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"I agree with what you said before, I'm willing to divorce you."

Eighty-six:

It was already past five o'clock when Qing Ling returned home, and Chen Yu was not yet off duty.

Jia Guan took his luggage and said to him, "Young Master doesn't seem to be in a good mood these days."

"Has it been bad?" Qing Ling asked.

Jia Guan nodded, "I don't know what happened, but the first day you went to do the variety show, he asked me about Wenhao Guo when he came back at night."

Qing Ling knew it must be because of this, "I know."

He was a bit helpless, "I'll take care of it, and you don't have to worry, it's not a big deal, it just might be a bit tricky to explain."

Jia Guan smiled, "Good."

He said, "Communication is the most important thing between husband and wife, as long as we can talk about it, there's no big deal."

"Uh-huh." Qing Ling responded.

He went to his bedroom, took a shower, and went to Chen Yu's bedroom to sit and wait for Chen Yu to come home.

It was not until 12 o'clock that Chen Yu finally came back, seemingly having drunk some wine and smelling of alcohol.

The moment the bedroom door was pushed open, Qing Ling looked up and smiled, "Back?"

Chen Yu looked at his smiling face, and for a moment he was in a trance, but suddenly felt relieved.

He's back, he said in his mind, finally.

Chen Yu walked in.

Qing Ling poured him a cup of tea, "Drink some tea, it's a good antidote to alcohol."

Chen Yu took it, sat down on the small sofa, and sipped it slowly, "Thank you."

"Why are you still so polite." Qing Ling laughed.

He looked at Chen Yu with his head lowered and his side brows exquisitely deep, and he couldn't help but mentally wrestle with the question of how to explain this.

Do you really want to say that you are not the same Qing Ling?

It's so exciting!

Will Chen Yu believe it?

Either that or just politely bring the matter to a close first?

"Uncle Wang said that you haven't been in a very good mood these past few days." Qing Ling tested.

Chen Yu let out a "hmmm", "The company's business is a bit annoying."

"Just the company?"

"Uh-huh." Chen Yu finished his tea and placed the teacup on the coffee table, "I'll go take a shower first."

Qing Ling watched him stand up and walk towards the bathroom without looking back, resting her cheeks, she silently sighed, it seems, is really in a bad mood, or else she wouldn't have used official business as an excuse.

He picked up the teapot and poured himself a cup of tea, only to feel that things were more troublesome than he thought.

Chen Yu quickly showered and came out, sitting on the bed.

Qing Ling walked over and picked up the hair dryer and said, "I'll help you blow-dry your hair."

Chen Yu refused for a moment, but failed to do so and had to sit back and let him blow.

" Wenhao Guo went to see you, didn't he?" Qing Ling opened the door.

He looked down at Chen Yu, and while helping him blow-dry his hair, he gently said, "He and I are things of the past, and there's no future long ago, so you don't have to mind."

Chen Yu was silent for a moment before asking, "Do you still like him?"

"Of course I don't like it." Qing Ling immediately denied, "What's there to like about him."

"But you liked him before." Chen Yu said.

Qing Ling blew out the ends of his hair and said vaguely, "You also said that was before."

"You like him like that, don't you?" Chen Yu suddenly turned his head to look at him.

Qing Ling froze for a moment, and Chen Yu stared at him, his eyes burning as he asked, "You like Wenhao Guo's character like that, don't you?"

"Who said that." How could he possibly like someone as confused as Wenhao Guo, "I get annoyed just looking at him."

Not to mention the fact that he wasn't the original owner, and even if he was, they had had a time, and that was in the past.

Now that you have returned from your studies and see that your white moonlight is married and with someone else, you still want to go to the other side of him to show him your past love, aren't you intentionally giving your white moonlight a hard time for fear that he is living too comfortably?

What man can stand that? It's a wonder they don't fight!

In the original book, Chen Yu fought with the main character several times because of this, but the main character still thinks that Wenhao Guo is right and Wenhao Guo just loves him.

He and Wenhao Guo are both innocent, it's just that Chen Yu is small-minded!

At this time, he didn't feel that those Chen Yu's admirers who taunted him were just loving Chen Yu, they didn't even let him hear about their love for Chen Yu yet!

You could say it's a double specimen specimen!

As he was thinking, he heard Chen Yu open his mouth, "If you were really annoyed by looking at him, how could you ever get so close to him and tell him that I like you?"

Chen Yu's eyes were dark and translucent as he stared at the person in front of him, unblinking, "At least, you used to like him."

"That was only once."

Qing Ling put down the hair dryer and sat down beside him, saying seriously, "Anyone has had a time, but what's in the past is in the past, and people look forward, don't they?"

"But he's the only one you've ever liked isn't he?"

Of course not!

Qing Ling looked at him, speechless.

Chen Yu opened his mouth, closed it again, and finally opened it again and said dryly, " Qing Ling , do you like me?"

"Do you like me now?"

Qing Ling didn't say anything.

The question was too heavy for him, and the word like was a hard one that he couldn't speak even after trying for so long.

The embarrassment on his face was too obvious, Chen Yu looked and gave a bitter laugh, as if he had already expected it, "I knew it."

"It's not like that." Qing Ling tried to explain, "I do want to like you, I'm just, right now, not sure."

Chen Yu shook his head as he said, " Qing Ling , liking someone doesn't depend on effort or forcing oneself to think about it."

"I like you, I just like you, I don't need to think about liking you first, and then make myself work hard, persistently, in order to like you myself."

"Liking is a feeling, feelings are created by the heart, he is a feeling in itself, something very nebulous."

"Love, not trying, can be realized."

Qing Ling looked at him, and for a moment, seemed unsure of what to say.

Chen Yu looked at him quietly, his gaze calm and gentle, like a lake full of moonlight.

He said, "I've been thinking a lot these past few days. I used to think you just wouldn't love easily, but as long as we stay together, as long as I keep loving you, you'll always love me."

"But Wenhao Guo came along and showed me that it's not like that. It's not that you won't love easily, you just won't love me easily."

"No." Qing Ling cut him off, "It has nothing to do with Wenhao Guo, and I don't love him!"

"Of course you don't love now, but you used to love once didn't you? You also used to deliver all your love to him, it's just that you were destined for each other, so that's why you've come to this point."

Qing Ling shook her head, "Little Fish, things aren't at all what you think they are!"

He said anxiously, " Wenhao Guo This matter is a bit complicated, but I really didn't like him, I didn't love him before and I don't love him now."

Chen Yu thinks it's really not easy for him, he's willing to deny his former love just to make himself happy.

But, in black and white, with photographs to prove it, the love he once had was there, plain as day.

He need not have bound himself so much for his sake.

He looked at the person in front of him, seemingly helpless and sighing, " Qing Ling , there is no need for you to deny the love you once had because of me."

"That's a part of who you were, it's not your fault, it's just that we knew each other too late, and I don't blame you for that."

Qing Ling: ......

What else can he say about this, he has his own explanation for what he said Chen Yu, and now he can only confess that he's crossed over?

Don't be so explosive!

He was hesitating how to speak, when he heard Chen Yu say, " Qing Ling , I have often thought these days, if between us, there is no marriage, just an ordinary couple, would you, would it be easier?"

Qing Ling didn't quite understand, "What does that mean?"

"The matter of feelings, originally can not be forced, love is love, not love is not love. But once the relationship is born in marriage, then many things, inevitably, will change."

"People have morals outside of the law, and morals require us to respect marriage, to respect our partners, to understand, to love, and to maintain the stability of our families. That's good, of course, but it's not a bind on you, yet."

"If we were just in love, and I loved you, you wouldn't need to force yourself to love me, you could just leave without accepting it. But now, just because I love you, you have to stay by my side, and even force yourself to try to make yourself fall in love with me, would that be too unfair to you."

Qing Ling felt that she could no longer understand.

Chen Yu looked at him, his voice leveled as he said, "You once really wanted to divorce me, didn't you?"

Qing Ling suddenly felt something.

He stared at Chen Yu in disbelief, only to feel that all his nerves seemed to have tensed up.

"What are you trying to say?" He heard himself ask.

Chen Yu looked at him, deeply, tenderly, affectionately.

He said, "Stop commiserating, if I'm really not the type of person you would like, if you really can't like me, then I'm willing to divorce you."

" Qing Ling , I agree with what you said before, I am willing to divorce you."

Qing Ling In this moment, he only felt that everything had become a blur, and his ears seemed to be ringing with the quarrels he had once had.

Those broken and scratched and splattered fragments once again exploded in his ears, causing his ears to buzz, and he was even on the verge of not being able to hear Chen Yu's voice.

He had been traveling for so long that he seemed to be returning to a familiar path.

Back to the path his parents had traveled, back to the corner where he had crouched.

He didn't get away with it as a teenager, and he's not getting away with it now that he's older.

Only he went from being a bystander to experiencing it firsthand.

Qing Ling involuntarily trembled, his right hand clenched into a fist, clenching it tighter and tighter, but he could not stop the trembling of his shoulders.

He stood abruptly and headed out the door.

Chen Yu went after him in confusion and asked, "Where are you going."

Qing Ling pushed him away with one hand and glared at him, her eyes filled with resentment and anger.

"Don't you want a divorce? I'll go pack my bags."

He spoke through gritted teeth, the hatred in his eyes unconcealed, flooding and raging.

Chen Yu was startled by this reaction and instinctively went to stop him, "Don't be angry, I'm not trying to divorce you, I just don't want you to settle for less and force yourself. I don't want you to look back on your life later and feel like you're just settling for this life because of me."

Qing Ling smacked his hand away and said angrily, "Did I say I was aggrieved? Did I say I was pushing?"

"Why should I force myself, it's hard to find a three-legged □□ in this world, is it still hard to find a two-legged man? Apart from you before, is it hard for me to have no one else to like?!"

Published at: 05/15/2024 06:00

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