"I like you, Fishy."

Eighty-eight:

He hugged Chen Yu's waist, his heart was filled with complex emotions.

He kissed each other hard and went to pull Chen Yu's robe again.

Chen Yu let him pull and just kissed him tenderly, no matter how fierce and violent Qing Ling was, he was as gentle as ever.

Qing Ling felt his tenderness, her emotions slowly calmed down, tilted her head back and let him kiss her neck.

He felt Chen Yu undoing his pajamas, and also felt Chen Yu kissing his shoulder.

He hugged Chen Yu and asked him, "Do you know who you are kissing?"

Chen Yu rubbed his face with his fingers and said back to him, "The one I love."

"How long will your love last?"

"He'll last as long as you want him to."

"Is it reliable?" Qing Ling asked him.

Chen Yu kissed the tip of his nose, "Very reliable."

Qing Ling was suddenly a bit heartbroken.

He looks at the man in front of him, and lowers his head to kiss him.

Chen Yu kisses him tenderly, slowly removes his clothes, and slowly, gently but forcefully takes possession of him.

He held Qing Ling in his arms and kissed him patiently.

Qing Ling lies on his shoulder and sees the teeth mark he's just bitten, he reaches up and touches it, then opens his mouth and deepens the mark on his shoulder once more.

This was his person, he thought, and it had to be his for the rest of his life.

Chen Yu was a little sore, looking down at him, but he couldn't blame him, so he hugged him tightly.

They did it once on the couch, and Chen Yu carried him to the bed.

Qing Ling didn't let him leave and did it with him a second and third time.

Only when she ran out of strength did she slow down and leaned into Chen Yu's arms.

Chen Yu pulled the quilt up to cover his shoulders and asked him, "Taking a shower?"

Qing Ling shook her head and only hugged him, leaning against him quietly.

It was only after a long time that Chen Yu felt some wetness on his shoulder, he froze for a second, and the next moment he wanted to see Qing Ling's face.

But Qing Ling hoops him up tightly and won't let him look at her face.

Chen Yu's heart was a soft mess and asked him, "What's wrong with you?"

Qing Ling shook her head and was silent.

Chen Yu simply did not know what to do, reached out and touched his head, and he said, "It's fine."

He stroked Qing Ling's head gently, and Qing Ling felt it, took it quietly, and then slowly closed her eyes.

He did get a little sleepy, the emotional ups and downs of the night had been too much for him and he wanted to rest for a while, just a little while.

He hugged Chen Yu, and the moment he closed his eyes, he whispered, "I like you."

The sound was soft, as if a feather had swept by.

Chen Yu went to look at him in surprise and heard him repeat in a low voice, "I like you, Little Fish."

He closed his eyes and didn't speak again.

What is love? Qing Ling had thought about it many times, he couldn't come up with an answer, nor did he want to.

The director he met said to him, I like you, Qing Ling smiled and stated, but I don't like you like that.

The actor who taught him also said to him, I like you, Qing Ling still has the decency to refuse, I don't like you like that.

But what does he like?

Qing Ling herself doesn't know.

He thinks he doesn't like any kind because he doesn't accept love from others from the bottom of his heart.

But then he'll be longing for it after the play, after reading the script, and feeling the beauty of love.

He was like a traveler walking in the desert, longing to see an oasis but fearing it was just a mirage.

But on this day, he felt as if he saw clearly what love looked like.

He seemed to understand what love was.

The moment Chen Yu said he was getting a divorce, the anger in his heart, the evil thoughts that swirled around in his mind, the reluctance he hid in his heart, all came together to impact his sanity.

So he couldn't explain to Chen Yu as calmly as he usually did, nor could he properly explain his feelings to Chen Yu.

His mind was too complex, but the feelings became clearer and clearer in the tightly wrapped layers.

He didn't want to leave Chen Yu.

He doesn't separate from Chen Yu.

He was even afraid that Chen Yu would abandon him.

He had lived with Chen Yu for so long, feeling the other's care and affection, his gentleness and tolerance.

He loved Chen Yu , back when he first gave himself to Chen Yu.

He thinks he's not in love, but it's really just that he's afraid to look down.

Too much love, too hard to get out.

He feared that he would not be able to pull away in the event of a separation, but failed to notice that he was already deep in it.

He couldn't pull out of it a long time ago.

Qing Ling did not sleep peacefully, occasionally waking up for a moment, feeling the breath and body heat of the person next to her, and then going back to sleep again.

He didn't dream and slept off and on all night.

Chen Yu woke up early the next day, Qing Ling had not yet woken up, so he did not call him, and only sent a message to his secretary that he might not go to the office today.

Qing Ling's state last night was so abnormal that Chen Yu was worried about him, and even more worried that he wouldn't tell himself why he was like that.

He looked at Qing Ling, who was sleeping peacefully with her head bowed, and for the first time, he felt that he was a very insecure person.

He says nothing, swims in everything, seems invulnerable, and yet, he can be in constant need of affection and reassurance from others

He's like a flower raised in water that looks like it's left the dirt and doesn't need nutrients, and yet, it still wilts from lack of water.

Chen Yu guessed that in the other world, he had probably been hurt in his family or love.

Qing Ling said he hadn't loved anyone else, so odds are it would be the family put.

His parents were divorced?

Or has someone close to him been divorced?

As he was thinking about it, he saw Qing Ling waking up.

Chen Yu kissed his forehead, "Good morning."

Qing Ling was confused, "You didn't go to work?"

"I'm not busy today, I'll stay at home with you." Chen Yu laughed.

Qing Ling nodded and her consciousness slowly returned.

He looked at the teeth marks on Chen Yu's shoulder, even some marks next to the interlocking bones, and said sheepishly, "Does it hurt?"

Chen Yu looks down and laughs, "It hurt then, but not now."

Fearing that Qing Ling would blame himself, he hugged him and said, "It's okay, just think of it as a stamp, it's kinda rare."

Qing Ling painfully reached out and touched it, thinking that she was also too cruel, why did she bite so hard.

"You didn't even know to stop me, did you?" He rubbed it carefully, "I went too far, last night."

"I've said it's fine, it's me you're biting not anyone else, I should only be upset if you bite someone else." Chen Yu kissed him.

Qing Ling thought that he was really good-tempered, obviously last night was unreasonable, he did not take it personally, but also patient to coax himself, it is really rare.

"I had a bit of an emotional outburst last night." He whispered, "I'm sorry."

"It's okay." Chen Yu consoled him, "I don't blame you, it's me who shouldn't have said that."

Qing Ling smiled a little at that, "You are not supposed to say."

He said, "My parents just argued and divorced when I was a kid, so, I don't like those two words."

Chen Yu said, "I'm sure it's true.

He looked at Qing Ling and touched his face, "You should have told me earlier."

"It involves the original me, and I'm afraid you'll be surprised, and I also think this kind of thing is too metaphysical, so I don't really want to talk about it."

He looked at Chen Yu , "I'm not lying, I used to live in another world, my parents were divorced and they didn't want me, my grandmother took me in, that's why, I'm a little afraid of love."

"I do like you, but my parents loved each other too, so I don't know how long our relationship will last, that's why I want you to love me first, a lot, so that I can feel a little more at ease."

He said, " Chen Yu , I also have shortcomings, not only shortcomings, but also weaknesses."

Chen Yu lifted his chin and kissed his lips, then gently crushed them again and replied, "All people have flaws, I like it just fine."

Qing Ling smiled and moved forward to kiss him.

"So don't be jealous of Wenhao Guo, I really don't have anything to do with him, if it wasn't for him coming to the house to meet me that day, I wouldn't have even known that there was such a person as him."

Chen Yu nods, and once he accepts that the Qing Ling of today is not the Qing Ling of old, Wenhao Guo is of no consequence.

"And the Qing Ling you married doesn't like him either." Qing Ling gave him the scoop, "He just wants to hug his thighs."

"Which one did I marry?" Chen Yu asked, pinching his chin.

"Of course it is of ......"

Before Qing Ling could finish her sentence, she was kissed by Chen Yu.

Chen Yu cupped his chin, gentle but undeniable, "I only married one, and that's the one that's in my bed right now, remember that."

Qing Ling lost his smile and hooked his neck to kiss him.

"Do you want to marry me?" He asked Chen Yu.

Chen Yu rubs his lips and asks, "Will you marry me?"

Qing Ling bit his finger and whispered, "Yes, but it will have to wait."

Chen Yu sighed, "I get it, have to wait until your career picks up a bit, I simply get it too much."

Qing Ling laughed hahaha and couldn't help but hug his neck tightly again and rub it against his ear.

"Fishy you're so cute." He softly said, "How can you be so cute."

Chen Yu smiled and asked him, "Do you want to take a shower? You didn't even wash last night, it's not good for those things to stay in your body."

"Which things?" Qing Ling was a little confused for a moment.

In the next instant, he realized something so violently that he sat up instantly.

"You didn't wear a condom last night!"

Chen Yu was innocent, "You have to give me time to put on a condom too baby."

Qing Ling: ......

Qing Ling thinks she's finished!

Chen Yu looked at him with a dumbfounded expression and wondered, "It can't be a big problem without a condom, right?"

Others certainly won't!

But I will!

He touched his belly warily, very worried that he was not alone now!

Panic, the mood now is panic!

"Are you okay?" Chen Yu worried.

Qing Ling shook her head, "Not very well then kisses."

"What to do then?"

I don't know yet either kisses!

He doesn't even know if birth control pills for women will work for him.

After all, he's a man!

Qing Ling sighed in resignation and decided to accept her fate.

After all, if God meant him to be pregnant, he couldn't hide from it!

"Fishy, show me a picture of you as a child some day."

"What for?"

"Hit it out and zoom in, see more, and try to have a baby that looks like you."

Chen Yu laughed softly and touched his stomach, "Willing to give me a child?"

"Happy?"

Chen Yu kissed him and coaxed, "Wife is so nice."

"So love me well."

"Good." Chen Yu laughed, "I love you the most even if I don't have children, and I will love you the most if I have children in the future."