Chapter 53: Let's talk.
The distance between the buildings in the old neighborhood was very narrow, and Yu Fan was afraid of being seen by the people on the other side of the building, so the first thing she did when she entered the room was to turn off the lights and draw the curtains, leaving only the desk lamp on warm mode and a little bit of moonlight coming in through the cracks of the curtains that weren't pulled tight.
Yu Fan was originally leaning back on the head of the bed, but somehow she ended up on her own pillow. They do not talk much, occasionally stop for a short while, Yu Fan will subconsciously nothing to do, such as picking up the cell phone has been ringing tuned to mute, and then clicked on the group chat to see a glance, chat records in the word he seems to recognize, group and inexplicably do not see into the brain to go, and then did not have the patience to lock the screen, raise their eyes to see Chen Jingshen.
Chen Jingshen would then kiss down again in silence.
Shyness, freshness and restlessness are all blended in silence, in the sultry summer nights.
That sharp tooth was repeatedly ground for a while, Yu Fan raised his hand and pressed Chen Jingshen's face, saying in a muffled voice, "Chen Jingshen, if you lick my teeth again, believe it or not, I'll bite your tongue off."
The disheveled hair on Yu Fan's forehead had been pushed back by Chen Jingshen, and his whole face was exposed to the air. His words were fierce, but his expression was lazy from a slight lack of oxygen, his eyes were red, his lips were wet, and there was no aggression.
Chen Jingshen looked down at him for a moment, put his hand into his neck, casually helped him sweep the thin sweat, said he knew.
Yu Fan was numb for no reason, and suddenly felt that something was not right.
He moved his leg very lightly, his brain went white, and his whole body stiffened instantly. In the middle of the day, he found his voice: "Chen Jingshen, no more kissing."
The hand that was pressed against his neck withdrew, and it was slightly cool. Chen Jingshen hmmm, got up from the bed, the tall figure stood at the head of his bed, said, "Borrow the restroom."
In the light and shadows, Yu Fan saw that the roots of his ears were red, his jawline was tensed into a very taut and good-looking line, and he was actually sweating a little bit in a rare way.
Chen Jingshen pushed the door out, followed by the slamming of the toilet door.
Yu Fan stares at the ceiling for a moment, then reaches out and pulls the covers over her head to casually cover it, her entire head burning and hot.
It's like he knows why he can't do his homework if he's kissed.
Yu Fan drew out the pillow under his head and threw it heavily over his face, as if the pillow was going to be burned and smoked by him.
Yu Fan just smothered himself, smothered for I don't know how long, and after pressing down a little, he got up and turned on the lights, the fan cranked up to max, and slowly reached for his cell phone in an attempt to distract himself.
With his brain cooled down a little, he was finally able to read the contents of the group chat this time.
Zuo Kuan: I'm really impressed. I can't find Yu Fan at night. What's he up to?
Zhang Xianjing: He's busy. Didn't he get a tutor?
Zuo Kuan: A tutor can stay at his house until midnight? Look at Zhu Xu. He's in a relationship, he talks to his girlfriend for two hours every night, and he's able to say a few words back to me, but Yu Fan hasn't answered my messages in four hours.
[Zhu Xu: Maybe Yu Fan is in love too?]
[Zuo Kuan: That's impossible.]
Zuo Kuan: With that temper, who can he fall in love with?
Yu Fan paused here for a moment before continuing on.
Wang Luan: What do you mean? There are plenty of people chasing after my brother, right?
[Zuo Kuan: I know, there's one in my class.]
Zuo Kuan: I don't mean that, I'll use an analogy - look at Zhu Xu, he's in a relationship, he's sweet and sticky and disgusting, and he cuddles and hugs every day, can you fucking imagine Yu Fan cuddling and hugging someone?
With a snap, the bathroom door opens, and Yu Fan instantly throws his cell phone to the side.
Chen Jingshen's cheeks were wet with water, and a few drops of dark color were stained on his collar. He entered the room and swept his eyes over the quilt Yu Fan had just pulled over his body.
Yu Fan immediately ripped off the covers and sat up.
Chen Jingshen quickly collected his gaze, bent down to pick up his school bag and slung it over his shoulder, saying, "I'm going back."
Yu Fan gave a hmmm, lowered his head and got out of bed to put on his shoes, and followed Chen Jingshen to the door of the house.
Chen Jingshen looked back at him, "To carry a sedan chair to send me off?"
"...... Is it possible, hurry up and get out, I'm going to reverse the lock."
Driving the people away, Yu Fan went back to the balcony and waited for a while, and soon saw Chen Jingshen going out from the building.
After staring at Chen Jingshen getting into the car and leaving, Yu Fan sat down on the balcony and touched the cigarette case that he had long placed by the balcony, pulling out a cigarette and just about to put it into his mouth when a thought suddenly flashed through his mind.
When you smoke too much, does your mouth taste like smoke for a long time?
It's not like he runs to brush his teeth before every kiss ......
Chen Jingshen is still a weakling who has to cough twice when he touches the smell of smoke.
And didn't the little sister upstairs say? Smoking too much of this stuff blackens the lungs.
Yu Fan put the cigarettes back into the box, dryly sitting on the balcony to look at the moon for a while, a moment, he picked up his phone to open the city shopping software, knocked out the words "smoking cessation candies", and randomly picked a few orders, did not pay attention to these candies brand good or bad, and set the seven o'clock tomorrow morning to be delivered.
After the purchase, Yu Fan cut back to WeChat and idly flipped through the chat logs again, nothing nutritious, flipping through a few pages and back to the conversation he had just seen.
It was quiet in the dead of night, and the lights on the opposite side of the building had all gone out, giving a sense of security that no matter what you did, you wouldn't be found out.
Yu Fan shut down WeChat and wandered off to open the browser's search page, and when he came back to his senses, a line had appeared above the search bar-
"How do you fall in love with someone?"
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The next morning, Chen Jingshen watched his deskmate sleep through two classes.
It wasn't until gym class that Yu Fan woke up slowly, squinting as he went downstairs to line up. When the gym teacher called his name twice, Yu Fan answered lazily.
Wang Luan, who was standing next to him, couldn't help but ask, "Didn't you go to bed at eight o'clock yesterday? Why are you still so sleepy?"
Yu Fan stands dangling, "Who said I went to bed at eight?"
"Zuo Kuan, ah, says you haven't returned his messages since eight."
"......"
The man standing on the other side of him seemed to skim his eyes for a moment.
Yu Fan's heart jumped at the tip and he unconsciously stood up a little straighter before giving a vague, half-hearted hmmm.
It is customary to run in gym class, and the sun is warm in the morning, so Yu Fan walks slowly around the playground, and the sleepiness that has just dissipated regroups a little bit.
He had a sudden thought last night, and searched for something messy after Chen Jingshen left ...... to see three o clock in the morning, and this morning when he arrived at the classroom, he could not even open his eyes.
"Zuo Kuan, they're smoking in the lab building classroom, why don't we run over there and sneak away? After running I guess no roll call." Wang Luan put down his cell phone and said.
"Uh-huh."
The two reached that fork in the road and were just about to make a run for it while the gym teacher wasn't paying attention to this end when a faint, "Where to?" came from behind them.
Yu Fan was about to turn back, but Wang Luan answered first.
"Laboratory building, this," Wang Luan gave Chen Jingshen a smoking gesture and smiled, "Schoolteacher, if you take roll call later, do us a favor and tell the gym teacher that we're going to the school nurse's office."
A while back gym classes were rushing to grab a court, and when summer hit, the basketball court was instantly half empty.
No one wants to return to the classroom with a sweaty body, physical education class went to the laboratory building classroom smoking and playing cards.
Wang Luan threw out a card, Yu Guang glanced at someone sitting next to him on his cell phone with a cigarette dangling from his mouth, and said smoothly, "Yu Fan, give me a ...... what are you doing here?"
"Quit smoking candy." Yu Fan said vaguely as he switched the position of the candy in his mouth.
Yu Fan bought smoking cessation candy looks a little special, lollipop shape, just the candy stick design into the pattern of the cigarette, Wang Luan at a glance thought it was cigarettes.
"What hang design ......" Wang Luan asked, "Why do you suddenly want to quit smoking?"
"Quit if you don't want to smoke." Yu Fan manipulated Gluttony and lazily said.
"Don't worry, you won't be able to stand it before you quit for a few days," Zuo Kuan looked at his cards and suddenly thought of something and said, "Right Yu Fan, that girl in our class almost didn't cry yesterday when you returned the love letter."
Yu Fan slid his cell phone and didn't say anything.
Zuo Kuan added, "And then the other woman went to comfort her, and you know what the guy said?"
Yu Fan was not interested, but Wang Luan asked curiously, "What did it say?"
"She said," Zuo Kuan himself puffed first, clearing his throat, "Don't cry, it's good that Yu Fan doesn't say yes, he's so fierce-looking and fights with people every day, he might even beat up his girlfriend later."
Yu Fan: "......"
Wang Luan : "Hahahahahahahahaha!!!"
Yu Fan extended his foot and kicked Wang Luan on the foot of his chair, Wang Luan immediately restrained himself and shook his head with a stifled smile, "That's nonsense! Yu Fan has never hit a girl, much less his girlfriend."
Is that the fucking point?
Yu Fan kind of wanted to retort, but didn't know what to say, so he simply said with a cold face, "Get lost, talk about something else and leave me out of it."
"Forget it, Sleepy's got a bad temper, you guys don't mess with him." Zhu Xu chewed his gum and said, "Hey, did you guys know that there's a girl in senior year who dropped out."
Wang Luan gave him a bemused look, "How the fuck do you even know about senior year?"
"I listened to the senior sports student said ah, this thing in the senior also spread quite lively." Zhu Xu said, "said that the girl likes a man, the result that the man does not reject nor accept, just hanging people, but kissing and hugging and so on, but not less, but also go around with others to say with the girl is just playing ...... girl was he got depressed, and dropped out of school. "
Yu Fan was shaking the candy in his mouth from side to side in boredom when he almost bit his tongue at that.
"Shit!" Wang Luan hit his thigh, "Isn't that guy a real scumbag? He's a fucking disgrace to us boys!"
Zhu Xu : "Right! I heard that the guy even scolded the girl a lot, really bad!"
"Ah yes, yes, yes!"
Not rejecting or accepting, hanging on to people, kissing and cuddling, and occasionally cursing each other-
Yu Fan, who had taken all four, suddenly stopped where he was, and the candy in his mouth stopped spinning.
Zuo Kuan: "Just the women dropped out? Nothing happened to the men? That's too cheap ......"
"With a bang, the back door of the classroom was pushed open, and Yu Fan subconsciously looked towards it while chewing on a candy stick, and then gave a slight pause.
Chen Jingshen stood in the doorway, panting slightly, and swept a glance over to him here.
The others were also stunned by the commotion, and breathed a sigh of relief when they saw that it was Chen Jingshen.
Wang Luan : "Hokage, you scared me to death, I thought--"
"Director Hu is here." Chen Jingshen said.
The next moment, there were a few hurried footsteps and a familiar angry roar from outside the corridor: ''That student in front! Who is it! Ventilating and informing is an additional offense! Don't even think about running inside, I can smell the smoke in the classroom from a long way away!"
Wang Luan: "Holy shit!"
Boys instantly put the cardboard to the sky a spread, holding a cigarette as a bird and beast scattered - as long as not caught by Hu Pang on the spot, the classroom is the smell of smoke in the sky does not matter, dead denial on the line.
They all ran towards the window in unison, tables and chairs being knocked around by them, the violent movement making the empty lab building look like an earthquake.
Yu Fan got up to make room for them to escape, and he turned around and was about to say something when his wrist was caught off guard by a hand, and the next second he was being led toward the wide-open window-
Yu Fan looked at Chen Jingshen's back in a daze and shouted vaguely with sugar in his mouth, "Chen Jingshen!"
Chen Jingshen didn't even look back, "Jump."
"......"
From behind him came Hu Pang's voice: "Yu Fan!"
What the fuck?
Yu Fan clenched his teeth and jumped out of the window with Chen Jingshen.
Seven or eight boys scattered and fled towards different parts of the campus, and Hu Pang and the security guards chased after them through the windows. Seeing that the boys in front of them had dispersed, the security guards asked Hu Pang who they were chasing.
"After the leader!" Hu Pang ran so fast his tie whipped in the wind, "After Yu Fan!"
The wind whistled and screamed in my ears, and the gym class laps I had just skipped were returned to the gym teacher.
Chen Jingshen obviously has no experience of being chased by teachers in school, Yu Fan was grabbed by him and ran for a while in the school road behind the experimental building, and was tempted to say that there was no one on this road, and that he had to run towards the playground, and that he could just blend into the pile of people and die without recognizing it.
Yu Fan inclined his head to look. The wind blew Chen Jingshen's hair around, and he frowned slightly, the collar of his clean white school uniform flying back, occasionally glancing back at the school security guards chasing them behind him.
A little bit of sunlight shifted into Chen Jingshen's clear black eyes, like the moon he had watched for a long time on the balcony last night.
Yu Fan smelled the cold, familiar scent of peppermint, and the unknown emotions covered his heart like a creeper in slow motion, passing to his brain in a fine, numbing way, and he became excited for no reason at all, purely and passionately.
"Chen Jingshen." Yu Fan spoke over the sound of his violent heartbeat.
Chen Jingshen responded briefly, "Uh-huh."
"You open your mouth."
Chen Jingshen frowned and looked at him with some confusion, then saw Yu Fan take out the "cigarette" in his mouth and shoved it towards him.
He subconsciously opened his mouth to receive it.
A little light sweetness spreads through the mouth.
"Let's talk." Yu Fan's voice mingled in the wind.
Chen Jingshen unconsciously slowed down his speed, and he stared at Yu Fan in silence and bewilderment as he held the melting candy in his mouth.
The tips of Yu Fan's ears went a little red, and she turned her head to look at him, then darted away, adding in a hard whisper, "I'm not going to be domestic violence against you."
Published at: 07/23/2024 01:00