Bent
In the silence, Lu Xun loosened his hand on Lu Ming's shoulder.
He took two steps back, a look of confused shock on his face.
After a good half a while, Lu Xun spoke in a deep voice, "...... What are you saying, I am friends with him."
Lu Ming spread his hands, "Did I say anything? I didn't say anything, I just said that what you did is the same as what Chu Shi did. If you think what Chu Shi did is gay behavior, and what you did is normal friend behavior, then I also support it with both hands and feet, right?"
Lu Xun fell into silence, turning into a carved stone statue. Lu Ming took this opportunity to get up and run away, leaving Lu Xun alone.
With no one to discuss it with, Lu Xun stood alone for a moment and slowly walked up the stairs.
His room was on the third floor, and Ye Yao's guest room was next to his bedroom.
The door to the guest room was closed, Lu Xun stood in front of the door and listened carefully, but did not hear any sound from inside.
In the past, Lu Xun would have knocked on Ye Yao's door if he wanted to find him, but now he didn't dare to lift his hand to knock on Ye Yao's door.
...... Is he gay?
Lu Xun's mind was in a whirl as he went back to his room and slammed himself on the bed.
To say Chu Shi, that must be gay, normal straight boyfriend who can do this kind of thing? That is, he had never thought of suspecting the people around him before, letting Chu Shi muddle through. Now in retrospect, a lot of places are not right.
Chu Shi is definitely gay, what about him who did the same thing?
Lu Xun tries to convince himself that he and Ye Yao are best friends and that it's normal to do so, but it's such a double standard that Lu Xun has a hard time convincing himself.
Lu Xun rolled over in his bed in annoyance, thinking about what his grandfather had said to him when he was a child.
His dad was an old man, his grandfather died when he was in middle school, but his influence never stopped.
As a child he was taught countless times that being with a man would end up with nothing more than being cheated out of his money, his body and his heart, and in the end he had not a dime on him and was cheated out of all of it.
It was always just a concept in Lu Xun's mind, with no concrete object to be substituted, but now everything is different.
If Ye Yao ......
Ye Yao would never do such a thing, but if Ye Yao was willing to do it to him ......
Ye Yao is willing to take his money for nothing, and that's a good thing?
The more you take, the deeper the entanglement. Add to that the deception of the body and the heart, and it's over. Ye Yao will never be able to get rid of him in his life.
The scene was so beautiful that Lu Xun imagined it to his heart's content, failing to control the tendency of the corners of his mouth to rise, and accidentally bursting out in laughter.
The voice startled Lu Xun awake, and he snapped out of his fantasies, breaking out into a cold sweat.
So gay, everything he thinks about is really so gay.
Is he really bent?
The strong urge to meet Ye Yao surged in his heart, and seeing that it was not yet time for Ye Yao to go to bed, Lu Xun rolled out of bed, went straight to the door of Ye Yao's room, and started knocking on the door.
The door didn't open right away, and Lu Xun waited a while for Ye Yao, who came to open the door for him with wet hair.
Ye Yao doesn't look out of place in front of Lu Xun, looking casual as he towels his hair with one hand and opens the door with the other.
"What's wrong?" Ye Yao asked.
His hair was partially covering his eyes in the midst of the rubbing, and Ye Yao ruffled the strands of wet hair out of the way, looking up at Lu Xun with a pretty brow and smiling softly.
Lu Xun doesn't feel too good about his whole heart.
Oh no, why does Ye Yao look so good in any of his moves?
"Huh?" Lu Xun's daze was so obvious that Ye Yao looked puzzled and asked again, "What's wrong?"
"Can't I call you if there's nothing else to do?" Lu Xun looked back and leaned against the wall with his hands in his pockets, "I'm not welcome?"
"How could I." Ye Yao smiled and opened the door wider, sidestepping to make room for Lu Xun to enter.
Lu Xun dodged in, and as he passed Ye Yao, he took a deep breath of the freshly bathed Ye Yao's scent.
It smells so good.
Lu Xun's whole body floated a bit, he watched Ye Yao close the door and take out a hair dryer from the cabinet, so he came over again: "I'll help you blow."
"You blow for me?" Ye Yao sobbed, "Lu's sense of service is not too on point today."
Since Lu Xun usually did this and that on a whim, Ye Yao didn't think twice about letting Lu Xun snatch the hair dryer out of his hands.
Lu Xun raised the corner of his lips and plugged the hair dryer into the electricity and turned it on, watching Ye Yao's wet hair gradually become fluffy and dry under his hands, and his heart was very cozy.
As his hair dried, Lu Xun felt Ye Yao's hair sliding in his hands, and was about to say something flirty to praise Ye Yao's hair for its softness and smoothness, when he was suddenly startled again.
...... is not right, what he thinks and feels, including what he does, seems gay!
It's as if two voices are swirling and fighting in my head, one saying, what's the matter, straight guys can't blow-dry their friend's hair and gush about how smooth and soft and fragrant it is?
The other voice jumped in on the two of them getting along, making him calmly realize that if he had someone like that next to him, he'd be cursing the gay pretending to be straight out of nowhere, shamelessly.
Lu Xun hissed as the hot air from the hair dryer blew close to his hands and turned it off.
Ye Yao frowned when he heard the voice and turned around, taking Lu Xun's hand to inspect it: "Burned hand?"
Ye Yao was caring for him, and Ye Yao was touching his hand.
Lu Xun only felt that in this instant, the two voices fighting in his mind simultaneously began to sing praises of his best friend's high moral character and helpfulness, his good looks and voice, how could there be such a perfect person.
And this man is on the best of terms with him.
The smile on Lu Xun's face was so bizarre that Ye Yao stared at it in disbelief, wanting to touch Lu Xun's forehead to see if he was suffering from a high fever.
"Are you ...... okay?" Ye Yao asked carefully.
In front of Ye Yao, how can he look like he can't do it? Lu Xun's thoughts are already confused nowadays, and his speech is all based on instinct: "It's fine, what can be wrong, I have thick skin, how can I be burned by such a small amount of hot wind? I'm thick skinned, how can I be burned by this little hot air?
Seeing that Lu Xun was about to turn on the hair dryer and give himself another blow, Ye Yao hurriedly snatched it away and put it away, and then went over to put his arm around Lu Xun's shoulders.
Lu Xun, who had his arm around his shoulders, didn't move a muscle and went along with his strength, being easily held down in his chair.
Ye Yao: "......"
It's not right, it's very wrong.
Could it be that Lu Xun was overjoyed to finally go out and have fun after studying for so long?
Or is it that the pressure of surviving in a powerful family makes one prone to madness. Coupled with the fact that he saw his cousin from the same family in the past two days and realized that the other party was also quite outstanding, Lu Xun's mental pressure became even greater?
The more Ye Yao thought about it, the more he felt that was the case, and he immediately pulled out his cell phone to play a few games with Lu Xun to relax.
Of course Lu Xun wouldn't refuse Ye Yao's offer, he would love to spend more time with Ye Yao. Even going downstairs with Ye Yao and yelling "I'm so gay" would not be out of the question, not to mention having fun playing games together.
Ye Yao was completely unaware of Lu Xun's rich mental activities today, he found a two-player game and sat beside Lu Xun to play with him.
It's a tie-in shooter mini-game where he and Lu Xun each control a character to defeat enemies, and before passing a level, their respective villains automatically hug in celebration.
Lu Xun I don't know if it's just that he's gay-eyed and human-based right now, but he looks at these two little people hugging and he feels so gay too.
"Aren't they a pair," Lu Xun glanced at Ye Yao, "How come they hug before every crossing."
Ye Yao laughed, "What are you thinking, this is a friend, we always hug too."
Lu Xun: "......"
Lu Xun was speechless for a moment, although he was playing a game in his hand, most of his attention was focused on Ye Yao. Ye Yao's thin earlobes, slender neck, and freshly washed and blown-dried black hair that was a bit fluffy and disheveled, he looked at Ye Yao's thin earlobes, slender neck, and freshly washed and blown-dried black hair.
He had seen each part many times, but never developed the slightest boredom.
Lu Xun sneaked a peek, but he didn't expect Ye Yao to suddenly turn his head and meet his peeping eyes squarely.
Lu Xun's hand tightened, and the villain under his control ran into the enemy pile to his own destruction.
"What's wrong, why are you always looking my way, what's on me?" Ye Yao was suspicious and touched the back of his neck with his backhand.
"...... There's nothing, I'll just take a casual look, can't I look at our Brother Ye to see how good he looks?" Lu Xun, who felt that he was in a Schrödinger's Bend state, was barely able to keep his composure on his face.
Normally when he said that, Ye Yao would probably laugh and scold him a few times before turning her head back. But this time Ye Yao didn't turn his head back, but just looked at him and moved his face closer.
Ye Yao's face got closer and closer, and the warm scent of shower gel came along with it, wrapping Lu Xun in a heavy package.
What's this about?
Lu Xun subconsciously swallowed a mouthful of saliva, in the midst of the unknown, he remained motionless, allowing Ye Yao to approach.
Instead of being terrified, he was looking forward to it.
Ye Yao stopped.
"I thought I was mistaken, but it turns out I wasn't." Ye Yao had a straight face, "You got an eyelash in your eye, shall I get it out for you? Or do you want to do it yourself?"
Lu Xun There was a subtle solidification of expression on his face, "...... you help me."
They were so close together and had very different mindsets.
Ye Yao, without any distraction, helped Lu Xun take out the eyelashes that had fallen into his eyes. Lu Xun's eyes slowly slid from Ye Yao's eyes to the tip of his nose, and finally to his soft-looking lips.
The box containing Schrödinger's bent straight in his heart was opened and its contents were revealed to the eye.
He was just, fantasizing if Ye Yao would kiss up.
And now that the fantasy had fallen through, instead of breathing a sigh of relief, he felt an unreasonable sense of loss.
How can that vibe be used to clean your lashes, it should just be a sticky kiss up like in the TV show.
So tempted to try a kiss.
It's amazing that he would think of such a thing in Ye Yao's no-hints-given, very good-buddy friendly expression.
Bent, completely bent.
Published at: 08/14/2024 23:00