Lu Xun.
So Lu Xun carries out a self-segmentation, believing that his thirtysomething self and his eighteen-year-old self are two completely different people.
Ye Yao was enlightened and gave Lu Xun another kiss on the cheek.
Lu Xun wouldn't move at a time like this for fear of missing any kiss that might come from Ye Yao.
Ye Yao said softly, "I was afraid that if I showed my emotions according to the most original, you could easily tell that I'm gay and that we're not friends anymore together, so I kept my expression under control."
"Really." Lu Xun asked in a muffled voice.
Ye Yao counted Lu Xun's good points one by one: "Really, how could I give you a cold shoulder? You've been good to me since high school, you married me right after graduation, you're in charge of my money, you'll report your schedule to me wherever you go, you've never hooked up with anyone, you won't allow anyone to spread rumors about you, and you'll always check your cell phone, so how could I possibly be cold to you."
Lu Xun still had a stern face, "...... Sounds like I'm still barely human in my thirties."
"Of course, it's excellent in every way." Ye Yao retook the bag from Lu Xun's slackened hand and pulled out the ring inside before it was thrown on the floor.
He handed Lu Xun the ring that was supposed to be on his hand, and after Lu Xun took it asked with a smile, "Do you think it's time for the newlyweds to exchange rings, Mr. Lu?"
Lu Xun looked over the ring he hadn't scrutinized before, and this time he saw Ye Yao's initials inside the band.
Lu Xun lowered his eyes to Ye Yao's outstretched slender fingers, "I have no memories of the wedding with you, nor do I remember what it was like to wear a wedding ring."
Ye Yao smiled, "Then wear it again and see if it feels familiar."
The silver-white ring was slowly slipped into the middle of the ring finger, and once again they both had the same style of wedding ring on their hands.
Instead of taking his hand back after putting on the ring, Ye Yao held Lu Xun's hand so that Lu Xun could sense the ring's presence through the handshake.
Lu Xun's voice is still a bit muffled, "If I remember correctly, the next step in the process after putting on the ring is a kiss."
Ye Yao tilted his head slightly and closed his eyes.
At the end of the long, bruising kiss, Ye Yao wiped his mouth and looked at Lu Xun again, "Happy now?"
Lu Xun still had a stern face, but due to his reddened ears, his stern expression didn't look intimidating in any way, like he was forcing it anyway.
Lu Xun kicked the toy at his feet with little or no force, and it rolled with a thud and hit the wall with a pop.
"Are you comfortable?" Lu Xun asked.
After receiving Ye Yao's affirmative answer, Lu Xun continued to speak.
"I'm sure I've kissed you many times before, but I don't remember a single time." Lu Xun said, "That was my first time."
Ye Yao raises an eyebrow in tandem, "Well, that's awesome, so good at kissing the first time."
Lu Xun, complimented, looked back for a moment, then grunted, "I could be better."
Ye Yao: "......"
Not quite right, this thread is not going in the right direction.
"Even if it's the same person, it's not appropriate to favor one over the other." Lu Xun kicked out another toy at his feet, "Why should I in my thirties be able to use these things so many times with you and I not once?"
The familiar smell of vinegar was spreading again, not like it was going crazy like it did last time, but it was still distinctly vinegary.
Ye Yao : "...... What do you want."
"I want fairness." Lu Xun grunted, "Fair and just, honest and trustworthy, that's still what you always tell me, right Ye Ban Chang."
"......" Ye Yao had already guessed Lu Xun's thoughts, and out of the consideration of preserving his waist and kidneys, the corner of his mouth immediately raised a smile, "You said how time flies so fast, my vacation time only has two days left now. Luckily, your body is not seriously injured, otherwise I couldn't work with confidence at all, it's great that you're fine."
"Two days?" Lu Xun didn't believe it at all, he hugged Ye Yao and took out his cell phone from Ye Yao's pocket.
Lu Xun, who had been operating like a tiger, opened Ye Yao's cell phone and asked Ye Yao's colleague about the vacation. Considering that Lu Xun's brain still has problems, Ye Yao didn't dare to grab it forcibly so as not to hurt Lu Xun, but in the end, Lu Xun really got it.
"There are still ten days of vacation." Lu Xun meant it.
Ye Yao: "......"
Lu Xun lowered his eyebrows, "What I had in that one, I should have in the one I have now. Why don't you want to, you only liked me in my thirties and not now don't you?"
Ye Yao : "...... I didn't say that, don't make up your mind."
Lu Xun hugged Ye Yao again, this time with his mouth next to his ear.
"For the remaining ten days, I'll have to trouble Brother Ye to teach me more."
Ye Yao: "......"
Ye Yao already wanted to stand unsteadily in advance, but he hated that his body was too good to hear Lu Xun's next devilish words clearly.
"Let's not take a break, otherwise what if the number of times is too different? Don't you think so, Ye?"
Published at: 08/05/2024 23:00