Chapter 128: I'm going after you

Xie Qingcheng, who has seen countless patients, has never seen such a tricky symptom - the patient complains that he is in love with his ex-psychiatrist, and that he would like him even if he died 10,000 times.

It's outrageous as hell ......

Dr. Xie's side was speechless.

He Yu, on the other hand, had said all he had to say. He expressed all his deep feelings and heart, then wiped his tears again, calmed down a bit, and asked the man in front of him, "Xie Qingcheng, so, now that you know the truth, you won't feel guilty and blame yourself anymore, right?"

"......" No, he seems to be feeling even more guilty and self-conscious.

He Yu: "You don't have to worry, I'm just telling you this because I want you to realize that it's not your fault, it's just that I like you, from the bottom of my heart. "

"......"

"I like you well enough, not by mistake or misunderstanding, to give all I can for it. But--"

He Yu's expression dimmed again as he said, "I also know, that I will bother you and I might even hurt you, so as long as you can relax and stop blaming yourself, I won't bother you anymore in the future lol ......"

"Say what things?!" Xie Qingcheng reacted, the rabbit brat is trying to close himself up again, he immediately raised his sword brows, and angrily said, "Are you planning to let me see you toss yourself back and forth like this? You and I said so much, you think I will still let you mess around?"

He Yu was stunned and looked up suddenly, "So ...... what do you mean then ......"

"Trouble you in the future don't press all the words in your heart again, what do you have in mind you tell me, I even if I am homophobic I can't possibly laugh at you." Xie Qingcheng said, "And I think you must have just gotten your feelings wrong, with me, you can slowly change over."

He Yu: "......"

Xie Qingcheng : "You still should be how it is in the future, everything to their own emotions. This is the safest, but not easy to hurt others, look at you now, all said and done, the state is not much better?"

He Yu smiled, and after carefully pondering over it, he realized that it was really like that. After he spoke out the strong feelings that were weighing him down, his mood actually calmed down quite a bit, and instead, he wouldn't have the onset of hurting the other party.

He froze, looked at his no-longer-shaking hand, and muttered, "It really does seem to be ......"

Xie Qingcheng : "Live according to your own heart, I can cope with that temper of yours, don't worry. If you tell me frankly, I can still enlighten you."

He Yu: "......"

Xie Qingcheng : "Why, any more ideas?"

When He Yu was told this, it was as if a light suddenly appeared in front of his eyes, and he suddenly realized, of course - not in the way that Xie Qingcheng wanted him to realize.

Xie Qingcheng only told him to stop hiding his heart.

He Yu, however, realizes that the way he can actually turn himself into Xie Qingcheng's protector instead of a danger is that he should stay by his side. Repressing it would instead lead to things like last night.

What he wants is really not much, as long as Xie Qingcheng can know his love and let him be good to him, then he can be good and become very human.

So he said, "Xie Qingcheng, I figured it out!"

"You figured out what you said."

He Yu then said to him, "Xie Qingcheng, as long as you don't mind me being noisy, then I will definitely try my best to make you really understand my feelings and prove that I really like you."

Xie Qingcheng : "............"

Just understand this?

He Yu added: "So Xie Qingcheng, if ...... if you don't mind, can you let me chase you?"

Xie Qingcheng again: "............"

The doctor to the little crazy brain circuit whole speechless, the brat more and more said more and more transparent, yes, this is the best way, as long as Xie Qingcheng by his side, he will be able to maintain inner peace, never again onset of disease, can properly protect Xie Qingcheng ......

"Brother." He took Professor Xie's speechlessness as a default, and his heart grew hotter and hotter as he attentively said, "Just let me chase you, and if you feel disturbed, you can always call it off. OK?"

"......"

"Look, I've been shameless, I've been sick like this, I've gone out on a limb, and you're the one who forced the words out of my heart, so since you're a very responsible person, you'll have to be responsible for me, too."

"......"

"Give me a chance to chase you, okay?"

"......"

Xie Qingcheng said, "What's this all about?

He Yu, however, completely misunderstood his silence, he saw Xie Qingcheng did not say anything, take it as acquiescence, so there is a bright light in his eyes again, his face actually also a little red.

Bunny in bed so wild things have done, he now declared that he wants to chase Xie Qingcheng, actually and middle school students like, innocent to the point of both excitement and some shyness.

He shook Xie Qingcheng's hand.

"......" Xie Qingcheng 竟一时不敢挣开。

He Yu took his hand and whispered down, "Xie Qingcheng, bear with me. There is a generation gap between me and you, and when I come over to your side, I may take the risk of bumping into you, and I may say something you can't understand. If you can't help it, it's fine for you to scold me like you did before. Just please don't tell me to get lost."

Xie Qingcheng finally relented and asked him, "Why?"

Did he really hurt the kid inside every time he said he'd let him roll? But he hadn't seen him really roll any of those times either.

He Yu replied in all seriousness, "Because you took off my mask yourself, I'm not pretending anymore. I can't pretend to be calm anymore."

He Yu added, "You're responsible for me when you take off my mask, and since I'm not pretending anymore, I might do something bad again on impulse if you tell me to get lost."

For some reason, when he spoke these words, Xie Qingcheng suddenly thought of a TV series he had watched many years ago, The Words of the Palace of Daming, and of the scene in which Xiao Taiping took off Xue Shao's mask at the lantern festival.

The true face is revealed and the eyes are brilliantly bright.

......

"I'll roll into your bed."

......

"Really."

Really what? What a load of crap.

Xie Qingcheng said, "Hands off."

He Yu really let go, just before he did, he grasped his fingers, his eyes gazing at him, then on his white knuckles, he gently dropped a kiss.

"Brother, thank you for allowing me to chase you."

Xie Qingcheng thought afterward: ...... No, wait a minute.

When did he allow it?

.

Strange Rain Lane.

It's already the second night after He Yu confessed to him.

Xie Qingcheng lies on his bed and tries to light a cigarette, but after a few moments, he puts it back.

It's been a fucking day, and he can't believe that He Yu's conversation with himself is still echoing in his head.

To hell with it, he really couldn't understand the young people's nonsense, Li Ruoqiu was only a little bit younger than him, he already felt that there were some places where communication with her didn't go so smoothly, and now that he encountered He Yu's way of showing his love, he only felt that the generation gap was even more exaggerated, and that it was going to be bigger than the Marianas Trench.

Xie Qingcheng rolled over in bed, rubbed over his knuckles, and sighed heavily, his head hurting-

No, what does He Yu like about him?

Is it a figure of his age or a figure of his poor health?

Although he knows that he is good looking and has a lot of favorites, the subject for He Yu is just a bit outrageous. He Yu knew that the two of them had never been on friendly terms before, and there had even been a lot of bad things that happened between the two of them. He Yu's tastes are too heavy to fall for a doctor's uncle who cleaned him up when he was a kid.

Thinking about it, Xie Qingcheng got even more twisted.

Because He Yu said that even if he is his own uncle, uncle and father, liking is liking.

Just fucking ridiculous.

He didn't even know how to deal with this properly now - He Yu must not really be in love with himself, this little kid, ah, must have gotten sex and love wrong, confusing dependence and liking.

Taking a step back, even if He Yu is really brain-dead and likes him, that's a feeling he can't respond to at all.

Neither emotionally nor rationally could he give He Yu what he wanted.

He can only hope that He Yu gradually recognize his own heart, thinking about this, Xie Qingcheng is a bit puzzled He Yu first lost love to the girl is who. He Yu's first love was for a girl. He Yu said that he put it down, and then he didn't think about it any more.

Wouldn't it be easier if He Yu still liked that girl ......

It's hard to get a good night's sleep.

Early the next morning, Xie Qingcheng woke up and saw two more unread messages on his cell phone--

Ah, experienced skillful and handsome man: "Xie Qingcheng, will you have dinner together tonight?"

This one was posted after eleven last night. He Yu really said he'd start chasing.

But presumably the lad himself felt he was in too much of a hurry, and the sending time of the second one showed a little after two in the morning. Like he was making it up to himself.

Ah, the experienced, skilled and handsome man: "I'd like to talk to you about the case."

Case?

"......" Xie Qingcheng thought about it and replied, "OK."

After sending the message, he clicked into He Yu's homepage, frowning as he tried to change the note to "Ah, experienced, skilled and handsome man". This note was set by He Yu himself before, Xie Qingcheng had been too lazy to change it, but now he suddenly minded it a bit, after thinking for a moment, Xie Qingcheng rewrote the note for He Yu:

"Kid."

Just after the change, my cell phone vibrated with a message from "The Kid":

"Then at five o'clock tonight, I'll pick you up."

"This early?"

"Wanted to see you sooner."

Xie Qingcheng : "......"

It's a little awkward not knowing what to say back.

However, if you don't reply, it seems to fulfill what He Yu said, "Once I tell you the truth, you avoid me, and you hate me even more". Xie Qingcheng didn't really want He Yu to think that way.

So Professor Xie balked at the emoji library and finally chose the very polite smiling emoji pack.

It gives a little comfort without being too distant. One of the must-have emoticons for middle-aged men to socialize.

Xie Qingcheng hair, very satisfied, get up and wash up, headed to the MeiYu private hospital.

"Brother!"

Xie Xue was in great shape today, she was leaning back on the fluffy pillows she had patted to read a book when he arrived, and when she saw him coming, she immediately put the book down and flashed a big smile.

"How are you feeling today?"

"Much better. When can I get out of the hospital."

"Wait a little longer."

Xie Xue was slightly disappointed, "It's been a long wait, brother, I'm really okay, I don't even get nosebleeds much these days, I have to get back to class."

Xie Qingcheng patted her shoulder, "Wait a little longer."

She couldn't do anything else but deflate and slump into the hospital bed, "This is boring ......"

Xie Qingcheng pulled over a chair, sat down next to her, peeled an apple for her, then cut it into small, convenient pieces and placed it on the disposable plate on the nightstand, handing it to her, "Usually you yell that you don't want to go to work, but when you're really allowed to take a break, you can't be bothered to be idle at all... You're a funny person."

"Brother cut me another orange."

Xie Qingcheng glared at her, but still helped her pick one from the fruit basket, peeled the skin and removed the shredded pith, cut it up and put it on the fruit plate, and since it was already like that, he added some grapes, plus Yingzi, walnuts, and finally turned around and went to get a can of yogurt, and simply made her a fruit loaf.

Xie Xue was finally satisfied, "With a brother like that, it's normal for me to be a waste of life, he even said I-"

Suddenly realizing that he had slipped up, his words came to an abrupt end.

Fortunately, Xie Qingcheng seemed to be preoccupied and did not pay attention to what she had just said, so she breathed a quiet sigh of relief.

Xie Qingcheng managed to clean up the tabletop himself, scrubbed the fruit knife clean, and then said, "You'll have to learn on your own in the future as well, you can't expect me to do this for you for the rest of your life."

Xie Xue : "No, I'm going to rely on my brother when I'm seventy to make me fresh fruit loaf, but then don't put walnuts in it, it won't bite."

"......" Xie Qingcheng look slightly moved, quiet for a moment, averted his gaze, "Out of the blue, then what can you do for me."

"I'll tell you jokes. I'll bring you your little grandchildren."

Xie Qingcheng : "......"

"I can also accompany my sister-in-law to square dance, brother you're so handsome, you'll definitely have a sister-in-law who's especially good and suitable for you in the future."

Xie Qingcheng inexplicably remembered He Yu, felt a burst of discomfort, coughed and got up: "Eat your things, eat and ring the bell for the caregiver to clean up, I still have something to do, go first."

Before leaving the door, he suddenly remembered something and turned back to Xie Xue, "Right, that ring on your hand."

Xie Xue was so shocked that she almost choked on a piece of apple.

Xie Qingcheng : "Don't wear it, wear a ring on your ring finger and people will think you're married."

Xie Xue sheepishly hid her hands under the covers.

"It's nice, it's nice."

"Behave yourself." Xie Qingcheng finished teaching her and left.

Xie Xue exhaled and resumed spreading his hands out in the sunlight-it was a good thing Xie Qingcheng didn't know anything about fashion or he would have realized it was a Tiffany's couple's ring.

Wei Dongheng gave it to her on his way out, along with a promise that when he returned, he would personally replace it with a real engagement ring.

Cell phones were almost impossible to use in the army, and Wei Dongheng hadn't been in touch with her for a long time.

Xie Xue sighed and rubbed the face of the ring, feeling a bit worried in her heart - Wei Dongheng should be back in the summer vacation, and they had discussed telling Xie Qingcheng the whole thing at that time, but she was still a bit worried that he would not be able to accept it. She was worried that Xie Qingcheng wouldn't be able to accept it.

Wei Dongheng is too unreliable in the eyes of other people, only she knows that he is just bad-mouthed, his heart is not bad at all, and he is even a bit clumsy and cute.

It's just that her brother is such a stereotypical person, if he knew that she was actually in a relationship with Wei Dongheng, he wouldn't have ......

She didn't dare think any further and scowled, minding her own business as she continued to read her spare book.

Xie Qingcheng finished his errands at the hospital, came home to clean up, and at four-thirty, there was a knock on the door.

He Yu stood outside - He Yu, after speaking his mind, seemed to be in a much better state, he was no longer in such a depressing state, and there was some bright light in his beautiful almond eyes.

The tall, handsome teenager was wearing a thin spring beige shirt and casual suit pants, a bit of scum in his svelte.

Fifteen-degree temperatures, twenty-five-degree outfits.

Xie Qingcheng condescendingly surveyed him for a moment, "...... Aren't you cold?"

Men and women who want to date are not afraid of the cold, not to mention fifteen degrees, minus fifteen degrees can not stop women want to show their breasts and men want to show their muscles.

He Yu smiled, "It's not cold."

Xie Qingcheng just let him be, "Why are you here so early, didn't you say five o'clock."

"Wanted to see you sooner."

"......"

Saying it to his face, He Yu himself couldn't stand it and wrinkled his nose, "Aaah, it's still quite disgusting."

"......"

"But it's the truth."

Xie Qingcheng is now too lazy to argue with him about whether he likes it or not. This matter can only wait for the lad to realize by himself, or someday find a chance to enlighten him, otherwise all the arguments are a waste of time.

He shut He Yu out.

"Wait, I'll change."

Xie Qingcheng dressed casually, perennial with just a few pieces, are not wrong men's shirts, suits, or coats. Of course he didn't go to change his clothes, he just found an excuse to go inside and take a pill.

He was not in good health, and with the recent lack of conditioning, it was getting worse, always coughing and having dizziness in his head.

According to reason, he should go to Meiyu to get a good treatment, but he really can't find the time these days, so he can only delay, rely on drugs to relieve the symptoms. But this medicine can't be shown to He Yu, and if he sees it, he will be questioned more, so he simply told a lie.

When the door opened again, He Yu saw Xie Qingcheng, who was still dressed in a casual shirt with a black tweed coat over it.

"...... You're just wearing a jacket, why are you closing the door."

Xie Qingcheng lit a cigarette and said faintly, "What do you have to teach me."

The cigarettes were lit, and before he could take a drag, He Yu took them away.

Xie Qingcheng: "Give it to me."

"To smoke or for me to kiss you, your choice."

"I'll take your mom's." Xie Qingcheng pushed He Yu's head away, incidentally snatching the cigarette back from between the teenager's fingers, "Where's your car."

"No smoking in my car."

"I'll take a cab then, and you send me the address."

He Yu : "...... Brother, don't smoke it, okay."

Xie Qingcheng : "......"

"Count on it."

Xie Qingcheng was speechless for a moment.

He is a person who eats soft but not hard, He Yu with a pitiful tone, he actually for the first time in front of this little beast sprang up "I give him second-hand smoke seems really inappropriate, after all, he is only nineteen years old" such a thought.

The man was annoyed for a moment, but eventually let out a low curse and pressed the cigarette, throwing it in the trash.

"You're the one with a lot on your mind."

He Yu pulled him into the car.

Two people to the booked hotel, Xie Qingcheng realized that He Yu this slut is really slut, he thought it was to eat what, this brat actually pulled him to the Bund that two people can eat a working class more than a month's salary terrace restaurant, that place is not business occasions will go, men and women are couples couples, which is not lack of two milk and gold masters.

Xie Qingcheng pondered that He Yu was neither his wife nor his second wife, and it was uncharacteristic for two big men to come to a place like this to talk about facts, so he stopped before entering the door.

He Yu: "What's wrong? Don't you like it?"

"Do you think I'll like it?"

"...... The only place I can think of to talk about things is here."

Xie Qingcheng : "Return it."

He said, pulling out his cell phone, taxi app ready to book a spot, "I'll find a place. My treat."

He had planned to find a random restaurant, but halfway through entering the address, he glanced at the unreliable look of the young man across the street, and with a thought, deleted the western restaurant he had previously entered, replaced it with a different address, and entered it.