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Ji Su grew up believing that his father's Asperger's was the cause of the tragedy, and that his mother was never the innocent one.
That's why he's so sure that Qiao Lan will be like his parents if he stays with Tan Mo.
But Qiao Lan says no, and never will.
Ji Su looks down, stares at the cell phone in his hand for a long time, and suddenly smashes it to the ground without warning.
The cell phone screen struggled to light up for a moment, but finally went out quietly.
No, all mental illnesses just don't deserve love, and even though Qiao Lan says their meeting was extraordinary, Tan Mo's Asperger's still exists, and it's something that can't be cured in a lifetime.
As long as it exists, their future will remain incredibly rocky.
I don't know how long it took, but Ji Su picked up the broken cell phone with a blank face, pulled out the card, walked out of the classroom and threw the cell phone into the trash can.
Shortly after walking out of the club, I met Luo Man, who was running towards me.
Probably running too fast, forehead also perspire fine sweat, face anxious obvious, after seeing Ji Su suddenly smiled, "Senior you are here ah, I called your phone can not get through thought you have something happened."
Ji Su stared down at Luo Man for a long time, Luo Man was a bit unnerved by the stare and asked Ji Su what was wrong in a timid voice.
Ji Su withdrew his gaze and suddenly smiled, "Looking for me?"
"Ah nothing", Luo Man shook his head, "It's just that I bought cupcakes, they're delicious, I wanted to bring them to you but your phone was off ......"
"I don't like sweets," Ji Su interrupted Luo Man.
Even though Ji Su didn't agree to Luo Man's advances, he was still good-natured towards Luo Man and never spoke in such a tone, so Luo Man thought he was angry and was scared for a moment and stayed in place.
Ji Su was in a bad mood, a very bad mood, he couldn't do anything about Qiao Lan, and his evil thoughts were going out of him one by one, so that he couldn't help but focus on the Luo Man in front of him.
I thought I got Luo Man into the Psychology Club in order to chase Qiao Lan, but now it's no use at all.
"I don't like sweets," Ji Su repeated, looking at Luo Man.
"So then I'll buy ...... next time."
"There's no use in buying anything," Ji Su said, "I don't like it and I won't take it."
Luo Man's grip on the cupcake box tightened unexpectedly, his voice trailed off and even had a crying tone, "...... Why ......"
"Because I don't like you," Ji Su said, and then suddenly, from the heart, continued, "I already have someone I like."
Luo Man looked up momentarily, eyes wide, "Can you tell me... Who... Do I recognize..."
"Of course I know you", Ji Su whispered with a smile, "How could I not when she was the reason for letting you into the club in the first place."
The box in his hand fell to the ground with a thud, and Luo Man froze in place for a moment.
Qiao... Qiao Lan 吗......
Ji Su admired Luo Man's stunned look, his heart suddenly regretted something, wanted to say something but finally did not say, turned away just told Luo Man not to come to him again.
I don't know how long after Ji Su left, Luo Man carefully squatted down and picked up the cake, the delicate and beautiful cupcake had already crumbled into pieces of cream.
Luo Man, his eyes red from crying, threw the cake into the trash can and wiped his eyes as he turned toward the classroom.
There's a class in the afternoon.
Qiao Lan and Tan Mo stopped by the classroom after eating out for lunch, a little early, so Tan Mo stayed and talked with her.
When Luo Man heard from Ji Su that Ji Su liked Qiao Lan, he was very angry and sad, but now, looking at Qiao Lan and Tan Mo sitting there laughing and joking, Luo Man suddenly realized.
What does this have to do with Qiao Lan?
Qiao Lan smiles so happily in front of her own boyfriend that she may not even realize Ji Su likes her.
Ji Su unilaterally likes Qiao Lan, and what does it have to do with Qiao Lan.
How irrational was the jealousy that had just welled up in himself to come.
Luo Man reacted in hindsight, so why did Ji Su tell her that he likes Qiao Lan? He didn't have to say it, but he did.
What does he want?
And for what?
For her to have a grudge against Qiao Lan because of this... ?...
But why should liking someone be like that? Shouldn't liking someone want her to have a better life.
Luo Man is confused, she can't understand Ji Su's reason for doing this, and even more confused, she doesn't seem to recognize Ji Su anymore.
From the very beginning of his acquaintance with Ji Su, Luo Man had always found him to be excellent, polite, gentle, and all the good words applied to him, but now they became less appropriate.
Falling for girls who already have boyfriends and even trying to make a move.
Yes, something was done, and if it was simply a matter of liking her then why would she have gotten her into the club on purpose, it was just a cover up.
Luo Man felt he had never been sober as he was now.
Ji Su was never as nice as she thought he was, he was even a bit nasty, he told her he liked Qiao Lan purposely to put a rift between them, and he was again scary because for so long she never found out what Ji Su really thought.
She really never got a good look at Ji Su and wondered what kind of person he was.
Luo Man was a bit dizzy from the sudden disappointment, probably because he had once fantasized too much about Ji Su, and now he felt so devastated after a little bit of breakup.
Luo Man couldn't control himself and cried again.
Liu Cancan came from behind, and as usual, he was ready to hurt Luo Man for a while, but when he saw her walnut-like eyes, he was so scared that he stifled the words in his mouth, "What's the matter?"
No one comforted him, but once he did, Luo Man completely collapsed and grabbed Liu Cancan's clothes and cried loudly.
Qiao Lan in the classroom was attracted by the sound of crying, and then saw Luo Man and Liu Cancan, Liu Cancan has been asking Luo Man what is wrong, Luo Man shook his head but did not say, and when he finally cried enough then suddenly grabbed Qiao Lan's hand and huffed.
"You and Tan Mo must be good."
Qiao Lan : "...... Of course."
You guys must be good and piss him off then!
Qiao Lan probably guessed something, some disappointment, some anger, and some previously existing suspicions were slowly confirmed little by little.
Suddenly grabbing her boyfriend's arm, Tan Mo was startled and asked her what was wrong, Qiao Lan touched Tan Mo's ear and said from the bottom of her heart, "You're so nice."
Tan Mo was complimented and left the classroom to go back to her lessons without knowing why.
Qiao Lan finally left the Psychology Club, and Pei Beijia knew it and subconsciously glanced over to Ji Su, who looked cold as if he hadn't heard anything.
Someone asked Ji Su why Qiao Lan had left, and Ji Su said she didn't know, while some chatty girls whispered that Qiao Lan hadn't been around much before, so it wasn't a big surprise that she was leaving now.
Ironically, the couple was so "in love" after all.
Luo Man once again got into a big fight with the two girls over Qiao Lan, once again causing Ji Su to be surprised.
He had thought that Luo Man would have a bad relationship with Qiao Lan because of his words, just like today's discussion, no matter what, he would not be as noisy as before, but what he did not expect was that Luo Man still defended Qiao Lan.
She didn't hold a grudge against Qiao Lan. She had a big fight with some girls and left with the words "I want to quit the club too".
After all, there was no more glancing towards Ji Su.
There was a sudden silence in the club, everyone looked in the direction of the door and then turned to look at Ji Su. After all, everyone knew that Luo Man had been chasing Ji Su.
Ji Su's hand holding the pen gave a start, the tip of the pen left a trace on the paper in a haphazard manner, at that moment Ji Su was probably a little bit indescribably perplexed, and only regained his composure after a few moments.
Luo Man did not grieve for long, the little girl began to study hard, even the time to fight with Liu Cancan every day is also dedicated to books, but Liu Cancan is a bit uncomfortable.
There are some not-so-good comments circulating in the school, especially on the psychology side. Some people say that Qiao Lan Luo Man is irresponsible, treating the club as his own home, coming and going as he pleases, that Luo Man quit the club because he failed in his pursuit of Ji Su, and that as for Qiao Lan, she might have felt that the club's activities were delaying her romance with her boyfriend, and so on.
Qiao Lan didn't care too much. If she cared about the talk, she would have gone crazy in high school.
In December, Qiao Lan Tan Mo and others successfully passed their fourth grade exams, ushered in Christmas and New Year's Day, and had their first final exams.
Even though university knowledge is much harder than high school, Tan Mo still accepts it much faster than the average person, even answering the paper is much faster than others, after handing in the paper, naturally go to the classroom where Qiao Lan exams to pick up the person, Qiao Lan exams today this arranged time is a little bit late, and wait for a while to finish the exam after five o'clock, the sky is already gradually going to be dark.
Each floor of the school building has a study area, Tan Mo went up to the third floor and was about to go that way, when he turned the corner and met a man walking towards him.
Tan Mo looked up and bumped into Ji Su's face, which he hadn't seen for a long time.
Tan Mo had no idea what Ji Su had done, and as usual didn't like it much and was ready to walk away, but he didn't want Ji Su to stop him out of the blue.
Qiao Lan finally passed the most worrying exam, completely relieved, there are still two left, after the exam can be a vacation, backpack out of the classroom was about to call Tan Mo, the result is that a fellow classmate rushed over in a hurry, gasping for breath in a hurry, said.
"Hurry, hurry, hurry, hurry! Your boyfriend is fighting with Senior Ji Su!"
Published at: 09/23/2024 05:00