Trapping yourself with love.

" Xiang He , go to the nearby pharmacy and buy two pairs of abortion prescriptions back." Taking advantage of Wen Ji not being at home, Xu You instructed Xiang He to do so.

"Madam, this is ......." A few days ago, Xu You was so happy to have a baby, but now she has decided to have an abortion, and even Wen Ji looks so ugly, could it be that the baby is not Wen Ji's? Xiang He was in a state of alarm and said, "Why don't you reconsider, the child is innocent."

"Go buy it." Xu You closed her eyes.

Seeing that Madam's mind was made up, Xiang He could not say anything else, so he retired.

Xu You closed your eyes to slow down, Sun cave has a kind of tingling feeling, for several days in a row have not slept well, once asleep, nightmares haunting, vaguely heard the baby's cry, she also dreamed of two hands holding a baby, when she wanted to take a closer look, the hands of the baby turned into a pool of cold blood.

The feeling of coldness and stinging of the bones made her momentarily terrified and unforgettable.

When she woke up from the nightmare, into the eyes is the emaciated thin face of Wen Ji, his bloodshot eyes, from the end of the eyes a little red, and finally the whole eye sockets dense vapor.

He buried his head at the nape of Xu You's neck, and Xu You felt his body shudder and heard his tremulous voice of guilt and remorse: "Xu A we don't want to have a baby, okay, I just want you, I don't want anything, just you."

Xu You Kui opened his eyes and looked at the top of the bed, wanting to say something, but nothing came out, all the words and emotions turned into a soft sigh after a thousand turns in his chest.

Her brain is very messy, frequently thinking of her modern self, just graduated 24 years old, she works in an advertising company, usually draw some small cartoons in her spare time, self-indulgence, at that time, not even an object, not to mention marriage and children, there is a rash in the company like her, but she refused, she felt that a person is quite good, comfortable and at ease.

Do what you want to do, go to work and touch the fish, the serialized manga is rarely updated, and is called a missing person by the readers. There are many colleagues in the company got married, there are show love, there are complaining about family matters, all these have nothing to do with her, she does not care.

Slowly around the friends are married, a lot of people to urge her to get married, or introduce her to the object, said someone to partner life is good, said the child is so cute, she never left ear in the right ear out.

She had met many, many people, but that heart was as still as still water, she understood that it was wrong to feel this way, so she didn't want to go with the flow, she was willing to wait until she could meet the person who could make her whole soul come alive.

Until this time, she met Min Duan, who committed suicide in front of a stone monument, and his fierce love was as clean and pure as jasmine; she met Jue Shen, who took out his whole red heart, and his simple and persistent love was sensational; and now she meets Wen Zhi, whose paranoid and deep love is underneath his cold and indifferent appearance.

Every time the world began, she could sense that the person was him, that a certain trait was part of his soul.

Because their souls have met and fallen in love, they feel familiar and drawn to each reunion.

A child conceived with love, Xu You difficult to part with, before I thought it was quite distant, did not think about it, but now I know that there is a life in the belly, the feeling, like a blood thread hooked to the heart, was hooked out of the feeling that has never been seen before.

It's an amazing feeling to have an unbreakable bond with a little being in this life.

Xu You sat in a wooden chair for most of the afternoon, Xiang He placed the boiled medicine next to her, the medicine cooled and warmed, warmed and cooled again, she was slow to move.

Looking at her expression, Xiang He sighed softly, "Ma'am, it's better to forget about it."

"You go down first." Xu You said.

Forget it? How can she do that? Should she gamble that she and Lingling Ye are different, so the end will be different? What if she loses the bet, not only herself and the fetus in her womb, but also Wen Ji, who is afraid that ......

What about abortion? Not to mention her own, wen jutsu can not be completely relieved, originally has been living in the shadow of the death of relatives, how to face the abortion of the child.

He just sees her as more overly important, not that blood relatives aren't important to him.

There are no two options.

Xu You clenched his teeth, covered his stomach with one hand, and picked up the bowl full of tonics with the other, the grayish-brown liquid inside emitting a bitter medicinal smell.

Sorry kid, I ......

She rationalized that if she didn't abort the child, she couldn't afford the result of the overthrow of the Winking Technique, that it was just a false world, even if the feelings were more than real.

Despite this thought, her hand holding the bowl could not stop shaking, and even the medicine in the bowl rippled.

The moment the medicinal juice touched her lips, she recalled seeing the misanthropic grayness in Wen Ji's eyes over the past few days, the same grayness that had appeared in her eyes ten years ago when she'd first put on the kitten and seen him cowering on the floor, beaten beyond recognition.

That kind of lifeless misanthropy, like a gloomy gray haze, obscures all the beauty of the world.

In a flash of light, Xu You suddenly thought of something, and with the trust value brushed to 95 and the blackened value remaining at 5 points, he never moved again, as if he had encountered some invisible obstacle like before.

This world's Winking Art is a bit special, the trust value either doesn't go up or it grows like crazy, and the change in it seems like it's going to meet some kind of opportunity.

Because the matter of his blood relatives had planted a dark cloud in his heart, could this child be an opportunity to turn the corner?

Xu You put down the bowl in his hand, touched his stomach, and asked Seven Eight in his head, "How can the child be saved?"

Seven Eight picked his brain, "There is a way."

"What is it?"

"Using two thousand points for a body switch to renew your life," Seven Eight said, "is equivalent to transferring the life span of this body of yours to the child in your womb."

Xu You thought, I really guessed right, the system is not all about the host and mission advancement, whenever you encounter a node, there will be points to use the new function.

"You start by spending 50 points on a simulation to project," Xu You says, "the change in Winking Technique's Trust and Blackness values if I die on the date of the child's birth."

Seven Eight speculated with the model, "The simulation results in a trust value of 100 and a blackout value of 0."

Just finished the mission.

But July 8 adds, "The models are not always correctly extrapolated, after all, the human heart is unpredictable and emotionally complex ......"

Xu You interrupted it, "Events are about probability, what do you think the probability of accomplishing the task will be?"

"80%"

That's enough, Xu You settled on this idea.

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Inside the Misty Forest, the wind and snow don't invade, and the branches and leaves are still flourishing, and the thick water mist fills the surroundings, covering the sky and the sun, and the visibility of the sight is extremely low.

Wen Ji a robe was soaked and damp, he walked among the lush forest, I do not know how long, the water mist receded, he came to the calm small lake, one of the obsolete wooden house.

As soon as he approached, a silver bell rang out far and wide, clear and long.

"Creak", the wooden door opened, out of a colorful red monk robes, ink hair scattered cloak of people, his face demonic, his left hand a string of Buddha beads, his right hand a string of bells, barefoot walking, his phoenix eyes lightly hooked, out of the corner of the eye, not far away from the people, "Winking art, what are you doing here?"

"I said back then, if you leave with old man Xuanjing and ask me for something again, you have to pluck out a pair of eyes and give them to me, do you remember?"

Wen Ji pursed his lips, not really caring, and drew out a dagger, so he was going to stab himself in the eye.

"Eh? There's no rush." Hikari was silent as she blocked his dagger with her bell, while there were bells around, the bell in his hand was silent, "Those were the words back then, nowadays I'm not interested in your eyes."

Smell Art looked at him, "So what do you want?"

"Aiyaa," Hikari Wu Sheng lazily smiled, "I went to the palace some days ago, and I saw that the eunuchs inside were very interesting, with crippled bodies and tainted hearts, what do you think?"

Wen Ji had little expression, and with a twist of the dagger's blade he stabbed underneath him.

Yan Wu Sheng raised his hand and struck, knocking his dagger to the ground, "You're so very boring, I'm too lazy to make things difficult for you, back then I told you not to go out of the forest for fear of encountering the present dilemma, you're willing to fall into the dust, refusing to listen, this time you know how to come and beg me?"

He was a bit saddened by the fact that Winking Art was still as tough on others as he was back then, and even tougher on himself.

Wen Ji had long been accustomed to his unpredictable, say-one-do-two nature, so he briefly and succinctly described the matter and asked him, "What is the solution?"

"How would I know what to solve, since it's the will of heaven, naturally I have to ask heaven," said Hikari voicelessly, "You already have a bloodbath aura, and you were previously tainted with three lives, so I'm afraid it won't be easy to unring the bell."

Seeing Wenjiao's expression of not wanting to talk nonsense with him, he tsked, "You dead child, ten years ago I should have thrown you into the lake and fed you to the fish."

I also don't know what kind of demonic method Hikari Useless used, ten years of wind and frost didn't leave the slightest trace on his demonic face.

"Follow me."

Hikari noiselessly walked towards the piece of mirror lake, the lake was like a transparent ice mirror, clearly reflecting the surrounding scenery, the cold air above it invaded one's whole body from the soles of one's feet.

The name of this lake is called Tongtian Lake, when Yan WuSheng found WenJu, also through this lake, the bottom of the lake has yin and yang eight trigrams array, conducive to divination and fortune telling.

Yan Wusheng took out a yellow paper from the sleeve of his coat and handed it to Wen Ji: "You use your heart's blood to depict the Blood Heavenly Sacrifice on this map, and then deduce the trigrams, break the cause and effect and divide the lines, and how the solution will be, you will have to listen to the heavenly destiny."

"When drawing a formation you have to exclude distracting thoughts, if you make a wrong stroke, it will backfire on you."

Wen Ji took it and said faintly, "Thank you."

Hikari Wu Sheng's Yin lips hooked: "If you are so grateful, why don't you kowtow to hear it?"

Wen Ji looked at him expressionlessly.

"Ouch, ouch, ouch, dead kid." Hikari shook her head as she walked out of the lake and sat cross-legged on the edge to watch.

Wen Ji lowered his eyes and looked at the runic paper, it is an extremely large array, I'm afraid that after drawing the outside circle, it will take half a bowl of blood, the array runes are extremely complex, ordinary people are afraid that it is difficult to draw the whole thing.

Without saying a word, Wen Ji took the dagger and stabbed it into his heart, blood spilled out, he dipped his index finger into the blood from his heart and drew a formation on the mirror lake.

The originally emerald green and blue surface of the lake instantly turned into a murky, dark black color, making the blood look extremely harsh.

Half a day passed, Wen Ji finished drawing the big circle outside, already his lips were white, in order to save time and steps, the dagger had been inserted in his heart, if the blood dried up, he turned the handle hand, so that the sharp edge was twisted in the flesh of the heart, so that it was easy to take the blood.

A stroke of the pen, painted all the obsession of love, blood scar silent, said all the heart pious expectations.

"Tch, dead pup."

Yan Wu Sheng put down the Buddha beads and could not help but lament, "To be trapped with love is meant to be sad."

Two days and one night passed, the last stroke of the Blood Heavenly Sacrifice fell, and in an instant the blood light of Mirror Lake rushed to the sky, and the wind and clouds stirred up a piece.

Wen Ji sat down cross-legged, took out the three copper coins, and gazed at the divination.

A few moments later, the blood red in the water faded like an ebbing tide, gradually restoring the original clear and bright, the wind stopped, the clouds light, the center of the forest returned to tranquility.

Wen Ji put away the copper coins, threw away the dagger, and covered his heart with one hand, blood leaking from his pale fingertips as he took a step out of the Mirror Lake.

Hikari no sound stood up and approached him, and was opening her mouth to ask, "How was it?"

Who knew that Winking Art leaned forward and fainted and fell to the ground.

Yan Wusheng hastily squatted down, reached out to probe his pulse, seeing his face pale and greenish, his pulse is weak, his breath is like a swimmer, the Mirror Lake cold has already invaded the bone marrow, the ice sting is unbearable.

He withdrew his hand and sighed, "Why bother?"