"I learned to coax him."
Fragile and weak57
Song Qie looked at the photo of the woman in the dress on her desk.
Ever since he was a child, he thought he had no great difficulties that particularly troubled him, at least not in a way that affected his emotions, his mood, his sleep.
But coming in here, Lu Beihuai has seriously affected everything about him.
Especially when Lu Beihuai returned to the Song family, taking power gave the man a possessive desire to do whatever he wanted.
He wondered if Lu Beihuai was crazy enough to have forgiven 'Song Qie', and crazy enough to have fallen in love with 'Song Qie', feelings that seemed incomprehensible to him.
"Get loose."
Lu Beihuai bosom cold disgusted voice, expression for a moment gloomy, but still restrained emotions, he raised his arms to make a gesture of weakness, thinking that was to come to coax people, and do not want to make him afraid.
The next moment, he saw Song Qie go to his desk, pick up the picture frame and slam it on the floor.
The sound of the glass shattering on the floor was unmistakable, the frame was unprotected, and the fragments covered the photo like a spider's web.
The face was completely black.
Song Qie bent down, pushed away the glass shards, picked up the photo of the woman, and tore it up without expression, tearing it up as much as he could. He turned around and threw it hard in Lu Beihuai's face.
The torn photos were scattered on Lu Beihuai's face as if they were flying all over the sky.
The movement was one of disgust and determination.
Song Qie saw Lu Beihuai looking at himself grimly, like he was displeased with his behavior, he didn't back down, at the bottom of his eyes was certainty: "Lu Beihuai, my boss doesn't know about our grudges, so this time when Ke Wen Pharmaceuticals goes public I will do my best to assist you, to assist Ke Wen Pharmaceuticals, and I will try my best to let you complete the listing within six months. But other than that, you don't bother me."
Lu Beihuai frowned.
"I'm not kidding you, I hate you."
"Lu Beihuai, do you realize that you're inexplicable, ill-tempered, and cloudy? I've really never found a person so emotionally sick, and I would have pitied you, but there really is something to be said for pity."
Song Qie took a deep breath and saw Lu Beihuai's face getting darker and darker. He was afraid, but he knew that if he didn't make it clear, or if his heart got soft, he would be controlled by Lu Beihuai.
He looked up at the smelly face and continued.
"You always touch me without my consent, being both educated you should know what this behavior is, I don't need to tell you, do I?"
"If you want to count, you forced me to wear women's clothes before and violated my portrait rights, I don't need to say anything more about what I've done recently, then again just now for example, it's a formal occasion today, how do you want everyone to look at me when you put my water sign in a position like that?"
"Do you want them to misunderstand that I have anything to do with you? The truth is I have nothing to do with you, what are you fantasizing about, did I promise you? Don't flatter yourself."
"Also, I'm not owned by you, I'm not a toy that you can play with and touch whenever you want, and you're using your power for personal gain right now and being very disrespectful."
"I don't care what drugs you take to market, even if you have the thought that it's for me, but no one is going to be touched by something so insincere and full of control, and whatever you think about who I am and who you forgive is none of my business."
"You're the one who said don't make a move for some small initiative, it's a cheap move."
"You know I'm not feeling well and you're always irritating me I want me to get angry I want me to cry, I've never seen you so nervous and sick."
"You didn't respect me before, and I won't respect you."
Song Qie laughed softly, the bottom of her eyes full of disgust, "Thank you for letting me learn how to reject people decisively, I'll return this sentence to you."
He finished his face and walked out of the office.
The level of anger could be heard in the 'bang' and then the movement as the door closed hard.
Lu Beihuai stood still, as if greatly irritated.
...... Song Qie said he.
Inexplicable, ill-tempered, cloudy.
Nervous, sick.
Is he crazy? Is he sick?
He has no respect?
Underneath the gold-rimmed glasses, the handsome face was cold and heavy, the frowning motion of the brow bones outlined the sharp peaks of the eyebrows, visible as the calm before the storm, as if it was about to explode in the next second, the chest rising and falling from the breath.
Knock-knock--
There was a momentary narrowing of the original cold expression, thinking that the person who had cursed him had returned.
"Mr. Lu, it's me, Li Ke."
Lu Beihuai instantly changed his face when he heard the voice he didn't want to hear, he originally thought of telling the person to get lost, but thinking of the criticism he had just made, this word was stifled, he took several deep breaths and tried to calm down his mood and temper.
"Come in, what is it."
Li Ke then dared to push open the door, and when he did, he saw glass and photos all over the floor.
He froze for a moment, but didn't dare to look at it more than that, and when he looked at his own boss, he saw Lu Beihuai standing right in front of the floor-to-ceiling window with his back turned. His hands were stuck in the pockets of his suit, and a low, somber aura was emanating from his body, as if he was very unhappy.
So did something happen with Assistant Song just now, and why was Assistant Song's face so ugly just now as well.
"...... Just now Assistant Song said that he has to fly back to the UK tonight, and on my side, I will continue to work with the Undertaking Group to sort out Cowen Pharma's financials, corporate governance, legal compliance, and business model, and Assistant Song has suggested that we let our structure set up an independent Board of Directors."
"Well, listen to him."
Lu Beihuai tilted his head up, his chest clogged, and let out a deep breath, but it was still hard to ease Song Qie's assessment of him.
He had insomnia all night last night, just thinking about what Song Qie meant when he said it wasn't Song Qie, and even more so, he thought about everything and anything that had happened before, and even made a PowerPoint, and even got up six thinking hats all by himself to make the chaotic thinking clearer.
The logic of the six thinking hats is that the thinker can only be allowed to do one thing at a time.
By myself, I analyzed only one thing in one night, and I divided myself into six people to think about the problem from different angles.
That's Song Qie's own idea. Song Qie is not Song Qie's issue.
"Mr. Lu, are you in a bad mood?" Li Ke walked to the nearby pantry and took out a broom to hurriedly sweep up the debris and photos on the ground.
Sweeping the glass is not a light motion.
Lu Beihuai heard that, quickly turned around, walked to the ground glass to pick up the torn photos one by one.
He plucked away the shards of glass and carefully picked up the photographs that were shattered to the point of irrelevance and division, even the edges, as if he were picking up a treasure, not even noticing that his fingers had been scratched.
"Mr. Lu!" Li Ke saw the situation and put the broom aside first, then went to get the medicine box.
When he took out the medicine cabinet, he saw that Lu Beihuai had already picked up all the pieces of the photos, put them on his desk, sat back in his recliner and picked up the solid adhesive, piecing together the torn photos on a piece of a4 paper.
Li Ke: "......"
It's like an adolescent boy.
He didn't know what his young boss was thinking all day long, and his temper was inscrutable, so he could only bring the medicine box to the table, "Mr. Lu, disinfect your hand, and put a band-aid on it, in case of an infection it's not good."
Lu Beihuai looks up, to his assistant, "Are you in a relationship?"
Li Ke didn't know why Mr. Lu asked this, he nodded, "Yes."
"How long has this been going on?"
"I've been talking to my girlfriend since my senior year of high school." Li Ke said, still a little embarrassed: "Now seven years, ready to get married in the next two years."
Lu Beihuai frowned, how senior talk now can be married: "Then usually you and your girlfriend how to get along."
"How to get along?" Li Ke thought about it, "Just get along like a normal couple, ah, after work you can go home and cook together, or go out for dinner, and then take a walk or watch a movie, or maybe do things together in the den."
Lu Beihuai was silent.
He kept his head down, looking at the pieces of the photo spread out on the paper, the edges all torn up and hard to put together, when he could have just shuffled another one out, but it just didn't feel right anymore.
Why.
Why is this so sour and contradictory feeling, and why did Li Ke say that he and Song Qie had never had it?
Why do they fight all the time?
Even if you throw out the fact that you were once bullied yourself in the past you can't even get along.
Obviously Song Qie said she liked him in the past, and he said he wants to be with Song Qie now.
Can't even be established?
Can't he even forgive Song Qie? Why is this guy so bad that he can bully himself and he can't bully back? Isn't that the only way to get even?
How else to start over.
But it seems that something has already tilted before it can start again, and it's tilted badly, so badly that it's affecting his mood.
"Li Ke."
"What's up Mr. Lu, any orders?"
"Do you think I'm crazy?" Lu Beihuai asked seriously.
Li Ke: "......" why suddenly ask this question, he can tell the truth, will be deducted from the salary, so smiled: "How can, Lu is young and talented, is the object of my admiration. "
Lu Beihuai asked again, "So do you think I'm unpredictable?"
Li Ke : "...... "Why do you ask this kind of fatal question, God, what should I answer, my head is spinning like crazy: "I think it's very rare for everyone to have different emotional management in different situations. I don't think it's a kind of cloudy, we need to criticize when we do not do well in order to improve, and give recognition when we do well in order to be able to be motivated enough."
"So you think I have a bad temper?"
Li Ke : "...... "What is this life-sending triple question, he pursed his lips, placed in front of the body of the hand clenched tightly, pretending to be calm: "Similarly, I think it is because Mr. Lu's requirements are very perfect, so we all hope that we do the best! , the most rigorous, seriously to treat every thing, is a dedicated work attitude."
Oooooooo don't ask, he's going to cry.
Lu Beihuai didn't feel any better after hearing this; he lowered his head, picked up a fragment, coated the back with solid adhesive, and then pasted it onto a piece of paper, his voice lowered, "But he says I'm sick and thinks I'm inexplicable."
There was a loss in his voice that Li Ke had never heard before.
Li Ke was shocked.
The ability of this young boss they have seen, is the thunder and lightning to deal with things harsh style of doing things, can also be said that there is no human feelings, otherwise it would not be so fast to take over and Huai capital, and in the shortest possible time will be the Ke Wen Pharmaceutical from the headquarters of the group to go out independently.
The cause is strong.
But why does it look like you're in love?
And the symptoms seem to have started since Assistant Song arrived.
But isn't it 'her' picture that's posted now?
Li Ke wanted to ask but did not dare to ask, he pondered for a moment, or played another name and asked, "Mr. Lu, why don't you tell me what's bothering you, and see if I can help you with anything, and solve anything for you."
"Sit." Lu Beihuai nudged the seat next to him with his chin and continued the sticky work in his hands.
Li Ke then dared to go over, pulled a chair, sat next to Lu Beihuai, but also to maintain a certain distance, he saw Lu Beihuai paste so seriously and carefully, as if treating a treasure: "Mr. Lu, is she your ...... girlfriend? "
Even though Mr. Lu didn't say so, no one would put his sister's picture on his desktop, right?
This is something that very few people, except those who like it very much, would otherwise put such a favorite on the table, like a kind of bragging rights.
Lu Beihuai glanced at Li Ke, his eyes questioning, "Can't tell if he's--"
Just as he was about to say 'I can't tell it's Assistant Song ', the words came to a screeching halt.
--You're sick.
-What are you fantasizing about? Did I promise you? Don't flatter yourself.
Song Qie's critical voice rang in his head.
His grip on the solid gel tightened abruptly, and he forced back the words he wanted to say.
Li Ke didn't know what Lu Beihuai was thinking, he curiously 'ah'd, "Can't see anything?"
Lu Beihuai swept his eyes at Li Ke without expression, "Can't you see that he's the one I like?"
Li Ke: "......"
"Also, let me ask you, I just asked you to set up Assistant Song's place in the conference room like this, if it were you, what would you think?" Lu Beihuai asked.
"Me?" Li Ke thought about the seat that had just been empty for three hours, and honestly, even if no one was sitting there, he felt a little ......
Awkward.
"Honestly, I'm not going to say anything about you, just think of it as the usual friend chit-chat." Lu Beihuai said.
Li Ke was then relieved to hear this he relaxed a little, "Then I'll be blunt, just feel awkward, I feel Assistant Song is a little bit angry should be the same reason, as if we are trying to please him to set him up like this, actually a little bit less respect for him. In formal occasions, we are all partners, or should not have the privilege of favoring a certain party, it will backfire and make people uncomfortable."
After that, the air seemed to go quiet.
Li Ke didn't hear Lu Beihuai's reply, glanced at it, and met his boss's dark face, "......"
What happened to saying it was small talk and not getting upset.
It looks like it's about to kill him.
Lu Beihuai noticed Li Ke's fearful eyes, then realized that he guessed his face stunk again, he adjusted his state, restrained his displeasure, and took a few deep breaths, "Li Ke, from now on, supervise me, if you find that I have a black face or am about to lose my temper, cough up and remind me, from now on, I have to learn to control my emotions. "
Li Ke: "?"
Cough up a reminder?
Then he died, that mustn't be coughing all the time, what if people suspect what happened to him then.
Lu Beihuai continues to lower his head to the photo: "Also, did you add Assistant Song?"
"Uh-huh." Li Ke nodded not knowing why Mr. Lu asked.
"The orange cat one with the avatar?"
Li Ke nods, "Uh-huh."
Lu Beihuai's face instantly darkened.
Li Ke coughed in a hurry.
Lu Beihuai stares at Li Ke with eyes like he wants to eat someone.
"Cough cough cough-" Li Ke coughed again.
Lu Beihuai's expression softened a little, but he still looked at Li Ke with a grim look in his eyes, "He's blackballed me."
Li Ke : "......?"
Lu Beihuai, his hands on his forehead, his broad shoulders slumped, his whole state of being irritated to the extreme, he gazed down at the table of debris, and inadvertently met the pair of wet and beautiful eye fragments.
It was like a flash of something in his head.
Eyes ......
He now always thought Song Qie's eyes were especially beautiful and bright, like glass balls, like puppies.
What were Song Qie's eyes like before?
-- Lu Beihuai, just admit it. You're my dog. You see me, you keep your head down, you hear me?
--You're just the driver's son, life is so cheap, you'll be laughing if you follow me.
- - beat you a little how, you also have to thank me, otherwise it is your father on his knees to beg me, he is eager to it, want you to follow me sparrow into a phoenix, expensive degree driver how can pay for it, but begging me that there is.
It's toe-curling and arrogant.
It's a condescending and arrogant gesture.
Always looking at people out of the corner of your eye.
The ones who won't tilt their heads to look at people, who won't show a good and attentive listening face, who won't cry.
Yeah, no crying.
Lu Beihuai seemed to have entered an implausible cul-de-sac and could not figure it out, he looked at Li Ke: "Let me ask you a question."
Li Ke's on alert. What, the boss is giving away another question?
"Under what circumstances would a person have a change in temperament?" Lu Beihuai thought of himself, but he had a reason, what about Song Qie: "If one wakes up after encountering danger, might there be a change in temperament?"
Li Ke was relieved to hear this and thought seriously, "Encountering danger? Is that exciting?"
Lu Beihuai thought back to three years ago when Song Qie went surfing because she didn't know how to swim, and the tide came in just as she went out: "Well, it should be considered exciting."
"And what condition does the change of temperament refer to?"
"It's the one that was originally bad-tempered with me, woke up after the stimulus, and started being nice and well-behaved with me, listening to me about everything, and apologizing to me for what he did to me in the past."
Li Ke said, "Is it possible to have post-traumatic stress disorder? This symptom may occur after a major traumatic event, and some people's outlook on life and values may be greatly altered."
Lu Beihuai contemplated for a moment, his fingertips gently stroking the eyes on the shard, "What about being nice for a while and then being mean to me?"
"How mean?"
"Leaving without saying goodbye, meeting again, cursing me, disliking me, pulling the plug on me."
Li Ke thought to himself, why does it feel like the act of pulling the plug has just been mentioned by Mr. Lu, and he said, "Then Mr. Lu, think again, in terms of the relationship from being nice to you to being mean to you, what did you do to make him go from being nice to you to being mean to you."
The air was silent again.
Lu Beihuai's sticking motion came to an abrupt end.
Ankle pinching in the middle of the night.
Let him wear women's clothes.
Take pictures of him while he cries.
Taking him boxing knowing he has a bad heart.
Threatening him in the stairwell, scaring him to tears.
Holding him in the grove in the rain and not letting go.
Seeing him sick in the apparatus room deliberately made him beg to himself.
Retaliatory coming out in front of his parents about marrying him.
Threaten him in the restroom after the meeting.
Drunkenly stealing kisses all over him.
He kissed him forcibly by himself with the courage of his drink.
Bullshit all day long.
The meeting set him up for afternoon tea and didn't honor him.
He replayed the image in his mind over and over again, recalling the way Song Qie had looked at him, from that time when he'd woken up and always looked at him obediently and smiled, to now when he was cool and disgusted with it.
When I think of Song Qie's eyes before the drowning incident three years ago, they always looked down on him and were arrogant and superior.
Two people entirely.
It's like two people.
Is he crazy or is Song Qie sick.
Lu Beihuai took off his glasses, pinched the bridge of his nose in annoyance, and scoffed out to himself, "It's probably because I'm a bit more animalistic in what I do."
Li Ke: "?"
Lu Beihuai decided to take off his past after relieving his emotions, he put on his glasses and looked at Li Ke : "Teach me how you coax your girlfriend when she's very angry, I'll learn how to coax him."
Published at: 07/27/2024 05:00