Chapter 54: Blush

Life is sometimes desperately scary.

There are only two paths between life and death, but after just one day, one path becomes a dead one.

Doctors told Tan Mo that he may spend his life in a wheelchair forever.

He can't stand up, he can't be normal in the eyes of others, he can't get Qiao Lan off the hook, he doesn't have a choice anymore.

Fate had left him only one thing he could do.

That's leaving Qiao Lan.

Stay away from her, and don't let anyone see Qiao Lan with him again.

At this moment, Tan Mo felt that her heart was already hurting so much that she couldn't feel anything.

Qiao Lan buzzed and vibrated for a few moments, Tan Mo looked down and saw a tweet from Qiao Lan, asking if he was feeling better today and if he could come to school tomorrow.

Why bother with him, why insist on it when you've already been vilified because of him.

Tan Mo sometimes wishes that Qiao Lan could be a little more selfish, a little less kind.

He can't go to school tomorrow, he can't go the day after that, and maybe every day after that, never again.

After a long time, Tan Mo tweets Qiao Lan back and tells her that she won't be coming for the rest of the week.

"Why," Qiao Lan called as promised, "is it so serious this time?"

"Well," Tan Mo said, "it's serious."

The other side was silent for a long time, said, "Tan Mo, go to the hospital for a checkup, I'll go with you on the weekend, okay."

Tan Mo closes his eyes, his hand holding the cell phone a little unsteady, and he suddenly calls out to Qiao Lan, who asks him softly what's wrong.

"If ......"

Tan Mo suppressed the pain to the extreme and mumbled, "I said if... if I had gone for a checkup and the doctor had told me that for the rest of my life... I will never be able to stand up..."

What would you do.

But as the words came out of his mouth, Tan Mo suddenly laughed to himself, why did he ask Qiao Lan what to do when he couldn't stand up, what did it have to do with him, and what did he expect from Qiao Lan?

"... Nothing, I rambled..."

Tan Mo was about to say this, but the next moment, Qiao Lan's voice had already come out from the other end of the phone.

Qiao Lan didn't know why Tan Mo suddenly said such a thing, and when Tan Mo finished asking, she didn't even think about it and already opened her mouth.

"Then I'll take care of you for the rest of your life."

When he finished, Qiao Lan's phone went quiet.

Tan Mo held his cell phone in a daze, and Qiao Lan suddenly felt his ears burning as he remembered what he had said after an afterthought.

After what was said later, both of them could not listen to it, and after hanging up the phone in a daze, Qiao Lan held the cell phone in a daze and squatted on the open balcony of the dormitory where she hung her clothes to dry.

The words that just came out of her mouth without thinking after Tan Mo asked.

Tan Mo asked her what she would do if she couldn't stand up later, and her thought was just like that, if she couldn't stand up then she couldn't stand up, and she would still take care of him the same way she does now.

But when it came out of her mouth, Qiao Lan realized that it seemed to have a different and special meaning, it was almost like a love sentence.

Tan Mo simply doesn't understand this, but how can Qiao Lan not understand what it means when you say, whether you're a man or a woman, that you've thought about taking care of someone for the rest of your life?

Qiao Lan crouched in the darkness, not saying a word as he thought back to why he had said what he had said.

But when one waits to think about it, it doesn't seem like it's untraceable that one would have such a thought.

Long ago, Qiao Lan thought about the book's traces of Tan Mo, about the fact that he would leave school during his sophomore year, reappear during his freshman year, and end his life during his junior year.

She didn't want Tan Mo to repeat this kind of life, not to mention she didn't want to let a vivid life leave this world, so she always tried to do her best to make him feel that someone liked him and cared about him, so that he wouldn't lose confidence in life and live bravely.

Having known each other for more than a year, Qiao Lan sees Tan Mo as her responsibility, as the most important person to her, and she wants him to get through this high school well, and then watch over him to make sure that he gets through his college years safe and sound, without any more tragedies.

Qiao Lan didn't think about the farther future, she didn't think about these things specifically, she just didn't realize that it had become like this.

Now that she's dedicated to quieting down and seriously thinking about it again, after she has accompanied Tan Mo through the death point of his destiny, what will happen after that? Can she just let go of her hand and let Tan Mo live on his own, or give him to another person?

Qiao Lan thought about it for a long time, and finally decided that she couldn't do it.

She wasn't sure, she wasn't sure if anyone would show up after she left, like Song Yao in the original novel, and push him into hell yet again, and she was even more uneasy about the fact that she was only gone for a while, and when she came back again, wouldn't she never see him again, just like in the book.

So she does want to take care of Tan Mo and see him live peacefully and forever.

Qiao Lan hadn't deliberately thought about these things, but she had already made plans for the future without realizing it, and that's why when Tan Mo asked, she said that she could take care of her for the rest of her life without even thinking about it.

Thinking about it left and right, I don't see anything wrong with my idea, but then I look back on it, and I still think there's something wrong with the statement everywhere.

Qiao Lan squatted on the balcony and texted Bai Yu after a long time.

[If someone says they want to take care of you for the rest of your life, what do you think that means?]

Bai Yu's side instantly replied, a large number of "crap" shocked Qiao Lan's eyes raw pain.

[Crap, crap, crap, crap, what do you mean by that?]

[Who said that to you? This love talk is too flirty!]

[That's even more touching than I love you, and if someone said that to me, I'd definitely go with them!]

Qiao Lan: ......

Qiao Lan repeatedly explained that no one had said that to her, she just wanted to ask, but after half a day she asked Bai Yu again.

[What does it say about you if one day you have this desire to take care of someone for the rest of their life?]

[That means I love misery!]

Qiao Lan: ......

What a mess.

She's actually 3-4 years older than Tan Mo, and Tan Mo is still so innocent and doesn't know anything, according to Bai Yu, isn't she taking advantage of Tan Mo?

Bai Yu's words are all about tigers and wolves!

Can't hear it can't hear it.

I didn't get anything out of it, so I just didn't think about it, thinking that Tan Mo must not have understood the ambiguity of what I was saying anyway.

Tan Mo's leg pain seems to be quite serious this time. Let's go to Tan Mo's house on Friday afternoon after school.

It was Friday, and after the last class, Qiao Lan messaged Tan Mo to ask if he was at home, and if he was, she would come over.

Tan Mo replied that he was outside, and after waiting for a while, he added that Qiao Lan should wait for a while, and that he had something to do with Uncle Chen, and that he would go to pick her up when it was over.

Qiao Lan thought for a couple seconds before saying yes.

In just a moment of hesitation, she remembered the various rumors that had been circulating in the school after she had gotten out of Uncle Chen's car earlier.

Qiao Lan in fact did not feel too much impact, classmates are very good, except Xiang Xiaohan yin and yang, but no one said anything nonsense, some are still scolding the foreign class those who do not know what dirty thinking.

When she first found out about it, Qiao Lan was furious for a night of studying, but not after a good night's sleep.

As much as they denigrated and soured her, she did well on her exams as usual, and now she's still growing, so let's just say they're jealous.

Do you really want to avoid Tan Mo and stay away from Tan Mo for the sake of those people? In her heart, their views were not even comparable to a hair on Tan Mo's head.

So when Uncle Chen said he would pick her up this time, Qiao Lan only thought about it for a split second before agreeing, and she wasn't afraid of anyone seeing her.

Sometimes everyone doesn't believe you, and that doesn't mean you're wrong, but they're too blind.

Qiao Lan went back to the dormitory to get a piece of clothing, and when it was almost six o'clock, she went out of the school gate, and stood in the neighborhood across the street from the school, waiting for Uncle Chen to come over.

But before Uncle Chen could wait for her, she heard someone calling her. Qiao Lan turned around and looked at her for a long time before she recognized that the person sitting on the car and greeting her was Second Sister Qiao.

When Second Sister Qiao saw Qiao Lan, her afterglow swept over the other two people sitting next to her and finally sighed in relief.

She's been driving to the outside of the annex every day for days.

It was only a few days ago that Qiao's second sister realized that Qiao Lan didn't live in school to facilitate her studies, but that Qiao's father Qiao's mother had accused Qiao Lan of stealing money from the family and kicked her out.

Thanks to her mom's assurance that she would be able to bring Qiao Lan back.

In the end, we waited and waited, but we didn't see Qiao Lan.

However, Qiao Lan's photo was so stunning that her son-in-law, who was already impatient, not only changed his mind but also said he was willing to wait for a few more days after seeing Qiao Lan's photo.

The other party was even more satisfied when they found out about Qiao Lan's achievements in the government, and they approached her every day, saying that they wanted to meet Qiao Lan.

Qiao Er Sister was so happy that she continuously pushed Qiao's mother several times, but she never saw anyone, and then she finally found out that Qiao Lan had been beaten out by Qiao's mother.

I was so angry that I couldn't do anything about it, so I just drove over to try my luck, and I've been here several times, and today I finally gave it a bump.

Qiao Lan had just come out of school and was still wearing her uniform, but surrounded by boys and girls in uniform, Qiao Lan stood out and was instantly recognizable, and when she turned her head, she was even more stunning.

The young man sitting in the back of the car's eyes lit up.

Although he had seen pictures before, he had never seen a real person, and he was looking forward to it because he had heard that Qiao Lan had gotten very good grades and was really different from the rest of Qiao's family.

Now finally see the real person, unlike Qiao Er sister's young face makeup thick can not see the original features, the girl in the distance face clean, but still beautiful amazing.

Luo Nian finally felt that his several trips here had not been in vain.

Second Sister Qiao greeted Qiao Lan overly enthusiastically, Qiao Lan frowned but walked over and stood a meter away from the car to greet Second Sister Qiao.

The more Qiao Lan looked at her, the happier she became, "Where is this going, home?"

Qiao Lan glanced into the car and realized that besides Second Sister Qiao, there were two other people in the back of the car.

"No, to my friend's house," Qiao Lan said, not bothering to take two steps back.

"How can you go to your friend's house if you don't go home on vacation, come get in the car, my sister will take you to dinner, we haven't seen each other for a long time, it's hard to see each other and talk."

Qiao Lan finally saw clearly, the back of the car sat a man and a woman, she did not recognize the man, but the other party looked straight at her, the eyes make people extraordinarily uncomfortable.