Chapter 127: Brother, be reasonable!

Xie Qingcheng did not expect that he would ask such a shocking answer, for a moment like a thunderbolt, his head buzzed, like something cracked, the waves of the sea surge into his heart, filling him with nothing to say.

He Yu held him so tightly, as if he were his eyes, his organs, his ribs, his life.

He was so shocked, so calm, that his mind went blank and he didn't know what to do at this moment.

To be honest, Xie Qingcheng has been confessed to a lot of times, and there is no lack of suitors, both male and female, since she was a child.

But most of those people were looking at his face, thinking he was handsome, thinking he was manly, and wanting to spend time with him.

So warmly expressed love to him, even to the point of tears this point, in fact ...... in fact before only Li Ruoqiu one person ......

Xie Qingcheng married Li Ruoqiu, probably because Li Ruoqiu's persistent pursuit had worn him out, and his disease was under complete control at that time, so he would not die early and could live a normal life, so he finally agreed to try to date her.

So it's not hard to see that Xie Qingcheng is actually a person who is not too willing to hurt other people's true feelings.

Back then, for Li Ruoqiu who sincerely pursued him, he couldn't say harsh words, and even in the end he couldn't bear it, finally agreed to go out with her, and then he was pestered by her to compromise step by step, to the point of marriage. Now, for He Yu, who hugged him and confessed to him, although he could not adopt the same treatment, he could not say any sarcastic words.

Xie Qingcheng was just too surprised, so surprised that he froze there for a moment and simply didn't know what to do with it.

After a while, he came back to his senses and spoke with some difficulty, "He Yu, you ...... you loosen me up first."

"......"

"Just let go of me and we'll talk, okay?"

Fuck, it's actually all in a consultative tone!

There was also a vague nervousness about not knowing what to do!

Xie Qingcheng never used to say "fuck you" to He Yu, either in a commanding manner or in a mocking way like "you can come three times in fifteen minutes".

Because he knows He Yu is just messing around.

But now He Yu actually and he said it is true, and he discussed the real like, which can not help but let the father of the full Xie Qingcheng inexplicably gave birth to a very strong sense of guilt and sense of responsibility, so when communicating with He Yu, even suddenly have a few points of caution.

He Yu rested his chin against his shoulder socket, his long eyelashes dropping tears and said, "No ...... Xie Qingcheng, you laugh at me."

"......"

"You must be trying to laugh at me."

"......"

"Come on you laugh."

"...... I can't laugh, please let me go."

He Yu stifled for a moment, his voice actually carrying a few moments of genuine aggravation, "You, you're all going to say please to me?"

Xie Qingcheng simply do not know how to deal with, he feels that He Yu is now like a hundred million dollars worth of top-grade glass artwork that he can not afford to pay for if he breaks it, for fear that he will crack it if he makes a mistake in his words, and he does not even dare to swing it freely.

He weighed his words for a while before he said to the glass, "...... Well ...... then you let me go, okay?"

After He Yu countenances to release him, Xie Qingcheng stares at him for a moment, actually feeling a bit embarrassed; he really didn't expect things to go this way.

"He Yu ...... you ...... aren't kidding."

"Do I look like I'm joking to you."

"......"

Xie Qingcheng raised a hand to his forehead, seemingly digesting the information with great difficulty.

He did not laugh at He Yu, satirize He Yu, disrespect him, or call him names.

But he's got a bit of a broken heart.

He Yu likes him ......

What the fuck, how did that happen?

You know, before He Yu kissed him, hugged him, and did it with him, he never even thought about liking it.

Both of them were straight men before, and developed this kind of bed relationship, at first it was with a vengeful nature, and later, although the vengeful nature was gone, Xie Qingcheng also only thought that it was a little virgin after the taste of the desire to be unable to stop, the love of the confusion.

Even on New Year's Eve, when they'd both passed out and done it so passionately, he'd only been scandalized that he'd even had a physically violent reaction, feeling uneasy that if he continued to tangle with a lad of such sizzling feelings, he might lose control in some way and then fall with him.

Of course he knew He Yu was in love, but he never thought it was true love.

Love and affection, they are not the same.

One seeks the body, the other the mind.

He Yu, after all, is still a young man in his first year of college, what can not play? When you're on top of it, you can't wait to take the stars down to you, and when you're flat, you'll start to regret it, and you'll have to look for the so-called "true life" again. Passion comes and goes quickly, love for them is like playing a fresh and exciting game, successful points on the abandonment, Li Ruoqiu was not like this?

That's why it's fucked up to talk to young people about their feelings, the light in their eyes and the words in their mouths, you can't take them seriously if you've heard them before.

As for He Yu always skin hunger like, want to kiss and cuddle with him, he also as He Yu is playing on the addiction, the back are too lazy to pull with him again, anyway, the more he pulls the more fun, simply are ineffective struggle, as long as not to do the last, then let him go well, they do not respond, he may soon get tired of it.

But Xie Qingcheng didn't realize that He Yu wasn't tired of it.

Instead of getting tired of it, He Yu cries so much, speaks so sincerely, does so much, represses it for so long, and then gives this answer that catches him off guard when he presses him.

He said he loved him.

That's over.

Xie Qingcheng thought, "What the fuck are we gonna do with this?

Dr. Xie's mind is in chaos, how to think how wrong, but do not know how to face He Yu cupped this heart to him.

As calm as Xie Qingcheng, he was also a bit flustered when faced with such a matter. He did not move on his face, but his mind was in turmoil, thinking at breakneck speed for quite a while - suddenly, as if he had found a lifesaver, Dr. Xie found an answer from his mind that he thought was very correct - yes, it must be like this.

After he thought of this possibility, he himself first let out a slight sigh of relief, and then looked earnestly at He Yu, just as if he had given this child a medical treatment in the past, almost all of them were a kind of standard psychological diagnosis and treatment stance: ''This, He Yu, in fact, I think that you ...... should be misunderstanding your own feelings. Understand?"

He Yu: "......"

"Look." Xie Qingcheng patiently said, "I'm more than a round older than you, your father is forty-one this year, and there's not much of a gap between me and your father's years, so how could you like me?"

He Yu : "You're thirteen years older than me yes, but you're also eight years younger than my dad, so how come you're not much of a gap when it comes to him."

"Eight is not the same as thirteen."

"How it's different."

"...... One hasn't even gotten past ten."

"But Eight is only five years younger than Thirteen."

Xie Qingcheng headache was so severe, how this conversation was suddenly childish.

He also stopped doing first grade math with He Yu and said, "He Yu, you can't possibly like me, okay? You have to be responsible for yourself, don't misunderstand yourself. Imagine carefully, would you like a woman thirteen years older than yourself? You wouldn't, and then you'd be even less likely to like a man. This age gap is completely counterintuitive, even if I don't discuss my generation with your father, I'm still in your uncle-uncle generation, do you think this is normal?"

He Yu shook his head.

But before Xie Qingcheng could even breathe, he nodded again, "But if it's you, it's normal."

"......"

"If it's you, I'd like it if it was a woman, not to mention an uncle or an aunt, but I'd like it if it was a father."

"......" This crazy talk is way off the mark.

Xie Qingcheng thinks he is completely irrational, young people are like this, small mouth a smear of honey, what bee words dare to speak out.

After listening to He Yu's idea of love, he only felt that He Yu was even more unreliable than Li Ruoqiu.

He was now even more certain that the boy was on a whim, not recognizing his emotions, that madness had taken hold, that reason had disappeared, and that he was making up his mind and talking nonsense.

He only had to be patient, and with the tone of explaining 1+1=2, he said to this youngster who couldn't figure out his own feelings, "First of all, listen carefully, that example just now is called incest, and even though I'm not your own uncle or uncle, much less your own father, your assumptions are just wrong, and you shouldn't have had that thought."

He Yu looked at him from underneath his disheveled forehead hair, with eyes that looked like they were listening to Xie Qingcheng very attentively, but also looked very much like they were mocking Xie Qingcheng very attentively, as if to say bitterly, "See I guessed correctly, right, and you really don't believe it."

Xie Qingcheng ignored the little cub's nauseating look, since He Yu had confessed to him so seriously, he would definitely reply to him seriously as well.

So Prof. Hsieh continued to explain his 1+1=2: "Second, do you know what love is?"

The teenager's eyelashes were still stained with the tears from his earlier confession, and he just tilted his head so unthinkingly and said:

"It's me who likes you."

"......" Xie Qingcheng actually didn't dare to look into his eyes for a moment, the light in the child's eyes when he said this was too blazing, more or less burning him.

The man lowered his eyelids and was quiet for a moment before sighing, "You kids ......"

"Look, love is responsibility, discipline, family. He Yu, none of these can be what's happening between us."

He Yu catharsized such strong feelings to Xie Qingcheng in one breath, and actually did not feel uncomfortable, and the stagnation that was about to develop just now actually disappeared.

This enabled him to listen to Xie Qingcheng quietly and say:

"Hmm. I agree with the first half of the sentence."

Xie Qingcheng was stunned for a moment at his words, "Do you agree?"

"I agree, I also think love is responsibility, discipline, and family." He Yu said, "But Xie Qingcheng, you're missing one thing."

"What?"

He Yu was about to answer directly, but suddenly his mind changed and he said, "What did I say to you before I attached myself to this statement?"

Xie Qingcheng frowned for a moment, remembered, and mechanically repeated He Yu's words, "I like you?"

He Yu broke down into a smile, though it was bitter, but he still laughed with a bit of bitter-sweetness, and then he put his forehead against Xie Qingcheng's. He Yu was very happy to see that Xie Qingcheng's forehead had been broken down into a smile, but he was also very happy to see that Xie Qingcheng had been broken down into a smile.

"Uh-huh. Me too."

"......"

"I like you too."

Xie Qingcheng then realized that he was earning himself.

He Yu is not Li Ruoqiu, he will not listen to his instructions, he will not only refute him, and even set him up.

Xie Qingcheng was made to feel a little angry again for a moment.

He pulled away from He Yu, "I'm seriously talking to you. What are you playing at?"

"But I'm also serious." He Yu wiped the tears that had fallen during his confession, which had calmed his previously agitated heart, and said with a straight face, "I'm not playing with you."

"......"

"What you say about duty, discipline, marriage, I recognize all of that. But what about 'I love you'? What about 'I love you'? Where do you put those?"

Xie Qingcheng : "You--!"

He Yu added: "You always think I'm young, saying I'm only nineteen, but I'm already twenty, have you forgotten? And why do you look down on me because I'm young, you think I don't know anything. Thinking everything is wrong, like I can't even figure out if I like my feelings or not. It's not like I'm stupid."

"Xie Qingcheng, I know it all too well."

"The single most important thing in love is that I like you, anything less is nothing. You have to have love before you talk about responsibility, otherwise what are you doing, are you giving love?" He Yu simply hit the nail on the head, "That's what you did with Li Ruoqiu, you didn't love her at all, you were the one in the wrong, you made do with someone you didn't love because you felt guilty, in the end, you hurt yourself as well as her, you've turned your own previous marriage into a volunteer activity, who are you to say that I don't understand love? "

These words undoubtedly stung Xie Qingcheng.

Xie Qingcheng finally revealed an extremely ugly face as he gritted his teeth and said, "You little brat, and what do you know-"

But He Yu looked at him.

One pair of almond eyes just looked straight at him.

He said, "I'm an adult too, Xie Qingcheng."

"......"

"Did you notice?"

"......"

"You always used to be sarcastic, saying that I hadn't even reached the age of a weak crown in ancient times, and that I was just a little kid in ancient times. Well, now even in ancient times, I can already marry you and have children with you. It's already after the New Year, and I'm twenty years old."

"...... false math, real math is not there yet."

He Yu glared at him with red eyes, "I think even if I'm thirty, you'll still think I'm a little kid."

Xie Qingcheng said, "...... I won't talk to you about age. But you have to be clear, you really can't be fond of me."

He Yu said, "You are not me, so how do you know that I am not really fond of you?"

The son is not a fish, how to know the joy of the fish, the argument, but also the wit.

Xie Qingcheng only felt that He Yu was 100,000 times more difficult to deal with than Li Ruoqiu was back then, he originally didn't want to bring up the topic of the sexes, but at this moment he could only bring it up as an explanation, "He Yu, you're a kind of fledgling mentality. I know very well that I was the one who had sex with you first."

He Yu: "......"

"Even though you've told me before that you've had sex with a lot of people, I know you're telling lies. Because you really don't act like someone who has any sexual experience."

He Yu's face couldn't stand it, and he turned to the side.

Xie Qingcheng finally regained some sense of mastery, Dad's back straightened up quite a bit, and said to the lad, "You have some wrong ideas about what I would do in this situation, and I can understand that in terms of human nature."

"Physical craving is not love, that is merely a physical reaction. Though it is not very appropriate, I can give you an example - some people will watch some movie and they have some interest in the characters in the movie, and they will even be keen to see a particular actor perform - is that love? No, it's a very simple kind of sexual longing. That's all you feel for me, too."

"...... I didn't think of you as a bodice-ripper."

Xie Qingcheng : "You see, your instinctive reaction is all about an actress. Your own sexual orientation is normal, you like females, you remember you told me when you were in Hang that you failed in your pursuit of a girl from your school."

This time it was He Yu's turn to have a headache: "I didn't figure out my feelings at that time-"

He knew he was wrong before the words left his mouth.

Sure enough, Xie Qingcheng immediately said to him calmly, "Then how can you confirm that you've figured out your feelings now?"

"......"

"You're only nineteen."

"XX ......"

Ignoring him, Xie Qingcheng stood up, put one hand in his pocket, raised one hand, and poked He Yu in the head.

"You, you are still very young, don't waste your time on the wrong people and stop misunderstanding your feelings. You have to understand that you are only a physical habitual desire for me, and a ...... perhaps similar desire to make up for the defects of fatherhood. And two men together is, I think ...... itself wrong."

He Yu : "Then the mistakes you and I have made together are enough for both of us to be sentenced to death eighteen times."

Xie Qingcheng: "Then don't get sentenced for the nineteenth time."

He Yu didn't say anything and looked at him as if he was hurt.

Although Xie Qingcheng did not laugh at him, did not satirize him, and even spoke to him properly in such a serious manner to educate him to turn back to the right path, even such a reaction was frustrating.

"I can be sentenced to death with you an infinite number of times." He Yu stubbornly said, "Xie Qingcheng. if there is reincarnation, I am very willing to die with you ten thousand times one hundred million times."

"If only for one of those times, you could believe that I really love you."

Xie Qingcheng : "......"

It's outrageous, it's beyond the level of lips smeared with honey and saying BEE words, how can a child be outrageous to this extent.

Uncle wants--

It's really killing me.

What the fuck is the cure for this disease?