Chapter 48: Don't get even.

Yu Fan's back went numb, and his nerves tensed uncontrollably, beating wildly.

His head went blank for a few seconds, and he subconsciously reached out to push Chen Jingshen, straightened his back and tried to get up from the wall -

Then the hand on his neck used force again, Chen Jingshen crossed one leg to the other side, half-kneeling to hold him back, the back of his head was forced to stick to the wall, being kissed even more fiercely. Yu Fan's blood rushed to his brain, his scalp nerves jumped, he could feel Chen Jingshen's tongue sweeping over the wounds in his mouth, and wrapped around his tongue in a sour and astringent way.

His scalp actually hurt a little bit, but the pain of being stretched made Yu Fan weak, his hands slowly loosened up, and finally grabbed Chen Jingshen's clothes with all his might. He was obviously sitting on the ground, but he felt like he was about to fall into a black hole with no visible bottom at any time.

The summer cicadas were unusually quiet tonight, and the old neighborhood was so silent that the only sound left in the world seemed to be their breathing and grinding.

Chen Jingshen kissed so fiercely, are other people kissing so fiercely? He remembered that when Zhu Xu kissed his girlfriend, it didn't seem to be so loud. Yu Fan half squinted his eyes, thinking in a daze.

This thought just flashed past, the hand on his neck suddenly loosened. Chen Jingshen let go of his neck, propped his hand on his side, and slowly loosened his hair, rubbing his scalp with his fingertips little by little, and even the kisses were much gentler. Chen Jingshen rubbed his lips, then rubbed his tongue, kissing him closely. Obviously it was a very light movement, but Yu Fan's body was even more tense than earlier.

Chen Jingshen should have washed up, he tasted the flavor of mint. The mint is cool and dissipates heat, and he ate it all over his body.

At first, he would still gasp sharply, but later he could only unconsciously hold his breath and tilt his head back to kiss Chen Jingshen with his brain numb. At one point, he even felt that he was going to drown, die in front of Chen Jingshen, die in Chen Jingshen's kiss.

It wasn't until Chen Jingshen let go of him that he began to gasp for air in short, sharp gasps as if he were floating out of the water.

The old light bulb on top flickered. Yu Fan face pale and gray all fade, face seems to be dripping blood, the bottom of the eyes hazel confusion, drooping eyes for a long time did not look back.

Chen Jingshen raised his hand and wiped his lips.

Yu Fan's tongue went numb, and only then did he remember to loosen Chen Jingshen's clothes, he slapped Chen Jingshen's hand that was touching him, but he didn't have enough strength to slap it away.

His eyes were still red, but they seemed a little different from the red that Chen Jingshen had seen when he arrived.

"I fucking ...... allowed you to kiss me?" Yu Fan gritted his teeth and looked up. But when he saw Chen Jingshen's face, the last few words unconsciously became small and slow.

Chen Jingshen still has little expression. Only that pair of normally cold and restrained eyes had a little more ambiguous and chaotic emotions, and the ears and cheeks were surprisingly colored.

"I didn't give you permission to kiss me either." Chen Jingshen wiped his lips clean before dropping his hand, his voice slightly hoarse.

Yu Fan: "......"

Yu Fan recalled for a while in a trance, and it seemed that he had, indeed, kissed Chen Jingshen.

He was exhausted, as if all his organs were on strike. When he saw Chen Jingshen, the only thing left in his mind was Yu Kaiming's words buzzing in a constant loop.

He thinks Yu Kaiming is right. He always thinks Yu Kaiming is right.

He loathes Yu Kaiming, but in some ways, he and Yu Kaiming are kindred spirits.

They both like to solve their problems with violence, and have done so since they were young. When he was little, Yu Kaiming didn't beat him much, he mostly took it out on another person, but every time Yu Kaiming picked up a stick, he would grit his teeth and fight with Yu Kaiming even though he knew that he would be hit harder if he fought back.

At one point, they went to the police, who took a long time to listen to the community members' explanations before believing that Yu Kaiming had started the fight - after all, they rarely come across domestic violence in which the aggressor is more seriously injured than the victim.

After that time, someone from the community gave him an address for counseling.

Yu Fan never went.

He knows he has a problem, so he resists everyone who shows him favor, including Chen Jingshen.

But just now, when Chen Jingshen stood clean in front of him, a thought suddenly flashed through his mind that he wanted to get blood on Chen Jingshen.

People are so contradictory. He wants Chen Jingshen to go, but he also wants Chen Jingshen to stay.

His chin was gripped and lifted. Chen Jingshen swept a glance around his neck to make sure he hadn't just touched his wounds, and asked again, "Where is that man?"

"Beaten away." Yu Fan stared back in shock, then remembered to ask, "...... What brings you here?"

"The voice you sent, the last few seconds didn't sound right." Chen Jingshen asked again, "Can you move?"

"Can."

They were too close. Feeling Chen Jingshen's breath, Yu Fan's throat tightened and he skimmed his eyes and said woodenly, "If you don't let go, I'll bite you."

Chen Jingshen let go of him, Yu Fan's palm on the ground just wanted to move, his waist was suddenly fished by someone, Chen Jingshen single-handedly helped him up.

Before Yu Fan could react, Chen Jingshen let go.

"Want to change your clothes?" Chen Jingshen said.

"......" Yu Fan's face was still red as he reached up and scratched his messy hair, "What's the change for?"

"To the hospital."

Yu Fan didn't think twice: "No, just rub the medicine."

Chen Jingshen nodded, "Then I'll call an ambulance."

"?"

Yu Fan really didn't think it was necessary to go to the hospital, and this wasn't the most violent fight between him and Yu Kaiming. Besides, Yu Kaiming drank a bit of wine tonight and didn't have much strength at all. The wounds on his body looked scary, but in fact they were just flesh wounds.

Yu Fan tsked and said perfunctorily, "Got it, I'll go later. You hurry home."

"I'll go with you."

"?" Yu Fan frowned, "You're not dizzy with needles?"

Chen Jingshen thought for a moment, "I'll close my eyes when you stick the needle."

"......"

After a moment of confrontation, Chen Jingshen took out his cell phone and poked it in silence.

Yu Fan glanced at the 120 pressed on his cell phone and hesitated between throwing Chen Jingshen's cell phone out the window and knocking Chen Jingshen unconscious.

"...... No need to change clothes, wait," Ryoga, Yu Fan blackened his face and headed for the room, "I'll get my ID."

Yu Fan went into his room and pulled out his ID card from the drawer and threw it in his pocket. Fearing that Yu Kaiming would return later and go crazy, he took the crumpled love letters he had hidden in the corner of the room, along with the "Chen Jingshen" doll, and stuffed them under his pillow.

Chen Jingshen didn't realize why Yu Fan said he didn't need to change his clothes until he arrived at the hospital.

Late at night, the emergency room was lined with people, most of whom had been in minor car accidents or had just gotten into fights, and some of them were even barefoot. Yu Fan stands out from the crowd.

The wounds on the body were as Yu Fan had predicted, numerous but not deep, with more cases of bruising and no need for tetanus.

The nurse skillfully disinfected and bandaged Yu Fan's wound, looking up at him halfway through, and earnestly admonished, "Go back and eat less spicy and stimulating things, don't touch any seafood or fungus, and it's best to eat less soy sauce, you're so handsome, it'd be a shame to leave a scar on your face."

Yu Fan nodded absently, not sure if he was listening.

The nurse was quick and it didn't take long to bandage it up.

"This ointment is anti-bacterial and anti-inflammatory, twice a day," the nurse finished, raising her chin and pointing to the man behind Yu Fan, casually saying, "He can use this one too."

Yu Fan froze, "Why would he use it?"

"Isn't he," the nurse nodded at the corner of her mouth, "broken, too?"

"......"

Yu Fan sat rigidly in place, not moving for a moment.

He'd made a point of sitting in the passenger seat when he'd arrived, and after blowing all the way through with the biggest window open, he'd managed to press back the heat that had filled his head, which was now starting to bubble up again in thin air.

With a sizzling sound, Chen Jingshen hooked his fingers in the bag and picked up the medicine bag, "Got it, thanks."

This hospital is under temporary renovation today, and can only be accessed through the back door. From the back door out is a very long and dark path, a little distance from the hospital door, just now when the cab sent in not feel much, and then so out, Yu Fan feel a little long.

The night breeze was gentle, and all the hospital paths were silent late at night. Chen Jingshen glanced over at the person next to him who was a few steps away from him.

Yu Fan walks with his head stuffed, his ears burning, forcing himself to think of nothing nutritious-

Yu Kaiming was running away. He was so angry he hit him a little hard. Shouldn't he have killed anyone?

Zuo Kuan, is that weakling still throwing up?

Chen Jingshen How could my lips be torn? I don't have a thorn in my mouth.

"......"

A bottle of mineral water was handed over to Chen Jingshen, who had unconsciously rubbed shoulders with him, "Drinking water."

Yu Fan's heart skipped a beat and he subconsciously took it. He did have a dry mouth, and hadn't drank any water since he got home.

He unscrewed it and took a haphazard sip, the refreshingly sweet mineral water taking on a minty flavor.

"......"

Yu Fan closed his eyes and cursed in his heart, finally unable to resist looking at the person beside him.

They happened to pass by a streetlight at that moment, Yu Fan used the light to see what was going on, slightly stunned, as if he had discovered a new continent, he shouted out of his mouth, "Chen Jingshen."

Chen Jingshen glanced at him, "Uh-huh."

"Why are your ears still red?"

"......"

Chen Jingshen faintly said, "What do you think."

Yu Fan felt ashamed when he blushed alone, but after realizing that Chen Jingshen could also blush, his emotions inexplicably dissipated.

In an attempt to hide his still-fastening heartbeat, Yu Fan snorted a prude laugh, "Not really."

"As far as." Chen Jingshen glanced at him, "After all, it's the first time."

"I don't also--"

Yu Fan thought of the thirteen exes he had bragged about in front of Chen Jingshen, and swallowed back his words.

He pursed his lips and frowned.

Chen Jingshen Was it the first time he kissed? How does he feel not like it? Who the hell can kiss for the first time into ...... such ah.

"Also what?" Chen Jingshen said.

"...... It's nothing." Yu Fan darted his eyes back and shoved his hands into his pockets, which were bulging with mineral water.

He put on an old-fashioned look and said lazily, "It's just touching mouths anyway, no big deal. One for you and one for me tonight, let's call it even."

After these words, Yu Fan waited for a while, but no one around him moved.

Why don't you say something? Did you understand him?

Yu Fan wrinkled his eyebrows to ask, and the moment he turned his head, a dark shadow covered it.

Before he could react, his lips were pressed against a warm, cold touch.

Chen Jingshen inclined her face to kiss him briefly and dryly, her drooping eyes flickering slightly.

"Don't get even." Chen Jingshen said, "I owe you another one."