Chapter 135: Extra I
In the 10th year after Xie Ruhang's death, Tang Bai became a renowned weapons manufacturer, inherited the Weapons Research Institute, and became an omega like Bai Zhi, who was old enough not to get married and had a good career.
"Sugarplum, look at Tong Meng, he's already had his second child, and you don't even have a romantic partner." Tang's mother cautiously said, "When are you going to go on a blind date again?"
Forty-seven year old Tang Bai has the most fashionable egg roll hairstyle, fluffy light curly hair sets off his face small and delicate, he just appeared in front of the public as a judge of the mecha manufacturing competition a while ago, and made it to the hot search engines once just by his face.
Tang Bai was wearing a white shirt that day, sitting on the shoulder of his classic pink rabbit mech, waving his hand to greet the crowd, the wind blew his beautiful curly hair a little messy, and he jumped down from the mech with a smile on his eyes, still looking like a teenager at that time.
Someone left a comment on the hotspot saying that although Tang Bai has a successful career, he is unmarried and not yet pregnant and cannot have true happiness in his life.
This comment was scolded by tens of thousands of netizens, "Those who judge happiness only by marriage get lost, my male god married himself to the Federation's mecha manufacturing business okay? Without the series of mechs designed by my male god to defeat the empire, would you still be able to sit here and be happy on StarNet right now?"
But no matter how strong the netizens' fighting spirit is, they can't go spamming Tang Bai's number one marriage caller - Jiang Youwen.
Faced with her mother's daily urging for marriage, Tang Bai said helplessly, "I've been on blind dates with single alpha and beta people of the right age, haven't I? You found a new blind date again?"
"No." Tang's mother looked a little hesitant.
Tang Bai raised an eyebrow, "First things first, too young for my liking."
Tang's mother introduced Tang Bai to a 20 years younger blind date, the kid is said to be Tang Bai's fan, has loved Tang Bai for ten years, the moment he met Tang Bai, he blushed, so nervous that he couldn't even speak well.
Tang Bai has been on a blind date for a day, feels like he's not on a date, he's at a fan meeting, and he can't talk to people his age.
He said that the rabbit meat on a certain snack street was delicious, and the other party only knew that commercial buildings had now been built on that street He said that the mecha style of the underground arena was plain and solemn, and the other party had never been to this place that had been overhauled He said that in the past, omega couldn't walk on the street, and the other party hastened to compliment him on his contribution to the protection of the rights and interests of omega ......
At the end of that day, Tang Bai wondered if maybe it wasn't the kid's fault, just that he had left his favorite things in the past forever.
"It's not kids, it's Gu Tunan."
Tang Bai froze for a split second as he looked up incredulously and repeated, "Gu Tunan?!"
*
After Xie Ruhang's death, his celebrated life was characterized not only by his legendary career, but also by his love story with Gu Tunan.
He and Gu Tunan met in the military school, it can be said that they do not fight say, one grade first, one grade second, one is from the slums, one is a nobleman's son, two similar and different people sympathize with each other in the competition.
Many people speculate that they were attracted to each other's excellence in military school, and that's why Gu Tunan was willing to be Xie Ruhang's aide-de-camp when they went into battle together after graduation.
Many Xie Gu CP fans are high on sugar from the classic battles recorded in the textbooks. For example, in the Battle of Kamengla, Xie Ruhang, who was still a major general at the time, put forward a bold battle plan, which everyone thought was too risky, and the crowd tried to get Gu Tunan to discourage Xie Ruhang, but Gu Tunan, who has always been looking for stability, remained silent for a long time, and then said, "We can try it out".
When Gu Tunan was later interviewed and asked why he supported Xie Ruhang in this crazy scheme, Gu Tunan, apart from clarifying the merits of the scheme, added that His Excellency the Major General had not eaten or drank for a whole day in order to conceptualize the scheme.
At the time, a bunch of fans said they were high as hell, saying they were lucky to have Gu Tunan as a supportive and understanding lover of Xie Ruhang's hard work, while Tang Bai stared at the short phrase "not eating or drinking for a whole day" for a long time.
Tang Bai remembers the way Xie Ruhang ate his desserts, so focused, so concentrated, as if she was devoting herself to it, and after she ate it all, she had to say what she felt after eating it with a hundred words of rainbow farts.
Tang Bai thought, "How can a person go a day without eating or drinking? If he had been at Xie Ruhang's side at the time, he would have tried to make a meal that Xie Ruhang would have been willing to part with his energy for.
But then he remembered what Xie Ruhang had once told him, I just think of you as a friend, I don't like your love, and it makes me feel a little sick.
Whenever Tang Bai thinks of this, he feels sad.
Even after all these years, he's still a little sad every time he thinks about it.
He figured it was understandable that Xie Ruhang would say that, they were both omega, they shared the same gender, they shouldn't be attracted to each other.
Tang Bai substitutes himself, if it was Tong Meng who liked him and confessed to him, would he still stay friends with Tong Meng?
It will still be, it just won't be as intimate, I guess.
It's actually completely understandable, isn't it?
The hand that held the brooch trembled, Tang Bai looked at himself in the mirror in a trance, he changed into a black suit and held the crystal brooch, he rarely wore black, and the all-black outfit was only worn on the day of Xie Ruhang's funeral.
That day he was dressed in black and wore white roses on his chest, and he cried his heart out at Xie Ruhang's funeral, sobbing until everyone looked at him in amazement--
"Is this man related to Marshal Xie?"
"It's strange that, not being a relative, His Excellency Xie Ruhang's lover didn't cry so much."
"Marshal Xie never mentioned him, did he."
"Maybe he's a longtime fan of Marshal Shea?"
......
His mother and Tong Meng picked him up in a panic and asked him what was wrong, and he said, he said ah, he said Xie Ruhang is my idol, my omega light, and his whole body was shaking when he said that, and he wanted to say that Xie Ruhang is someone I like, like very much, like very much, and not just a fan's like for an idol ......
But he couldn't say that.
Xie Ruhang didn't like him, his love would make Xie Ruhang sick, and he can't say those things on Xie Ruhang's grave.
For a long time after Xie Ruhang's death, he would restrain his urge to go to the cemetery to pay his respects, saying to himself that there were no bones of Xie Ruhang in that cemetery, and that before his death, Xie Ruhang had gone to a place that no one knew.
So during that time he began to travel around, he hoped he could find out where Xie Ruhang went before he died, he traveled a lot, met a lot of people, a lot of people knew Xie Ruhang, and those people knew him, and said that he was the light of omega after Xie Ruhang.
He said no, he said there was only one omega light.
A small child said to him in ignorance, "But big brother, that omega light is dead.
Xie Ruhang is dead.
It took him a year to come to terms with the fact that Xie Ruhang, the one who burned himself with life and shone brightly, was never coming back.
Ten years had passed and he seemed to have moved on from that heavy sadness.
Not only him, but Gu Tunan came out too.
Not only did he walk out, he had to come to him for a blind date ......
Thinking of this, that sadness turned into grief and anger, Tang Bai thought angrily how Gu Tunan could be like this, how could he forget Xie Ruhang.
But soon he calmed down, he is no longer a child, he knows that no one is in love forever, Xie Ruhang has already left this world for ten years, in this ten years Gu Tunan did not find another new love is already a long love alpha.
He is not qualified, not in a position to ask Gu Tunan to stay married to Xie Ruhang for life.
Tang Bai puts on a black bowler hat as he walks out of his room and drives alone to the promised restaurant.
On the street there were omega and alpha students walking to school together, Tang Bai looked out of the window for a while at the students wearing the same uniforms, and thought that this was a sight that Xie Ruhang would like to see, but unfortunately he would never see it again.
He remembers the way Xie Ruhang thought about the future to him, and how the always-silent phoenix eyes lit up with an unnamed light, like a night sky filled with stars.
He forgot what he said at the time, but remembered that those eyes were so surprisingly beautiful that he had been thinking about them for so many years that every time he tried to forget, he looked up at the stars and thought of Xie Ruhang.
After Xie Ruhang's death, he would often look up at the starry sky alone, holding the only thing Xie Ruhang had ever given him, the somewhat old book.
Xing Xing hangs low in the sky and their activities are silent.
Tang Bai tilted his head up and looked at the bright stars, and suddenly he remembered how he and Xie Ruhang had gotten along with each other, all the little things, and how Xie Ruhang had told him that people would become Xing Xing after they died.
He said to Xie Ruhang, "So does Xing Xing talk to each other? Does Xing Xing talk to each other by winking their eyes?
He says and winks at Xie Ruhang, who looks at him and smiles lightly.
At that time, he always thought that Xie Ruhang liked him, because Xie Ruhang always smiled at him so gently, looked at his eyes so gently, and spoke to him so gently, so gently, so gently, so gently, so gently, so gently, so gently, so gently, so gently, so gently, so gently, so gently, so gently, so gently, so gently, so gently, so gently, so gently.
But now that I think about it, it should just be his own brain in the beautification of all this, just a brief eye contact, but by his own beautification into a hidden tenderness, those for Xie Ruhang said have not been placed on the heart of the drop, but by his own memories of day after day in the heart of the indelible grooves of the traces of the wash out of the traces of the gully.
He's the one who's making a fool of himself, and who's to blame?
Tang Bai got out of the car and tried to exhale the pent-up air that hovered in his chest, though it didn't have much effect.
He was in a bad mood and had a bad expression on his face, but he hadn't been planning on having a proper date in the first place, so he let himself go into the restaurant with a cold face.
Tang Bai's mood got a little worse when he saw the mango and coconut milk shaved ice that Gu Tunan had ordered for him in advance... he should have told Gu Tunan that he was allergic to mango, right? Did he? No? I can't remember. It's been more than twenty years, and he can't remember these trivial things himself.
The moment he sat down from his seat, Tang Bai suddenly remembered that he had once made a mango lasagna for Xie Ruhang, who had eaten it with great satisfaction, and when he asked why he hadn't moved after eating it, he told him that he was allergic to mango.
Xie Ruhang immediately nervous, you mango allergy to make mango lasagna will be allergic to?
He says his allergies aren't very severe, he just gets a little sick when he smells it.
So Xie Ruhang seriously said, you don't have to make this next time, I like to eat whatever you make.
Tang Bai is also reminded of his previous blind date to an alpha whose pheromone was mango flavored and he said sorry, I'm allergic to mango, I don't like your pheromone.
That alpha is not willing to say, I believe that love is more important is the attraction of the soul, as long as enough love for each other pheromone what flavor is not important.
He thought about it for a moment, and decided that the alpha had a point, and that if it was Xie Ruhang's, he'd still like it even if Xie Ruhang had mango-flavored pheromones.
So he nodded, then rejected the alpha again.
"Long time no see." Gu Tunan's opening remarks interrupted Tang Bai's memories, and Tang Bai came back to his senses as he nodded, "It's been a long time."
"I didn't think you'd be willing to come, Auntie said you've put off many blind dates in the meantime." Gu Tunan and Tang Bai exchanged pleasantries, "I understand you've been working on the third generation of the 'I'm super cute' anti-missile system lately, it seems like you've run into a bit of difficulty lately, do you need the military department to provide you with assistance?"
"Thanks, no need." Tang Bai refused without hesitation.
Gu Tunan pointed to the shaved ice with mango and coconut milk he ordered for Tang Bai, "It's a very popular dessert at this restaurant."
"Sorry, I'm allergic to mangoes."
The atmosphere was a bit awkward for a while, Gu Tunan was about to order something else, but Tang Bai said, "No need, there are a lot of things going on at the Weapons Research Institute, I came here to ask you something."
"Is it to ask why I once rejected you and now I'm coming forward?"
They used each other as a matchmaking shield before Gu Tunan abruptly ended the relationship and confessed that he had someone he loved.
"I admire you as you are now, you're independent and self-reliant, your weapon making talents are far above the rest, you're the type I desire." Gu Tunan asked himself, but the omega in front of him didn't have the slightest joy of being complimented, his showy brows furrowed as he looked at him with downright disappointment, "Did you say those words to him as well?"
This one he did not name, but Gu Tunan knew what Tang Bai meant.
"Said." Gu Tunan replied calmly after a moment's thought.
The attitude is not like treating one's true love, but rather recalling a similar question and summarizing a similar solution while doing the problem.
Tang Bai deadlocked his grip on the water cup, and a faintly imperceptible tremor appeared in that blandly self-possessed voice: "How can you ......"
How could you do this to Xie Ruhang's feelings, how could you ......
When he couldn't control himself to splash the glass of water on Gu Tunan's face, he heard Gu Tunan's next words, "You seem to have some misunderstanding about me, I should have kept this from you, but I thought about it for a long time, and I think that keeping it from you like this would be a disservice to you instead."
Looking at Tang Bai's somewhat haggard face, Gu Tunan paused as he said, "Once I promised to help Xie Ruhang accomplish something, and I've kept that promise for the past ten years."
"Xie Ruhang didn't like me, he just asked me to do him a favor and let me tell the world we were in love after he died."
"Snap."
Tang Bai dropped his glass of water.
The water in the glass wet the tabletop and Tang Bai's clothes, but Tang Bai asked after him as if he hadn't noticed, "What did you say?!"
"Say that again!!!"
Tang Bai's outburst was beyond Gu Tunan's expectation, he froze for a moment, for a moment he didn't know if what he did was right or wrong, but he wouldn't shy away from his decision since he had already made it, Gu Tunan repeated word for word, "Xie Ruhang didn't like me, he just asked me to do him a favor, so that I can tell after his death that the "Xie Ruhang doesn't like me.
Gu Tunan saw Tang Bai's whole body trembled as if he had heard something that completely overturned his perception, "When did he, when did he go to please you?"
"At the end of the mecha duel for the chief's test, I bumped into his heat and learned that he was omega, and after a few days I confessed my love to him, and he rejected me and asked me for these things again."
After saying this, Gu Tunan saw Tang Bai shedding a tear in a daze.
Then the tears and broken jade beads fell, drop after drop, along with a grief that was thick to the core.
He was clearly crying, but the smile was raised on his tear-stained face, Tang Bai covered his face, covering his eyes with his hands, and in the artificially created darkness, it seemed that he could leave behind all the rules, calmness, and decency of the present, and bawl his eyes out like an aggrieved child.
*
Tang Bai remembers his first encounter with Xie Ruhang in the library of the Federal Military Academy.
He asked Xie Ruhang to carry his books for him, and the alpha was tall, with long arms and legs, and overly good-looking.
He thought this alpha could run for the Federation Military Academy's schoolmaster, something like schoolmaster being a selection that a bunch of omegas at their ceremonial academy had idly made.
When Tang Bai returned to the dormitory with his books, he happened to hear Tong Meng and the others discussing passionately about this year's new schoolmate of the Federal Military Academy, when Tang Bai came, the little omegas quieted down for a moment, and under Tang Bai's enquiring gaze, Tong Meng spoke up apologetically, "Baby, it's not that we don't care about affinity, it's just that this new schoolmate is too good-looking, it's hard for us to say in good conscience that Gu Tunan is more handsome than him! It's just that the new schoolmaster's face is so good that we can't honestly say that Gu Tunan is more handsome than him, but of course, Gu Tunan is also very handsome!"
Tang Bai curiously looked closer, only to see that the photo of the new schoolboy judged by the Etiquette Academy was a snapshot.
Is in the federal military school freshmen just enrolled in the school entrance, black hair and black eyes alpha carrying luggage, he seems to feel the filming instrument, cold face back to the head, cold phoenix eyes aimed at the camera, that pounced on the sense of oppression through space and time and the screen, along with that richly colored beauty impact Tang Bai a face.
"His name is Xie Ruhang, and he's as gentlemanly as he is honored, and he's really so good looking!"
Tang Bai laughed a little, "Yeah, in person it's even better than the picture."
Crowd omega: "!!!"
Tang Bai told us about his encounter in the library, and everyone wailed with envy, "I also want to meet the schoolboy!" "I heard that he looks really mean in person, you'll get weak in front of him!" "But Xie Ruhang was very nice in Sugar's description, he even helped carry the books ......."
Everyone was fantasizing about a good love, Tang Bai finished his skincare and lay down on his bed, lowering the bed curtains and reading Energy Vibration, as he flipped through the book he occasionally remembered how Xie Ruhang looked when he handed him the book, a very superior looker indeed.
Tang Bai thought, if he really want to pressure to get married, why don't we just find this one with such a good look, even if there is no love in his life, it is still pleasing to the eye to look at every day.
At this time, Tang Bai's days are set in stone, as calm as a pool of stagnant water. He goes through the routine of attending classes, going on blind dates, and sometimes when he accompanies his mother on shopping trips and watches her teasing the canary in the cage, he will inevitably think of his own life.
He thought to himself that there didn't seem to be much difference between him and a bird in a cage.
Whenever he had such an idea, he would take out his drawings and quietly put pen to paper to design it alone, this was his world, in which he waved his hands freely, sometimes releasing a fat chirp to let it call the long sky, sometimes leading a Erha to let it wantonly tear the house, he could only find a moment of reality in such a world.
Many times when he went to look in the mirror, he couldn't recognize who was in the mirror. Director Huang said that alphas all over the world would love him for looking like that, but in fact, those alpha's favorites were really not worth it to him.
He dresses himself carefully just to please himself.
But now that he went back to looking at himself, he couldn't seem to be happy, no matter how good the man in the mirror looked.
The live stream of the mech building competition was playing, the winner was Cheng Yangbin, Tang Bai saw his grandfather personally awarding this alpha trophy, he saw the pop-ups giving out countless words of praise, he watched and then suddenly turned off the stream.
This champion is not as good as me, he thought with a bit of a stink.
Then he's a little sad, sad that he can't use his talents.
He felt it was the world's loss.
Tang Bai was holding a thick pile of precious drawings, he didn't want these creations to remain unavailable for the rest of his life, so he pouted in resignation and logged on to the Coffin of Machinery, just in time to see someone posting a search for a mecha with a very high degree of freedom in the free-operation mode.
Eh?
Tang Bai picked up a drawing of the design of a pink rabbit mech and felt that it fit the requirements perfectly, he thought for a while and contacted that mech artist.
That mech artist hoped that the price of the drawings would be cheaper, lowering the budget of the shape, and used the style of mechs in the underground arena as an example with him, lowering the price was impossible, how could he sell the drawings of the mechs he designed cheaply?
But the other words of this mech artist aroused the interest of Tang Bai, who had never been to the underground arena and was very curious for a while, and finally he told the mech artist his original intention of designing this mech after ......
He was greeted with an unexpected streak of rainbow farts.
"Of all the weapons born for combat, only you stood to design for all humanity, regardless of gender or sexuality. You are the first designer in interstellar history to link omega to mecha ......"
Tang Bai he ...... I'm so happy to see you.
The corners of his mouth turned up to the sky to be shoulder-to-shoulder with the sun, and he felt himself being blown away as he laughed and cried at the same time.
He thought about what a bright future this man was talking about, what a mech design worthy of the history books, what an idea to bring a landmark sea change to interstellar mech building, but none of these things would ever come to pass, he was just an omega, he couldn't be a mech builder, his ideas wouldn't be heard.
He and this mech talked late into the night, a lot of things he has never told anyone, but perhaps he and this mech is too compatible, or perhaps he is really too tired, too much in need of a way to vent, and this netizen named "X" does not know his real identity, do not know his gender, so he can have no worries about each other said This is why he can say these things to each other without any worries.
He said he recently had the beginnings of an idea for a flying mech, the design inspired by a canary he saw.
That's a canary in a cage. It's beautiful.
X asks, is it a canary-shaped mech?
He says no, the shape is a silver-throated long-tailed tit, commonly known as a fat chirp, have you ever seen a fat chirp? He sent X a picture of a silver-throated long-tailed tit.
After a while X said to him, I've read that it's a very common wild bird, when I see them they're usually not very good looking, they're skinny and not pure white, and the photos are taken of them in good condition.
X told him again that this bird is not suitable as a pet, that it will die if it is not well fed, and that it will die if it is too lonely, and that the best life for it is to be free in the forest.
Yeah.
Too much loneliness can kill you.
Suddenly out of breath, Tang Bai lies frozen on his bed, clutching his silent Palulu doll and staring blankly at the ceiling.
He didn't want to stay in this cage anymore, he wanted to go outside and see something, anything, he didn't want to live this same old life, married to someone he didn't like, and live a life where he could see the end at a glance.
So he decided to move to the underground arena.
It was because of this decision that he met Xiao Cheng, or rather, he met Xie Ruhang again.
Director Huang said, want to increase the success rate of singles, you can do exciting things with alpha, oh, this stimulation does not mean juvenile things, but the use of the drawbridge effect, so that the other party mistakenly interpreted the heartbeat caused by the special situation accelerated heartbeat for heartbeat.
He thought at first that it was the aura of the hero rescuing the girl and the drawbridge effect that made him feel for Xiao Cheng.
But then he thought long and hard about it, and he realized it wasn't.
That encounter showed him Xie Ruhang's unruly and untamed soul under the cold exterior, with cold brows, but with a burning fire in his eyes.
It was a world he hadn't been exposed to, hot, vibrant, and overly fascinating to him.
Xie Ruhang took him to the underground arena and helped him pick out a mask, and for a moment he felt as if he were at a masquerade ball with Xie Ruhang.
But it wasn't a ball, it was a brutal underground arena, and Xie Ruhang saw that he was scared and covered his eyes with his hand.
His eyelids could feel the bruises on Xie Ruhang's hands and he wondered what this man had been through. What made him so harsh and free, what kept him an unruly soul?
The hissing and cheering of the audience resounded around him, but at this moment, he was like hearing the sound of the river flowing and the sea whistling in Xie Ruhang's body, which made him want to go to that strange world and have adventures with Xie Ruhang ......
He offered to teach Xie Ruhang how to dance.
He could dance, and he would often dance at all kinds of dinners, and he laughed as openly as he did at the balls, but he didn't really feel much joy.
The similar dance steps day after day only bored him.
But when Xie Ruhang opened his palm to him in the crowded square and said, "Young master, can I ask you to dance?", he really felt the joy from the bottom of his heart.
I want to dance with you. I want to like you so much.
They walk through the streets of the slums together, teaching Mr. Ling's children to learn, and they also encounter unsuspecting bad guys or hooligans, and when he first curses these hooligans with slum profanity, Xie Ruhang's astonishment at that moment is something Tang Bai can't forget for the rest of his life.
Xie Ruhang hesitantly said, "I thought you only read very flashy poems... No, that's not what I meant, I just ......
He laughed his head off, looking at Xie Ruhang's bewildered look, Tang Bai laughed even more happily, he smiled and said, "Of course I know how to read poems, I'll read one for you, okay?
Someone in the noisy fairgrounds said fireworks were next, and Xie Ruhang looked at him and nodded.
"The bright, dark eyes of the South. I read love from the gaze."
A cluster of fire climbs to the top, knowing that its bloom is only a split second away, and that for this moment of splendor it will sacrifice all that it has in this life.
Amidst the crowd's amazement, brilliant fireworks decorated the night sky and lit up Xie Ruhang's eyes.
"Since the moment we met, you've been my star that doesn't fall day or night."
He looked at Xie Ruhang and saw the light from the fireworks dimming as the ultimate beauty was reduced to a cloud of smoke in an instant.
Then he gently closed his eyes.
But Xie Ruhang didn't kiss him. Xie Ruhang told him that the fireworks were beautiful tonight.
Yeah, the fireworks were beautiful that night.
He thought Xie Ruhang was the unfading star in his life, but Xie Ruhang was fireworks, the most beautiful and gorgeous fireworks he had ever seen in his life.
That firework tried everything, burned everything, and when he burned his life with all he had, even the darkness of this world was illuminated by him for a moment.
Countless people exclaimed, praised, lamented, and lamented as they looked up to this mechmaster and watched him ascend to the marshal's seat, alone and with a pauper's background.
Tang Bai is also one of the countless admirers, and it's hard for him not to pay attention to Xie Ruhang, to this thorny, invincible, invincible light of the Federation.
Grandpa said Xie Ruhang is a general with big ambitions, and mother said Xie Ruhang is a quality blind date, but Xie Ruhang is busy with his career now, and I heard that he has put off all the blind dates, but alpha is careless and can't take care of himself, so how can he do it without an omega by his side? I heard that Xie Ruhang has a bad stomach ......
Then later, it was Xie Ruhang who beheaded Cheng Yangbin in the street and was put in jail.
He knows the hidden agenda, knows that Xie Ruhang is for a tainted omega.
After all these years, Xie Ruhang has remained the same, his ideals, his ambitions, his bottom line, none of it has changed.
Tang Bai still remembers Xie Ruhang telling him about the power of omega, about the bright future, something that only Xie Ruhang has told him over the years.
How he wished some days that Xie Ruhang wouldn't be so nice to him, so that maybe he wouldn't be obsessed with Xie Ruhang.
He made a bento, pretending that his mother had made it, and then he asked Gu Tunan to deliver it.
He and Bai Zhi work together to get Xie Ruhang out of jail, thinking that Xie Ruhang shouldn't be trapped in this cage, because this is Xie Ruhang, this is Xie Ruhang, who should be out in the world without restraints.
Although Xie Ruhang doesn't like him, it doesn't conflict with the fact that he worships Xie Ruhang.
Then later, he learns the truth that Xie Ruhang is omega.
He learns the "truth" about everything: Xie Ruhang is an omega, injected with a camouflage potion to enter the Federation Academy, and falls in love with Gu Tunan, they go to school together, go to war together, and they're a match made in heaven.
It was at this moment that he realized why Xie Ruhang said that his love, made him sick.
He went to see Xie Ruhang, lying on the hospital bed, Xie Ruhang has no blood, daylight through the blinds on Xie Ruhang's body, Xie Ruhang facing the light to look at him, the moment his eyes met, he seemed to see the fire that saved him back then.
Vibrant, wild, untamed, the fire that won't go out even in sickness.
He had heard that Xie Ruhang had defeated all those who challenged him by operating his mech while he was still seriously injured, and had beaten them all into submission, proudly keeping his uniform.
That's nice. ......
Tang Bai thought of Mouse, the mech who guarded the ring in the underground arena and was invincible in battle.
After all these years, Xie Ruhang hasn't changed a bit.
Tang Bai couldn't help but ask if it's because I'm omega and Gu Tunan is alpha that you don't like me and prefer Gu Tunan.
Xie Ruhang says yes, I only consider you a friend.
That's right.
So it is.
So that's all it was.
He tried to raise a smile and said to Xie Ruhang, actually now is not bad, you are my omega light oh, wish you happiness.
Xie Ruhang said to him, "Good luck to you, too.
Tang Bai couldn't sit down any longer, he walked out of the hospital room, he looked up to the dazzling sunlight in the sky, a light so brilliant that it brought tears to his eyes.
Tears slipped from the ends of his eyes, and he let out a long, shaky breath--
You're a phoenix soaring in the sky, and I'm just a bird in a cage.
But when I know you're living a happy life, I'm satisfied.
*
A week later, Gu Tunan learns that Tang Bai is getting married.
The marriage was not to him, but to Xie Ruhang, the omega who had been dead for ten years.
The world was in an uproar when the news broke, even Gu Tunan didn't expect Tang Bai to make it this far, and he suddenly realized that Tang Bai and Xie Ruhang are very much alike in a way, as long as they are determined to do something, no matter how hard the road ahead is, they will go to any lengths to achieve it.
Numerous objections came pouring in, and many people even thought Tang Bai was crazy.
How could a sane person do something like want to marry a dead person?
And the dead man was Marshal Xie Ruhang, the same gender as Tang Bai!
This is crazy! Marshal Xie's lover is Gu Tunan! Even Gu Tunan didn't marry Xie Ruhang, so what is Tang Bai, an outsider, doing?
In the midst of all the conflicting opinions, Tang Bai produced a special video that was recorded in a special way after the Magic Silver triggered the temporal feature, which showed Tang Bai liked Xie Ruhang, Xie Ruhang liked Tang Bai, Xie Ruhang chose to hide it because of his lifespan, and this unknown relationship was eventually released to the public in this way. This unseen relationship is finally publicized in this way.
One was born Marshal Xie Ruhang, the omega light who changed the federal system, and the other was His Excellency Tang Bai, a master weapons maker who mastered the Weapons Institute.
They missed out for twenty-seven years, but they were together after all.
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A month later, after his honeymoon alone, Tang Bai came to Xie Ruhang's grave, holding a bouquet of white roses and an old book.
The man on the tombstone had a picturesque brow, brash and gentle.
Tang Bai looked at Xie Ruhang on the black and white photo, he told Xie Ruhang about what he had experienced on this trip, he said that there was a prince in the empire named Andre, who also injected the camouflage potion, and the empire held a big funeral for him, and he said that because of the change in the two of them, there were a lot of countries in the world that accepted omega to enlist in the army ......
He talked a lot, tired, Tang Bai quietly leaned against the tombstone and sat down, he looked for a while at the tombstone around the tomb, here buried Xie Ruhang's comrades, this is the resting place of heroes.
And he is the hero's wife.
This realization made Tang Bai smile, and he opened the aged book Xie Ruhang had given him, finding a dried rose petal on one of the pages that had recorded this passage:
"I've come to give you the gift that out of all the Xing Xing, I will continue to live in one of them, and I will continue to laugh in that Xing Xing.
That way, when you look up at the stars, you feel as if all the Xing Xing are laughing."
Tang Bai tilted his head up, the sky was clear, there was no Xing Xing, he was leaning against not a body but a cold tombstone, but his heart was surprisingly peaceful, and he softly recited the poem he had once recited to this quiet mausoleum:
"The bright, dark eyes of the South. I read love from the gaze."
"Since the moment we met, you've been my star that doesn't fall day or night."
When I want to see you, I don't need to gaze at the stars, because you are the star that doesn't fall on me day and night.
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Published at: 07/06/2024 07:00