"Baby, I miss you so much."
Li Xuan slowly withdraws his hand.
Things don't seem to be quite what he thought they would be.
In the midst of the uproar, Xie Liang looked at Su Xingchuan and Li Xuan with gritted teeth, his blood pressure soaring, "You two--"
Li Xuan expression of innocence, wrinkled beautiful eyebrows, looking at him with a puzzled face, Xie Liang "you you you" shouted half a day, hard to know what to scold, and finally can only be aggrieved to squat in front of Xue Ningzi, pathetically holding Xue Ningzi's hand, panicked: "Wife, don't listen to his nonsense ah, we have been together for five years, I am what you know best ah!"
Li Xuan is slightly shaken, but remains impartial: "You're ......."
Xie Liang gritted his teeth in anger, "How dare you say that!!!"
Xue Ningzi, embarrassed, covered his face with his other hand.
Xie Liang pointed at Su Xingchuan and Li Xuan and cried, "The two of them had a falling out, which brought the fish to the pond, and I'm the innocent straight man!"
Xue Ningzi took a deep breath, "Keep your voice down for me."
Xie Liang hugged Xue Ningzi, buried his face in Xue Ningzi's shoulder, and said, "No, you have to listen to my explanation, honey, I'm a 100% straight man!"
The people around us are still probing and watching the show.
Xue Ningzi: "......"
Li Xuan stared blankly at Xie Liang and Xue Ningzi.
He was at a loss.
For this day, he's been reading up on famous scenes of adultery on the Internet, and in his mind, what's coming up next is--
When Xie Liang got up without any luck, Su Xingchuan grabbed Xie Liang by the collar and asked him in a harsh voice why he was cheating on his wife.
Xue Ningzi learns the truth, throws a dishcloth in Xie Liang's face, angrily scolds him for having two feet in two boats, and angrily leaves the scene.
Then Su Xingchuan gets drunk because of his lost love, and Li Xuan can take this opportunity to be by his side.
That's how it's done on TV shows.
But ...... but how come the reality doesn't overlap with the drama? Why does Xie Liang say he is 100% straight?
Xie Liang was still spitting blood and explaining, Su Xingchuan couldn't help but laugh out loud, Xie Liang scolded him back, "What are you laughing at? I'm just trying to help you. Take this away from your house, take it away!"
Su Xingchuan grabbed Li Xuan's waist from behind and brought him towards his body, Li Xuan looked at him blankly.
Obviously, Cathead was completely confused.
Su Xingchuan looked at him, his heart surging like a tidal wave, wanting nothing more than to kiss him.
Xie Liang on the side of the Xue Ningzi shoulders again on the shoulders of Xue Ningzi selling misery: "My reputation my innocence ...... daughter-in-law ah ......"
Xue Ningzi coldly pushed his head.
Su Xingchuan cleared his throat and said to Xue Ningzi, "I'm really sorry sister-in-law, it's my fault, I'll treat you and Liangzi to dinner tomorrow."
Xue Ningzi waved his hand, signaling them to hurry.
When Li Xuan was dragged out of the restaurant by Su Xingchuan, Xie Liang was still sitting beside Xue Ningzi, and he pressed himself against Xue Ningzi's body, not knowing what to say, the two of them seemed to be very close.
His brain had stopped spinning.
What the hell is going on?
Su Xingchuan was overjoyed and laughed as he cupped Li Xuan's face, squeezing Li Xuan's mouth into a pout as he said, "Why is Dr. Li moonlighting as a judge, is he jealous?"
Li Xuan stared blankly at Su Xingchuan, his brow still furrowed.
Su Xingchuan leaned closer and asked again, "You just asked me if I would still like Xie Liang if I found out that he had two feet, do you know the answer now?"
Li Xuan shook his head.
Su Xingchuan would like to say: How can you not have two feet in two boats? I know that you are fishing for me, playing me, every time inexplicably aggrieved tears, turn around and go back to Xu Zhengdong, but I still like you, my self-esteem because you become worthless.
But he couldn't afford to be harsh on Li Xuan and just said, "Can't you tell? He's just my coworker, he's not gay."
Li Xuan's eyelashes fluttered and his breath lifted.
Su Xingchuan continued to explain, "Because I told him before that my first love dumped me, and that day at the hospital, I told him that you were my first love, and he purposely said that he was my boyfriend in order to back me up, but it was really just to piss you off."
"Angry at me?"
Su Xingchuan touched the tip of his nose with him, his eyes full of love, "He's not gay, that girl just now is his girlfriend, and they're getting married in a month or so."
Li Xuan like being pressed the pause button, the whole person is frozen, a moment later he turned his head to look at the restaurant, vaguely can still see the figure of Xie Liang and Xue Ningzi, his face rubbed red.
So he ...... made a joke?
He made a joke in front of so many people.
He was so brave for once.
In order to today's "catching adultery", he did a long time of psychological construction, repeated and uncle to confirm, from last night onwards, anxiety, sleepless nights, and finally ended up with a sentence: just to be angry with you.
Su Xingchuan knew that he misunderstood, but did not explain, watched more than half a month of drama, time and time again, Xie Liang stabbed him.
Su Xingchuan said that he was not as good as Xie Liang, not as hardworking as Xie Liang, that he was petulant, careful, and jealous. Su Xingchuan talked about his shortcomings as if Li Xuan was a person who did not deserve to be liked.
Su Xingchuan will never know what it's like to be told by your favorite person that you're not as good as my current boyfriend.
Su Xingchuan is badass, badass.
The circles of his eyes and the tips of his ears reddened at the same time, embarrassment and aggravation surged out in an instant, Su Xingchuan How dare you do this to him?
None of his family dare speak ill of him.
He pressed his wrist against Su Xingchuan's chest, pushed and shoved his way out of Su Xingchuan's embrace, and ignored the direction he was heading, turning around and walking away, Su Xingchuan rushed after him, he tried to grab Li Xuan's arm, but Li Xuan swatted it away.
"Xuan!"
Li Xuan was full of grievances, he said to Su Xingchuan with red eyes, "You know I misunderstood, why don't you explain? You know I misunderstood you, why don't you explain? Are you very proud of watching me being jealous like a fool?"
"Of course not."
"Then why are you smiling? What are you happy about?"
"Because ...... because I'm jealous too."
Li Xuan was so furious that he didn't even react, he was still venting, he pushed Su Xingchuan away with all his might: "No one has ever dared to do this to me since I was a child, Su Xingchuan, you're finished!"
All he even says when he's angry is, you're screwed.
Su Xingchuan has always known that Li Xuan just looks cold, but after getting along with him for a long time, he will realize that he is actually a soft kitten who likes to show his belly, and his claws are just for scaring people.
Now the kitten is humiliated and the kitten is angry.
There was a couple coming out of the restaurant, noticing Li Xuan on the side of the road, and the boy gestured for the girl to look over.
Li Xuan's face turned redder.
He shrugged it off.
Su Xingchuan caught up with him again, and Li Xuan cried, "Don't follow me!" Su Xingchuan could only stop.
Li Xuan walked straight ahead.
He wants to find his uncle and ask him to fix Su Xingchuan, to use the worst means to take away Su Xingchuan's project, to make him lose money, to make him smash his pots and pans, and to make him sleep on the streets!
He takes out his cell phone and dials Xu Zhengdong's number.
Before he could connect, he hung up the phone.
Where to give up ......
Su Xingchuan is willing to be angry with him, and he is not willing to be angry with Su Xingchuan.
Li Xuan's tears came to his eyes, knowing that he should be happy to know that Xie Liang was not Su Xingchuan's boyfriend, although the plot didn't go as he expected, but at least it turned out as expected.
Why is he so upset?
Because Su Xingchuan has changed, Su Xingchuan never dared to make fun of him before, let alone see him make a fool of himself.
He is no longer the dominant one in the relationship.
He ran all the way home, and when he arrived at the door, his legs were so weak that he sat down, and his mother, Xu Nianzhi, rushed over to help him: "What's wrong? Did you fall off your bike?"
Li Xuan leaned against his mother's shoulder, silent.
Xu Nianzhi checked Li Xuan's arms and knees and was relieved to find no signs of a fall, stroking Li Xuan's hair and asking, "Is it still because of that boy?"
Li Xuan nods.
"Xuanxuan, what are you afraid of? Can mommy help you?"
Li Xuan unloaded all his strength and leaned on his mother's shoulder, "Mom, not all moms are as good as you."
Xu Nianzhi understood it at once.
She asked softly, "Seven years ago, that boy's mother came to you, didn't she? What did it say to you?"
Li Xuan's face instantly turned white.
Su Xingchuan's mother's voice rang in his head, "Do you know how disgusting your behavior is? Look at the messages you sent to him, I beg you not to infect my son with those messy diseases you have, you led my good son to the point of no return, are you not afraid of the wrath of God? Do you want our family to be in turmoil because of you, do you want me to die in peace?!"
Her voice was like a thorn in Li Xuan's heart, and he couldn't stop shivering even when he was next to his mother.
"Why are you afraid to tell mom?"
Li Xuan said, "I'm too cowardly."
Xu Nianzhi said heartily, "You were only twenty years old at the time, and twenty is an age when you are not ready for the future."
His mother's words gradually calmed Li Xuan's heart.
Xu Nianzhi asked again, "What about now?"
As soon as the words left his mouth, Su Xingchuan's phone called.
Li Xuan took out his cell phone and saw that the screen was flashing Su Xingchuan's name, and he hung up heartlessly.
A few seconds later, Su Xingchuan called again.
Xu Nianzhi saw it too, she smiled and rubbed Li Xuan's hair, brushing the frosty spots from his tresses, she said to Li Xuan, "Pick it up, it's okay, mommy's going upstairs."
Li Xuan watched his mother walk up the stairs and pick up the phone.
Su Xingchuan's voice came out of the receiver.
"Baby."
Li Xuan's tears fell at the mere mention of the name.
Su Xingchuan remained silent for a few moments and slowly spoke, "Last time you asked me if the relationship I had with you seven years ago was important to me, and I said it was, but it wasn't."
Li Xuan's heart was lifted.
"More than important? The word important is too light," Su Xingchuan laughed softly and said helplessly, "To be precise, you changed the trajectory of my life, and every day after I parted with you is like a repetition, not interesting at all."
Li Xuan froze in place.
"I sometimes wonder, is Li Xuan really good? He is a petulant bag, when we are in love I have to bring him tea, to warm him up, to coax him to be happy, to be full of him, just like this he is still not satisfied, as soon as I talk to other girls, he said that I don't love him, brutal, where is the boyfriend, it is simply an ancestor."
Li Xuan's sobbing grew heavier, clutching the hem of his coat.
He wants Su Xingchuan to shut up. He doesn't want to hear a word.
But Su Xingchuan said, "But I still like him so much."
Li Xuan froze.
"When we're together, I think he's cute in every way, cute when he plays with his little tantrums and jealousy, even if he does get mad once in a while, but then he vainly ticks my finger and I instantly go soft, he can't fall in love, but he's good at holding me."
"Baby, I missed you so much."
"At first, I could still inquire about your recent situation, knowing that you went to class every day as scheduled, knowing that you applied for an exchange abroad in your junior year, knowing that you went to the United States to further your studies after graduation....... Later, I could no longer inquire about it, and you suddenly disappeared from my life, and it took me a very long time to get out of it. "
"Five years ago I just graduated and rented a house next to my company, after work I would lie in bed alone and think about what you are doing now and if there is anyone with you. Sometimes I bought food and cooked by myself, and when I served it on the table, I also thought about how happy I would be if you were sitting across the table."
"In fact, the time we've actually been together, adds up to less than five months, I've missed you far more than the time we've been together, and sometimes, I wonder if you've forgotten me, would I be the only one in the world who remembers, that we were once together."
Li Xuan cried and shook his head.
"Actually, I used to be selfish and wish you a bad time."
"One year, the company went to Lingshan Group Reunion, there is a temple, I heard that it is very spiritual, everyone went in to worship, I said to myself before I stepped into the threshold of the hall, I hope Li Xuan can never meet another person like me to treat him well, I hope that he regrets for the rest of his life. But when I walked in and knelt on the futon, I changed my mind, and I told the Bodhisattva that I hoped Li Xuan would be happy, and that since he was such a petulant bundle of joy, and couldn't go through a single bump in the road, I might as well just let him live his whole life carefree and in favor."
Li Xuan interrupted him with a cry, "I'm not carefree!"
Su Xingchuan's voice was also a little choked as he asked softly, "You miss me too, don't you?"
"Thinking of you." Li Xuan said aggressively.
"I wasn't looking forward to it anymore, but you showed up again, if you hadn't shown up this winter."
Li Xuan's heart was instantly gripped, he held his breath and asked nervously, "What will happen to you?"
Will you keep waiting? Will you give up?
Or is ...... starting a new life?
Su Xingchuan said, "I will usher in the eighth year, thinking of you."
Li Xuan breaks down in tears.
He covered his face with his hands, tears running down his fingers, he didn't want to cry out, but his whole body was trembling uncontrollably. His mind was filled with images from seven years ago, the first time he and Su Xingchuan hugged, the first time they kissed, the first time they had ever been with each other. In these seven years, how much Su Xingchuan suffered, how much Li Xuan suffered. When he was crying silently, Su Xingchuan's gentle voice came from the other end of the phone: "Baby, don't cry anymore."
Li Xuan looked up and saw Xu Nianzhi standing at the corner of the second floor, smiling at him as he looked tearfully at his mother.
Xu Nianzhi said, "Go ahead."
Li Xuan got up abruptly and rushed out of the house.
Seven years ago Su Xingchuan came back to school from the station, this time it was Li Xuan who went to find him.
Li Xuan took a taxi to Xinchen Mansion.
He wanted to wake up in Su Xingchuan's arms tomorrow morning, just like that time he got drunk.
As soon as he got off the bus, he ran into Xinchen Mansion.
He remembered the route and had just arrived downstairs when he was shouted at.
Li Xuan stopped abruptly and looked back.
is the mother of Su Xingchuan.
Published at: 06/21/2024 08:00