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The two were too close, Ji Su heart disobediently beat violently, shocked his head a little dizzy: "I don't know ...... I don't know."
"Then I'll tell you." Gu Zhao stared into his eyes for an instant, "I like you."
Ji Su's ears buzzed, and she froze.
It was several seconds before he slowed down and stammered back, "I... I know, I like it too-"
Gu Zhao interrupted directly, "Not the kind of like as friends or family."
Ji Su asked back blankly, "And what kind of like is that?"
Gu Zhao cupped his chin and moved his hand up, rubbing the soft flesh behind his ear with his fingertips, "It's the kind of like you want to be with you for the rest of your life."
Ji Su's brain still hasn't turned a corner, "Aren't we supposed to ...... be best friends for life?"
Gu Zhao was silent for a few seconds, leaning close to his ear, his low voice going straight to his ear: "It's the kind of like that wants to kiss you, to hug you, to do even more things to you."
Breath sprayed on the sensitive ear, provoking a tingling shiver, Ji Su couldn't bear to hide in his arms, trying to hide himself.
The sense of dependence he had developed over the years made him habitually seek Gu Zhao's embrace, forgetting who was the culprit at the moment.
Soft cheeks pressed against hot pecs, Gu Zhao breathed a little heavier, "What are you hiding from?"
Ji Su's heart was in turmoil, and his fingers subconsciously tried to grab something, only to have his fingertips sink into his back muscles.
Gu Zhao's body stiffened, his back muscles instantly tensed and bulged, "What are you touching?"
Ji Su retracted his hand like an electric shock and returned in a resigned tone, "I didn't ......"
Gu Zhao takes a deep breath and withdraws back a little with restraint.
Ji Su seized the opportunity and slipped out from under him like a loach, rolling to the edge of the bed.
Gu Zhao, amused and angry, rolled over onto his back and calmed the heat in his body.
Ji Su was quiet for a moment, and couldn't help but turn his head and take a peek.
Gu Zhao lay flat on his back, his brow furrowed, his eyes closed, his body sweating, and the light from above his head struck down, ferrying a glossy sheen over firm, smooth muscles that looked beautiful and silky.
Ji Su's hands itched again, sneaking out a finger and poking at the abs that made him so covetous.
He wanted to run away with a poke, but Gu Zhao reacted much faster than he expected, clutching his fingers and those dark, sunken eyes widening.
Gu Zhao stares at him, "What do you want again?"
Ji Su goaded, his fingertips scrunched up into a ball and whispered back, "I thought you were asleep."
Gu Zhao asked with a smirk, "Think I'm asleep so I can do bad things?"
Ji Su blinked her eyelashes and suddenly changed the subject, "Gu Zhao, when did you find out-"
He paused in mid-sentence, like he was having a bit of a hard time saying it.
Luckily Gu Zhao knew him well enough to sidle up next to him face to face, "When did you realize I liked you?"
Ji Su's ears reddened slightly and she grunted, "Hmmm ......"
Gu Zhao was a bit lost in thought, as if he was caught up in some long ago memories.
At the age of seven, Ji Su burst into his dark world with no idea what to do, and colors began to appear in his life.
They grew up inseparable, and not even the twins with their hearts in the right place would have been closer than they were.
At first, he doesn't realize his almost pathological possessiveness of Ji Su.
He couldn't allow Ji Su to be closer to anyone else than to himself, not even the Gu family.
He drove away all of Ji Su's suitors by any means necessary, keeping people firmly within the boundaries he had drawn, and guarding his treasures like a miserly miser, day and night, spring and summer.
Until one day, he realized that he had developed an evil lust for the man he raised with his own hands.
That night, Ji Su came out of the shower wearing a loose white shirt with only two buttons casually fastened, revealing a large expanse of flawless snow-white skin, smudged a beautiful smoky pink color by the hot water.
He wore no pants underneath, and the hem of his shirt barely covered the base of his thighs, revealing two straight, slender legs that were so white they were blinding.
Gu Zhao's throat knots moved slightly, thinking of the warm, soft and delicate touch of those legs held in his hands, suddenly felt a little dry mouth.
Ji Su sat down on the edge of the bed as usual and waited for him to wipe his hair.
Gu Zhao picks up the white towel and his eyes fall on his wet hair, clearly seeing droplets of water from the ends sliding down the back of his pale neck.
The tip of his heart fluttered slightly, as if something terrible was breaking through.
That night, Gu Zhao had a dream.
In the dream, Ji Su was soaking wet, being pressed under his dead body, a pair of long alabaster-like legs tightly twisted around his waist, always sweet voice with a pitiful cry, messy pleading with him, which in turn provoked his lust for violence ......
Upon waking up the next morning, Gu Zhao was only briefly flustered for a few moments before accepting the craving from deep within.
Ji Su is his, in whatever capacity, and only his.
Only, he didn't want to scare his kitten just yet.
"Probably when I realized that I wanted to monopolize you." Gu Zhao spoke slowly, his tone sounding sincere, "I know you may not be able to accept this change in your relationship for a while, that's okay, I'll give you time."
It had been a long night for Ji Su, as he tossed and turned in his bed, unable to sleep.
The person beside him was breathing steadily, as if he was sleeping soundly.
I don't know how long it took, but Ji Su finally got sleepy and drifted off to sleep.
In the darkness, Gu Zhao opens his eyes and raises his hand to take the man into his arms.
*
Since Gu Zhao's confession, their relationship is in a very delicate situation.
Ji Su Every time she unconsciously made any intimate physical contact with him, she remembered what the other person had said that night and would blush again to avoid it.
As time goes by, even Qiao Jin can see that something is not right between them.
Under Qiao Jin's questioning, Ji Su confessed part of the truth.
"I told you so!" Qiao Jin was all "I knew it", "I told you and you still don't believe me!"
Ji Su gets down on the table, "Little Joe, keep your voice down."
Qiao Jin leans over, "So what do you think?"
Ji Su covers her face with a book, "What how do you think?"
Qiao Jin lowered his voice, "Did you agree to be with him?"
Ji Su : "No ......"
"Don't you like Gu Zhao?" Qiao Jin followed his pose on the table, "Then how do you plan to get along with him later?"
Ji Su whispered back, "Of course I like him, I just don't know what kind of like."
For him, Gu Zhao is the most important person in the world, a feeling that goes beyond even blood kinship, but he wonders if it can turn into love.
"I know what you mean." Qiao Jin hit the nail on the head when he pointed out the key, "You two grew up together as childhood friends, and you couldn't make the transition for a while."
Ji Su nodded and asked again, "Xiao Qiao, do you know what the biggest difference between friendship and love is?"
"Exclusivity?" Qiao Jin thought for a moment, "Imagine if Gu Zhao had a date and spent most of his time with his date, would you-"
"No." Ji Su interrupted with a frown, "Gu Zhao wouldn't do that, he's not the kind of man who favors his friends over his wife."
Qiao Jin choked and tried to reason, "But when you have a date, surely you have to spend time with your date, how else can you be in a relationship?"
Ji Su didn't say anything, her brow wrinkling a little deeper.
He'd never given it a second thought, and there was absolutely no way he could imagine Gu Zhao leaving his life for another side.
Qiao Jin made an exaggerated gesture, "Do you want all three of you to fall in love together?"
"Don't be ridiculous." Ji Su straightened up, "It won't be what you say anyway."
Qiao Jin scrutinized his expression and concluded, "You're done, Susu you're done."
Ji Su looks sideways, "What?"
Qiao Jin sighs, "Now that's what I call exclusivity."
Ji Su then reacted, wanting to say something to deny it but not knowing how.
"Of course, this judgment standard is not absolute." Qiao Jin touched his shoulder, "It's still up to you to think clearly about what feelings you have for him."
"I know." Ji Su's thoughts were a jumbled mess, "Thank you, Jo."
"But honestly ......" Qiao Jin wanted to say, "Forget it's fine."
With Gu Da's character, even if Ji Su thinks clearly about his feelings, it can only end up with the same result, right?
*
After class, Ji Su went back to his classroom with his books in his arms.
Just as he walked down the hallway, he saw a familiar tall back.
Ji Su subconsciously tried to speed up his pace, but realized that there was a girl standing opposite him.
He stopped and saw the girl shove something into Gu Zhao's arms before running in his direction.
Gu Zhao turned around, his expression a little surprised when his eyes touched him.
Ji Su pursed her lips and continued walking towards the classroom door.
As he passed by Gu Zhao, he nimbly dodged the outstretched hand and stepped into the classroom.
Gu Zhao fished and frowned, withdrawing his hand to follow him in.
Ji Su spent the rest of the evening studying hard.
Gu Zhao knew it was a sign that the kitten was angry, and tried to pull the man out alone to coax him, but didn't even get the chance.
After a long time, Ji Su packed up his books and headed out with his backpack.
Gu Zhao takes a few strides to catch up, "Give me the bag."
"No need." Ji Su returned with an unblinking look.
Without further ado, Gu Zhao walked down the stairs and picked the man up in a cross body hug.
"Gu Zhao!" Ji Su was startled and punched him on the shoulder, "What's gotten into you again?"
"I'm going crazy?" Zhao Gu looked at him with downcast eyes, "If you keep avoiding me, I'll really go crazy on you."
"You put me down first." Ji Su felt her face burn, "Can we talk about this when we get back?"
"Okay." Gu Zhao set him down and reached for his book bag again.
Ten minutes later, the two returned home.
Ji Su stood in the entrance hall, bending down to change her slippers, but was carried by big hands to sit on the cabinet.
Gu Zhao braced his arms on either side of his body and leaned down to look at him, "Tell me, what's all the fuss about tonight?"
Ji Su lowered her eyelashes, "No."
"Your mouth is so pouty that you could hang a bottle of oil, and you still say you didn't?" Gu Zhao raised a hand and pinched the tender cheeks, "Did Qiao Jin say something to you?"
Ji Su was startled by his perceptiveness and quickly shook his head, "No, Xiao Qiao didn't say anything."
"What was that about?" Gu Zhao narrowed his dark eyes slightly, suddenly thinking of an unlikely possibility, "Is it because of the girl who stuffed me with chocolate?"
Ji Su's heart jumped at the tip and her small brush-like eyelashes quivered.
"Are you--" Gu Zhao lifted his jaw, "jealous?"
"How could I?" Ji Su denied stiffly, "You're overthinking it."
"First of all, that girl slipped it to me when I wasn't looking, and I saw you when I was about to return it to her, so I didn't have time." Gu Zhao's tone was visibly pleasant, "Secondly, you're just jealous."
"I said no!" Ji Su had a blush of being seen through, "Who would be jealous of such a boring thing?"
"Oh." Gu Zhao laughed, "If you say no, then no."
"I ......" Ji Su lifted the eyelashes, gambling back, "Anyway, you always have to find someone in the future, I'm jealous to eat over?"
Gu Zhao's eyes changed, "Ji Su, did you just ignore everything I said?"
Ji Su looked at him, "So if I don't say yes, will you never fall in love for the rest of your life?"
"Uh-huh." Zhao Gu returned grimly, "You'll never get rid of me for the rest of your life."
Ji Su was inexplicably relieved and ashamed of himself.
If he's not with Gu Zhao, how can he not allow Gu Zhao to like someone else?
It's really selfish of him to think this way and so unfair to Gu Zhao ......
Gu Zhao lifted his pointed jaw and interrupted his rambling thoughts, "So, are you jealous of me tonight?"
Ji Su blushed, biting her lower lip and just refusing to admit it.
Gu Zhao plucked his lips with his fingers, his eyes fell on the wet red full lips and his voice lowered, "So you want to know what kind of like I have for you?"
Ji Su nodded obediently, "I want to know."
In the next second, hot thin lips pressed down unexpectedly.
Ji Su heartbeat instantly missed a beat, the brain also became a blank.
Gu Zhao nuzzled against the soft lips and probed his tongue again, licking the seam of his lips.
A strange electric current quickly traveled down his lips and up his spine, and Ji Su couldn't help but shiver, instinctively leaning back to avoid it.
Gu Zhao's eyes darkened, his large hand cupped the back of the fragile neck behind him, and he sent the person towards his lips without refusal.
Ji Su hummed softly, her tightly closed lips opening slightly, and her hot tongue took the opportunity to slide in.
Published at: 08/16/2024 02:00