Sleeping

Poor Dr. Li was bullied by the unscrupulous patient for a long time, finally his lips were swollen, he put his hands on Su Xingchuan's shoulders, and said with a huff: "Are you crazy?"

Su Xingchuan pinched his ass, "Still talking nonsense?"

Li Xuan was angry: "I'm being honest, you're being careful!"

Su Xingchuan raised his eyebrows, "I'm being careful?"

Li Xuan, sensing the danger, sniffled and conceded, "I'll stop."

Su Xingchuan couldn't help but laugh, wiping the corner of his mouth with his fingertips, after a while he still apologized, "It's me who's being careful, how can I question Dr. Xiao Li's medical skills? Dr. Xiao Li asked me to wait for a month, I can only wait for a month, I can't be resentful."

Li Xuan grunted.

Although Su Xingchuan felt that a man's dignity was important, it still couldn't compare to the warm moments with Li Xuan, and he was going to stop dwelling on it, "I'll go clean the bathtub and let you take a soak, okay?"

Li Xuan reluctantly forgave him.

Su Xingchuan went into the bathroom to get ready, and Li Xuan was alone in his house, cruising around like he was inspecting his own territory.

The last time he had been here, he had only glanced at the furnishings of Su Xingchuan's house, but he had not yet had time to look at them carefully.

Su Xingchuan has a little bit of cleanliness fetish, the furniture tends to be white, so the whole house looks spotless. Li Xuan walked to the living room, a pile of documents stacked on the coffee table, some opened to half, it can be seen, he is usually very busy at work. Li Xuan looked up, and suddenly saw a ceramic kitten in a small cabinet on the liquor cabinet.

A broken and mended ceramic kitten, to be exact.

He walked over and picked it up.

The repair is crude and unattractive.

The ear is still missing a corner.

When Su Xingchuan came out, he saw Li Xuan scrutinizing the kitten and hugged him from behind, honestly explaining: "Because of the misunderstanding of the relationship between you and your uncle, after you left that day, I smashed the kitten in anger, and then the next day I was distressed, so I bought glue to stick it up a little bit, hoping that the kitten would not be angry. "

Li Xuan rubbed his fingertips over the cracks in the ceramic.

"The kitten says forget it and forgive you."

Forgive your biased mother, forgive your cowardly self, and, forgive each for seven years of being dead to the world ......

The kitten's body is cracked, and Li Xuan feels it carefully with his hands.

Su Xingchuan laughed softly, "Don't touch it, be careful of getting it stuck in your hand."

"Didn't your mom call you?"

Su Xingchuan also felt puzzled: "According to the reason should be called, do not know what happened, this afternoon not a phone call."

Li Xuan was a little worried.

Su Xingchuan kissed Li Xuan's ear soothingly, "It's too late today, I'll call them in the morning, don't be afraid."

Li Xuan carefully put the kitten back in its place.

He went into the bathroom and undressed, Su Xingchuan brought his pajamas over to him and saw him standing by the bathtub, exposing two bare legs, thin and well-proportioned but not skinny. He was hesitating where to put the clothes he had taken off, when Su Xingchuan immediately walked over and caught them.

Su Xingchuan was still fully dressed, but Li Xuan was a little shy at first, but it didn't take long for him to get over it - after all, he'd been honest about it seven years ago - and he sat down in the tub and sighed comfortably.

All the aggravation anxiety and uneasiness from the reunion so far was instantly drowned by the water, Li Xuan turned his head to see Su Xingchuan moving a small wooden stool from the living room and then sitting next to him.

Su Xingchuan asks, "Is the temperature okay?"

Li Xuan looked at him steadily.

The two, inexplicably, kissed again.

Like you can't get enough kisses.

Su Xingchuan said, "At that time, the cost of living was not enough, and I felt so aggrieved when I took you to stay in a hotel that cost three hundred dollars a night."

Li Xuan, however, shook his head, he didn't understand why Su Xingchuan had such a heavy heart, he leaned on Su Xingchuan's shoulder and said, "But I was so happy at that time, I was so happy every day."

Is really happy.

Seven years ago Su Xingchuan took Li Xuan to a hotel for the first time.

Both of them were very rusty, and it took Su Xingchuan a while just to check in. When he grabbed Li Xuan into the elevator, Li Xuan suddenly jumped into his arms, tilted his head back, and looked at him blearily.

Su Xingchuan smiled and asked, "What's wrong?"

Li Xuan stood on her tiptoes and kissed him.

Time stops for a second.

Su Xingchuan's throat knots slid as he helplessly said, "You really-"

It really killed him.

Upon entering the room, Su Xingchuan took out the cleaning tools he had prepared in advance from his bag, pretending to be calm but in reality his heart was in turmoil as he stammered, "You, you go use it?"

Li Xuan, however, said, "I won't."

Su Xingchuan froze, "Huh?"

Seeing Li Xuan showing love and flirting, he thought that Li Xuan knew that kind of thing between two boys, but it turned out that Li Xuan didn't know anything, Su Xingchuan was embarrassed, Li Xuan took out his cell phone in a serious manner, "I don't know, I'll go to the Internet to learn it."

Five minutes later, the two were sitting on the edge of the bed together watching a video.

As he watched, the atmosphere changed. Li Xuan saw Su Xingchuan staring straight at the person on the screen with a serious expression, and his jealousy immediately came up, and he threw away his cell phone and pounced on Su Xingchuan on the bed.

Su Xingchuan held his waist, "What's wrong again little ancestor?"

"You're not allowed to take an interest in this kind of video!"

"Haven't I been bent by you-"

Li Xuan bit him, "Then you can only be interested in me! If you're interested in all boys as soon as you're broken, then I'm not important or unique at all!"

Li Xuan is so domineering and rude at this time, Su Xingchuan is often rendered speechless by his jealousy. However, Li Xuan soon feels that he is too aggressive and puts on a pitiful face, lying on Su Xingchuan's chest and drawing his fingertips on Su Xingchuan's neck.

Reason tells Su Xingchuan that he shouldn't indulge Li Xuan's temperament too much, but his reasoning is useless in front of Li Xuan.

In the end, it's better to give in first.

He hugged Li Xuan and softly said, "I don't like boys, I don't like girls, I only like you, is that okay?"

Li Xuan was satisfied.

It was hard to make preparations beforehand, the two of them took a shower together, and when Li Xuan lay down on the bed, he started to get sleepy, yawning one after another, but this time Su Xingchuan didn't let him sleep.

Li Xuan is usually delicate, but is fine in bed.

It's just that the tears won't stop flowing.

Su Xingchuan It takes a long time to coax when you're done.

"Su Xingchuan, what are you thinking?"

Li Xuan's voice interrupted Su Xingchuan's memories, he turned his head to look over, Li Xuan was using his hand to scoop up a handful of water, pouring it over in his direction, and said grudgingly, "How dare you daze off?"

Su Xingchuan snapped back to his senses, "I was thinking about the past."

Li Xuan stopped moving and after a moment suddenly glared at him, "Am I not attractive now?"

Su Xingchuan laughed, "Where did you get so much vinegar, Baby?"

Li Xuan twisted his face.

Su Xingchuan asked again, "I'll wash your hair, okay?"

Li Xuan lazily look over, eyes hiding a smile, proudly not, his skin is already white, at this moment by the vapor steam is even more white and red, forehead hair is wet, soft ambush, lining a pair of eyes like a water-soaked black grapes.

He tilted his head back and looked at Su Xingchuan in the opposite direction.

Eyes blinked, and the corners of his lips curled up slightly.

Su Xingchuan couldn't tell if Li Xuan was acting cute or not, he squeezed the shampoo into his palm, rubbed it into the foam, and then rubbed it into Li Xuan's hair, helping to wash it with great diligence, and Li Xuan even commanded, "Scratch the left side, scratch the right side."

He closed his eyes comfortably.

At the time of the breakup, Su Xingchuan was immersed in the pain of the breakup and had no interest in anything around her.

Yu Qinglan drags a few of his buddies to dinner in order to pull him out, and a few of them gather around Su Xingchuan to analyze Li Xuan's dereliction of duty as a boyfriend, line by line and item by item.

"What do you get out of this relationship? Anyway, all we can see as bystanders is what you're giving, you're hovering around him like an old mom, he even needs you to carry his school bag for him, come on! He's our age, he's not a child!"

But in Su Xingchuan's eyes, Li Xuan is a child.

Taking care of Li Xuan is what he's willing to do.

Like a man who drinks water, he knows whether it is cold or warm.

Feelings can be like that.

Su Xingchuan has always felt that his relationship with his parents is very good, he is filial and obedient, his parents are loving and gentle, he doesn't ask for anything from them and they don't intrude into his life, it is an exemplary parent-child relationship. However, after he met Li Xuan, he realized that in fact, he wishes to have a person who would love him with a way that penetrates into all his life, be more close to him, rely on him, and understand him better.

It's only now that I realize that he actually doesn't know much about parenting.

He leaned over and kissed Li Xuan on the forehead, and Li Xuan opened her eyes and asked in mock anger, "What are you doing?"

Su Xingchuan smiled and said, "Harass Dr. Li Jr."

"Dr. Lee Jr. is going to put your stones back in."

Su Xingchuan, crying and laughing.

"How cruel, little Dr. Lee."

Li Xuan poured a handful of water back onto Su Xingchuan.

.

After washing, Li Xuan went back to his room to wait for Su Xingchuan, and not long after, Su Xingchuan came to bed with a vapor.

Li Xuan is lying down reading a book next to Su Xingchuan's bed.

Su Xingchuan directly buried his face in Li Xuan's neck, rubbing and drilling, Li Xuan felt itchy and could only put down the book.

He's wearing Su Xingchuan's pajamas, the sleeves and pants are a cut too long, Su Xingchuan puts his hand in to touch his thin wrist, and as he does so, it changes flavor, and the other hand starts to burrow down to the hem, and Li Xuan reminds him, "No, not until next month."

"Then we won't even be able to eat Xuanxuan this year."

He was exaggerating, but in fact the New Year's Eve is in three or four days.

If you can't eat it, you can only bite it.

to vent.

As the night wore on, Su Xingchuan wiped Li Xuan with a hot towel, then took him back into his arms, Li Xuan suddenly asked, "Can you put me to bed like before?"

Su Xingchuan didn't understand, "Before?"

"Like you used to coax me after you were done."

Su Xingchuan abruptly stared and frowned, thinking for half a day, then asked in a suppressed voice, "Are you humiliating me?"

"...... is not."

Li Xuan gave him a blank look, "You're so careful."

Li Xuan didn't understand why Su Xingchuan cared so much, just like he cared so much about buying a big house and not letting Li Xuan sleep in a hotel.

He looks at Su Xingchuan and is silent for a few seconds.

Suddenly I get it again, probably still because I like it.

"Idiot." He burrowed into Su Xingchuan's arms.

Su Xingchuan turned off the light, circled Li Xuan's arm, and the two leaned together. The night is getting thicker, the stars and moon are dim, the high building can't hear the sound of the road in the distance, but vaguely can hear the sound of the whistling wind, the sound of the wind on a winter night is especially thick.

Li Xuan put his hand on Su Xingchuan's abs as if he was afraid of the cold.

"Baby."

Su Xingchuan suddenly opened his mouth, Li Xuan froze, then silently reddened the tips of his ears.

Li Xuan had never told Su Xingchuan that what he actually looked forward to most every time was not getting a room, but afterwards.

When the endorphins start to wane after a long day of pleasure, Su Xingchuan wipes him off and goes to the bathroom, the sudden drop in body temperature will make Li Xuan feel insecure, luckily Su Xingchuan will come back in time and take Li Xuan back into his arms.

This is the time when Li Xuan can best feel the meaning of loving each other.

After seven years of reunion, Li Xuan still remembers Su Xingchuan's "Baby".

Twenty-seven years old and shouldn't really be called that anymore.

He is surrounded by colleagues of his age who have children and have entered another stage of their lives early, but Li Xuan's heart is always stuck in his twenties, waiting for Su Xingchuan to come and take him home.

Su Xingchuan circled Li Xuan's shoulders, squeezed his arms and rubbed his waist, then held him close.

"Two or three years ago, I was shocked when I read a saying on the Internet that if a person dreams about another person three times in a row, it means that their bond is over."

"How many times have I dreamed of you?"

Li Xuan stared blankly at Su Xingchuan's pajama buttons.

"I was afraid to sleep for a while."

"And then?"

"Then I dreamed of you again, and in the dream you said to me, Su Xingchuan, we are different from the others, you need to dream of me a few more times and we will be reunited."

Li Xuan buried his face in Su Xingchuan's shoulder.

"Why are you still bossing me around after being separated?"

Su Xingchuan patted him on the back.

"Because you like me."

Su Xingchuan laughed softly, "Yeah, because I like you."

His voice was so soft and gentle that Li Xuan soon felt sleepy, and Su Xingchuan imitated his tone, "I like you so much."

Li Xuan rested on Su Xingchuan's arm, breathing steadily.

The next day.

Since it was the weekend, Li Xuan slept until dawn.

Su Xingchuan made breakfast and coaxed Li Xuan twice before he reluctantly sat up, his face red from sleep, his hair disheveled, his eyes staring blankly around, and Su Xingchuan sat down beside him.

"Amnesia?"

Li Xuan crooked his head to look at him.

Su Xingchuan smiled and said, "Good morning, Baby."

Li Xuan is finally roused, her eyes slowly brightening as she crawls over to him and rewards him with a kiss.

Su Xingchuan was satisfied and brought Li Xuan's things over, "The clothes and underwear have been washed and dried, so you can wear them straight away."

Li Xuan extends his hand lazily.

Apparently, Su Xingchuan wanted to help him wear it.

Su Xingchuan was naturally willing to help him, but then rambled on, "What will I do when I'm old? Who will help you get dressed?"

Li Xuan pouted and said deliberately, "Then I'll get young, handsome boys to take care of me."

Su Xingchuan raised his eyebrows and didn't say anything.

He helped Li Xuan put on his pants legs.

Li Xuan observed Su Xingchuan s expression, suddenly a little nervous, Su Xingchuan seems ...... unhappy.

He used to tease Su Xingchuan like this, Su Xingchuan would only kiss him to punish him, why is he really angry now?

Is it because, well, he's not very good right now?

Yes, Su Xingchuan is no longer a twenty year old male, he has a fragile self-esteem in this area now.

Li Xuan wanted to say something, but he didn't have the experience of coaxing Su Xingchuan, he hooked Su Xingchuan's finger, Su Xingchuan hooked him back, but still didn't say anything.

Li Xuan panicked all of a sudden.